ENCOUNTERS PART 17 OF?
Stephen's first reaction was to wake up Marcus as
quickly as possible, but halted as Susan grabbed his hands to pull him away
from Marcus.
" Don't wake him, Stephen. If I remember
correctly, he should be safe as long as he's dreaming. I have no idea what will
happen if you wake him up. What if Bester gains the upper hand exactly at that
moment?"
The doctor withdrew his hands. It had been his
intention to shake the ranger until he would wake up.
Susan took charge and tapped her hand communicator.
" Ivanova to Garibaldi."
“ Garibaldi here...what's wrong?"
Somehow the Chief must have heard the anguish in her
voice. The Commander personality took over. She needed to be calm and think
before she acted. " I'm in Marcus' quarters. Bester is attacking him.
Don't ask me how that's possible, but it looks like Bester is in his mind.
You've got to find that bastard."
" Damn, we had a fix on him, but he disappeared
about half an hour ago. We'll double our efforts. Garibaldi out."
Susan was afraid to touch Marcus, to do anything
that might wake him up. Never before had she felt this powerless.
" Perhaps we should get Lyta in here. There
might be a chance that she can help him."
Susan nodded. " I hope she's on the
station."
Stephen created some distance between him and the
ranger and tried his best to contact Lyta. Susan watched Marcus carefully and
noticed the weariness on his features. The ranger was looking very tired.
" Marcus, you've to fight him. You've to win this battle. I can't stand
the thought of losing you so shortly after I found you... not you too. I lost
Talia much to soon.... I'll fight to save you. I promise." Tears shimmered
in her eyes and she let them run freely over her face. All she could think
about was Marcus.
Marcus Cole heard her words, but was too busy fighting Bester to sooth
her worries. The truth was that he had no idea how to defeat this fiend. He had
never had to deal with a telepath before and he was unsure about the extent of
his powers. The only thing that kept him going was the fact that Susan was
sitting beside him, crying. ** I've got to find a way to get him out of my
dreams!** He tried to remember the little he knew about the Psi Cop.
** His lover is in cryo.... Bugger, what was her name?? Carolyn....I've
got to use that to my advantage.!** Slowly, he changed the direction the dream
had been going in. He allowed the wall of ice to melt, permitting Bester to
enter his dream domain fully. Marcus realized that he needed to hit Bester as
hard as possible and that was only possible when the dream completely enveloped
the Psi Cop.
Marcus dreamt of the cryo storage facility, aware of the fact that the
woman Bester loved was buried in there, carrying his unborn child. He began to
draw Bester closer, luring him with a false sense of security. He felt Bester
move with the dream and he started to visualize Bester in the storage facility.
Marcus hated being this cruel, but he was so scared and fear was a very
powerful motivation.
Bester screamed when he recognized his surroundings.
Marcus felt the torment the Psi Cop was in. Bester was trapped in this dream
and the only way out of this nightmare for him was retreating from Marcus'
mind.
Bester had lost all sense of reality when he was
dragged to the storage facility. He struggled to get free from the Dream
weaver’s hold, but recognised how futile his action was. Bester stood,
horrified, when one of the cryo tube's opened and revealed Carolyn's face.
Instead of the smile he yearned to see on her face, he witnessed a loathing in
her eyes and a foul grin on her face. ** You're evil, Al... I hate you.** Bester
couldn't take it anymore and ran from the room he had been in. His fear urging
him to retreat from the ranger's mind. The dream terrified him and he needed to
get away from it. He awoke in his secured quarters, shaking and angry, so
angry.
"Are you alright, sir? We were afraid..."
< Shut up. Leave me alone! You'll receive your
orders when I'm rested....GET OUT!> His assistant trembled when he was hit
by the venom of the words Bester sent to his mind and ran from the room. Bester
lay down once more, trying to gather his strength, or what was left of it. This
ranger had signed his own death warrant. The Psi Cop knew that he wouldn't be
able to attack the Dream weaver for some time. This confrontation had drained
him. He desperately needed some time to set up a tactic for capturing Marcus
Cole. He was going to kill him in the end, but not before he had unravelled the
mystery that surrounded the Dream weaver and had found a way to claim those
powers as his own.
" Stephen, he's waking up!"
The doctor stopped his attempts to get into touch
with Lyta. Nobody seemed to know where the telepath was. Susan immediately
wrapped her arms around him, when he tried to sit up. She was only just in time
to prevent him from crashing into the pillows due to the lack of strength
inside the ranger's body. She held him close to her, feeling the lack of
strength in his arms. Marcus had no power left in his arms to put them around
her as well.
" Marcus....You scared me!" Susan couldn't
help sobbing when she sensed the slight tremors in his body. She had been so
afraid of losing him.
"I'm fine....Susan..." His voice was
cracked and speaking the words was difficult. He was still having a hard time
believing that he succeeded in beating Bester. He knew that the Psi Cop would
be prepared for him the next time.
" Marcus...you feel hot and you're
shaking." Susan eased him back into the pillows, never letting go of his
hand. She enveloped it into hers and realized that Stephen probably should
examine him.
The doctor had moved over to the other side of the
bed and was checking Marcus' pulse. Stephen placed his other hand on Marcus'
brow. The ranger was having a bad fever. " Susan, can you hand me my
scanner?"
Susan was staring at Marcus' eyes and it took her
some time to process the words. Reluctantly, she had to let go of his hand, to
retrieve the suitcase Stephen had asked for. The doctor wasted no time and
scanned Marcus, who was lying in the bed. The ranger seemed to return to
reality only slowly.
Stephen cursed when he discovered that the fever was
back in full. " I should move you to med lab."
" No, I don't want to leave my quarters."
Marcus barely had the strength to argue with the doctor, but he wanted to stay
in familiar surroundings. He felt safe here. Reaching into his suitcase, Stephen
uncovered several pills and hypos. He administered some of them to the ranger,
who watched the doctor.
" Marcus, what happened? " Susan claimed
his hand once more. She had to know if Bester was threatening the man she
loved. She would find the bastard and rip that cold heart out of the Psi Cop's
chest. She wanted to torment the telepath before killing him.
" Bester tried to get into my mind...He had no
idea that I was dreaming at that moment...He was searching for something in my
mind....I felt him moving around. I still don't know how I managed to get him
out." His eyes were filled with fatigue and his voice grew weaker the more
he spoke.
Susan knew enough. If Garibaldi wasn't successful in
capturing Bester she was going after him herself. She was blinded by rage.
" Now what?"
Stephen had finished examining his patient and was
angry with himself, there wasn't much he could do to ease Marcus' suffering.
The ranger needed rest to fight the fever, but this way Marcus wasn't going to
get that sleep. " We'll have to tell the Captain and Delenn. This is a
serious threat, Marcus."
" NO, you can't tell Delenn, you can't....! His
tone was desperate and Susan was taken aback when she saw the sudden fright in
his beautiful eyes.
" Why not, Marcus? She'll be Ranger One in a
couple of days and.."
" You can't tell her...." An irrational
fear was clawing its way through Marcus' hazy mind.
He seemed strangely timid when he calmed down in the
end. Susan felt compelled to reach out for him and stroked some strands of dark
hair from his face. Something else was going on here and she had no clue what
it was. Marcus didn't seem to mind that Stephen appeared to know what was going
on, but telling Delenn scared the hell out of him!
" Why? Why are you so afraid of telling Delenn
that you're a Dream weaver?" Stephen decided that now was the time to
confront his friend with his fear. He received a muggy look from Marcus, who
was fighting to stay in control of his feelings.
As a matter of fact, Marcus was trying hard no to
choke on the emotions struggling within him. He knew the two of them well
enough to realize that they wouldn't stop harassing him before they knew what
was going on. " I can't tell Delenn....If she finds out that I'm a Dream
weaver she'll...." Marcus voice deserted him as he lost the courage to
continue. No one expected to hear a familiar voice, finishing the statement
Marcus had started.
" She will release you from the oath you took
when you joined the rangers and she will insist that you travel to Minbar to
take your place amongst the eldest priests of the religious caste."
Marcus recoiled when he recognized Lennier's voice.
He stared in horror at the Minbari who was standing in the doorway. In their
concern for Marcus, Susan and Stephen had forgotten to see to it that the door
was closed again.
The look on Lennier's face was one of utmost
seriousness. The acolyte encountered a Dream weaver once before, while he was
being trained in temple. Dream weavers were sacred to the Minbari.
" Lennier, don't tell her. You can't do that to
me. I would die being locked up in a temple all my life. I'm a ranger."
Susan stopped Marcus from getting up from the bed.
Marcus seemed delirious and his eyes were filled with pain and fear. Lennier
made sure the door closed and approached the humans. The Minbari was torn in
two. Rationally he knew that he had to tell Delenn, but his heart told him to
listen to Marcus. It was very confusing to the young priest.
" Why didn't you tell Entil'Zha Sinclair that
you're a Dream weaver? You must have carried this secret with you for a very
long time. You must have known the risk involved should someone find
out...Dream weavers are sacred amongst the Minbari and you should take the
place that has been set aside for Dream weavers, human or Minbari. It is an
honor."
Marcus couldn't take much more. The invasion of
Bester into his mind had shaken him badly and this conversation with Lennier
was upsetting him even more. He looked pleadingly at the Minbari. "
Lennier, I consider you to be my friend. Don't do this to me. Being a ranger
means everything to me...." Marcus was simply too tired to elaborate. He
hoped that his friend wouldn't betray him.
Lennier's gaze was thoughtful when he answered
Marcus' glare. " I'll not speak of this to her as long as she doesn't asks
me. I can't lie to her. It looks to me like you think you're going to be
punished for being a Dream weaver, but it IS an honor. "
" I know, Lennier, but....I would die in
temple. I need to be amongst real people, not priests who worship me because
I'm a Dream weaver. I've seen it happen when I visited temple during my
training."
Lennier studied his human friend and knew that it
was the truth. Marcus wasn't suited for a life in temple. " You can trust
me, Marcus. I'll not betray your secret."
" Thank you, Lennier." Marcus hardly
managed the words. Sheer exhaustion flowed through his body. He fought to keep
his eyes open. He looked at Susan, knowing only too well that she was going to
decide what to do next. Her expression was determined. " I'll tell
John...I'll try to get more search teams out there. "
" You won't tell Delenn?" Marcus
whispered, his voice shaking with relief.
" No, I won't tell her, but if it becomes
necessary....I'll do anything to keep you safe from harm, Marcus."
Marcus shivered when he heard how resolved she was.
He loved this woman so much!
" I still don't think it's necessary to bother
the Captain for this. It isn't that important." Marcus was trying hard to
weasel his way out of this situation. He watched Susan while she contacted the
Captain. John Sheridan had been in the middle of a meeting with several
ambassadors and had been hesitant to break off the talk when Susan flatly
refused to give him a reason why to hurry to Marcus' quarters. He had given in
when he saw the unusual concern in her eyes.
" Marcus, John can order more search parties
....Somebody needs to know that Bester is trying to get to you and as you're so
reluctant to tell Delenn, John is a natural choice." Susan suddenly
realized why Marcus was this reluctant to confide in John. " You can trust
him, you know. He's a friend."
Marcus cringed when he heard her words. He had tried
to hide his insecurity, but Susan saw right through his pretence.
" You can't deal with Bester on your own. He's
the most powerful telepath the Psi Corp has to offer..." Stephen wanted to
help Marcus, but the ranger was used to do everything on his own. The doctor
had stayed when Lennier left. Stephen was having some real coffee, left over
from the breakfast and enjoyed it very much.
Marcus lowered his eyes. He had to get used to the
fact that he wasn't on his own anymore. He owed it to Susan to be careful. The
doorchime announced a visitor and seconds later John Sheridan entered the
ranger's quarters.
John stood still when he saw the little crowd,
gathered in the small quarters. He knew that the ranger was still recovering
from the radiation sickness, but his instincts told him that there was
something else going on. He watched how Marcus tried to get out of the bed.
Susan who told him to lie down again stopped his actions. John stifled a smile.
He had never seen Susan act this protective before. One look in her eyes told
him that she no longer fought her feelings for Marcus. He smiled when Marcus
protested weakly. John shifted his gaze from Susan to Marcus and was shocked to
see how bad the ranger looked; haggard and exhausted. That would explain why
Stephen was here. The doctor was concerned for his patient.
" Susan? You wanted to talk to me..?" John
felt a little uncomfortable, but he realized that Marcus was even more
embarrassed to be found in his bed by the Captain. John looked at Susan, who
was getting up from the bed, where she had been seated.
" Yes. Have you heard that Bester is on the
station?"
" Yes, Michael told me that Bester managed to
sneak into the station. Has this something to do with Bester?"
" Yes, when Stephen and I wanted to check on
Marcus we discovered that Bester was mentally attacking him."
John processed this news in a rational way. How was
it possible that Marcus seemed unharmed? " What happened?"
Susan took his arm and led him to the kitchen table
to sit him down. Stephen got up and walked over to the bed to get one more scan
of the ranger. Sheridan listened to every word Susan said and tried hard to
understand. " So, you're telling me that as long as Marcus is dreaming, he
can beat Bester?"
" Yes."
John needed some time to determine his next move.
Susan had told him everything and had also asked him some favors. Not to tell
Delenn was one of them. That was probably going to be the hardest one on him
Delenn spotted a lie before he had completed the sentence.
" I'll tell Michael to get more security out
there, looking for Bester. Can I've a word with Marcus...privately?"
Susan nodded and went over to Stephen. She saw
Marcus' scared eyes and smiled reassuringly at him.
" I trust John. You should do the same,
Marcus."
Marcus wanted to ask her to stay with him, but Susan
and Stephen were through the door before he realized it. That left him alone
with Sheridan. Marcus peeked at the Captain's face and shuddered. There was a
certain look in the Captain's eyes, which spelled trouble.
" Why didn't you tell us, Marcus? I never heard
of this Dream weaving before.....I'm not mad at you, but...I hate it when
people keep me in the dark like this. "
" Sorry Captain. I was afraid you would tell
Delenn and I can't bear the thought of being kicked out of the rangers."
John was still figuring that bit out. " Dream
weavers aren't allowed to join the rangers?"
" That's right, Captain. According to the cast
system, I should be considered religious cast and I don't want to leave the
rangers."
John nodded. He understood Marcus' dilemma. He rose
to his feet and headed for the door when he unexpectedly turned and addressed
the ranger one last time. He considered the question impertinent, but he had
bet against Garibaldi whether or not Susan and Marcus were going to end up
together. He had to know. " So, are the two of you an item now? Looks to
me that you warmed the Ice Queen's heart."
Marcus blushed and that was all the answer the
Captain needed. Garibaldi owed him some credits. He watched Sheridan leave and
closed his eyes. He needed to come up with a way to defeat Bester once and for
all. He usually came up with the best ideas while sleeping.
ENCOUNTERS
PART 18 OF?
Marcus was restless. The Captain had left and Susan
had returned shortly afterwards. Stephen had been called back to med lab. He
watched Susan pace the small room like a caged predator. He couldn't take much
more of this, he already was nervous as hell. Bester's attack had drained him
of the little energy he had left. " Susan, everything is going to be just
fine. They'll catch Bester and our lives will be back to normal in no
time." Marcus saw the angry look on her face and realized that he had said
something terribly wrong.
" Normal? Marcus, my life has never been
normal! Psi Corps drove my mother to commit suicide, they destroyed the Talia I
knew and now is Bester after you. Damn, it looks like that bastard is
determined to kill everyone that I love!"
Marcus listened patiently to her raving. Her voice
was high pitched and her tone warned him that she was in a foul mood. He knew
that there was so much hurt and rage inside her that it had almost made her
incapable of loving once more. He couldn't envision the amount of courage it
must have taken her to allow him into her heart. The rage was part of her and
he accepted that, but it scared him nonetheless when she was in a mood like
this. He carefully answered her, still afraid to confront that frenzy in her.
" I'm not Talia, Susan. I can take care of myself and I refuse to give up.
I won't allow Bester or Psi Corps to hurt you...US ever again. "
Susan's eyes flashed dangerously. She was about to
continue her rant when she suddenly realized that she was taken her anger out
on him. ** He has done nothing wrong...Marcus loves me.** The thought calmed
her a bit, but the fear remained. She had lost Talia to the Corps; she refused
to lose Marcus as well. She was determined to take care of business. She wasn't
going to tell Marcus though, for he would never allow her to go after Bester on
her own. She had to bide her time.... " I'm sorry, Marcus. I'm not angry
with you. It's Psi Corps I hate." Susan settled down on the bed next to
him, resting her back against the headboard. She opened her arms and Marcus
allowed her to draw him closer to her. The world around him came to a stand
still, when he rested his head against her shoulder, feeling at peace with the
world. Susan absentmindedly stoked his damp hair. The fever caused him to sweat
and the attack by Bester had only increased the fever. Susan played with a lock
of his hair, when she realized that he could use another shower. The
vibe-shower seemed so inadequate at that moment. " Marcus, you need a
shower."
The ranger had been dozing off and registered her
words only vaguely. " I hate sonic showers."
Susan smiled at his answer. " Do you want to
take a real water shower?"
" Yes, but I refuse to go to med lab. It was
hard enough to get rid off Stephen in the first place."
" Marcus, the command suites have real water
showers. We can go to my quarters. I need to pick up some necessities any
way."
Marcus considered the proposal. It was very
tempting, but he wondered if he was able to cover the distance. He knew that he
would be wobbly on his feet. " Let's go." Marcus sensed that she
wanted to go to her own quarters and gave in to her. He pushed the comforter
down and tried to get to his feet.
Susan saw his uncertain movements and helped him.
She was scared when she saw how skinny he had become. The sweats seemed far too
large for him. " Marcus..."
Her whisper caught his attention. The expression on
her face took him by surprise. " What's wrong, Susan?"
" Nothing." She looked briefly away from
him, trying to cover up her sudden fear that Bester would succeed in killing
another one she had started to love. It only strengthened her resolve to get
Bester herself before he would be able to harm Marcus.
They made their way to her quarters only slowly.
Marcus was using every bit of strength he had left and knew that he was leaning
heavily on Susan. His legs were barely able to bear his slight weight.
Susan regretted asking him to go to her quarters.
Marcus needed rest, not a 10-minute walk. She was relieved that the corridors
were empty this morning and she sighed when she typed in her access code. The
door slid open and Susan immediately headed to her bed. " Lay down, you
need to get your breath back, first." She caught his weak smile and
answered his shy look by brushing her lips over his. She felt the sudden
tremors in his body when their lips touched. It brought a smile to her face.
" Want some tea?"
Marcus nodded, impressed by the soft expression in
her blue eyes. He was drowning in them quickly.
Susan caressed his face one more time. She chuckled
when she saw his baffled expression. She got up from her bed, made some tea and
carried the mugs to the bedroom. He was still awake and the look on his face
was most peculiar. She wondered what he was thinking about.
Her bed was so much softer than his own and the
slight fragrance of her perfume still floated through her bedroom. He was at
odds with himself. He wanted to take their relationship one step further, but
he was hesitant to do so. He had no idea if she was ready for that yet. Marcus
also felt very self-conscious about his body. He shivered when he thought of
undressing in front of her. In the short span of time that he had been active
within the rangers, he had been on a lot of dangerous missions. He had been
captured a couple of times, but had managed to escape in the end. His body bore
the reminders of the times he had been taken prisoner. He felt ashamed for the
scars, slightly disfiguring his body.
Susan handed him the mug, unaware of the feelings of
shame washing through the ranger. She figured something was bothering him, but
she had no idea what.
" Thank you." He sipped the tea and tried
to calm down a bit. It didn't work.
" I'll put some towels near the shower."
Ivanova wondered why he was acting this shy all of a
sudden. She realized that he needed some privacy and perhaps he was still getting
accustomed to the fact that she had confessed her love for him. Smiling
reassuringly at him, she left the bedroom and walked over to the Babcom unit
and contacted John Sheridan. She needed some reassuring herself. The fear that
Bester would find a way to get to Marcus was driving her slowly insane.**
Talia, I couldn't save you, but I can save Marcus.**
Lennier peeked around the corner. He wanted to be
sure that he was alone. This was something he had to do on his own. He wished
he could confide in Delenn, but this was his decision to make. He had learned
to appreciate and trust Marcus and wasn't planning on letting the ranger down,
but there were certain steps that needed to be taken. Marcus was a Dream weaver
and nothing was going to alter that. Lennier established a connection to the
temple where he had been assigned to as an acolyte. Now, he wondered if there
had been an obscure reason why he had been sent there. This temple housed the
last Minbari Dream weavers. He had served some of them and he had come to
appreciate their wisdom, when it came to making difficult decisions. The eldest
of those Dream weavers, Killan, was considered the wisest of them. Lennier
bowed when Killan answered the call in person. " We need to discuss
something, Holy One."
Marcus truly enjoyed the water shower and was
determined to get access to one permanantly. He knew he could sneak into Medlab
easily, but the prospect of Stephen catching him, made him reconsider. The
doctor would probably insist on keeping him there for a very long time. Perhaps
Susan could be persuaded to let him use it sometimes. He rested his back
against the slippery wall. He felt dizzy and the strain from battling Bester
was getting to him at last. He washed the soap from his body and switched off the
warm water beam. He reached for the towels and started drying his skin. He
slung a towel around his waist and dried his hair. This was so much better that
a sonic cleaner! He ran his fingers through his long hair and rubbed his
temples. The threat, which Bester posted, occupied him all the time. The mirror
reflected his image and even he had to admit that he looked like hell. His
cheeks were hollow and his eyes burned with fever. He hated the scar that ran
down his chest. He was certain of the fact that Susan would be repulsed by it.
His body was hardly perfect and he grinned a sad smile. His eyes searched the
room for his clothes. He had told her which clothes to bring along and all he
owned were some more turtleneck shirts and some black pants. The clothes were
nowhere to be found. He was faced with a dilemma. Was Susan doing this on
purpose? " Susan? Where did you put my clothes?"
" In the bedroom."
" Bugger." Marcus grabbed the damp towel
and wrapped it around his upper body, trying desperately to hide the scar from
view, should she walk in on him.
Ivanova waited for him to come out of the shower.
She had made herself comfortable on her bed and braced herself. Whatever was
troubling him, it needed to be solved now before he started to talk himself
into things. His movements froze when he discovered her on the bed and he
started to blush when she ran her eyes over his covered body. He seemed to have
anticipated her presence in the bedroom and she smiled. He WAS so damned shy.
She loved it.
Goosebumps appeared on his skin when he felt her
eyes on him. He just remained there standing, hoping she would take the hint
and leave of her own. **No way, she got me trapped and she knows it.** He
realized that he should get dressed anyway, but her eyes paralysed him. Her
amusement showed clearly when she handed him his briefs. Marcus forced himself
to take them from her hands. He turned around, cursing in Minbari and dropped
the towel. Susan sighed appreciately when she saw his firm buttocks. Her
fingers itched furiously to touch them and she noticed for the first time that
although he was skinny, his muscles were well defined. He was build for
stamina. She wanted to see him stark named and was disappointed when he slipped
into his pants as well. She was fighting her own arousal, sensing his
discomfort all too well. She wondered why, there was nothing he had to be
ashamed of. His hesitance seemed to grow even more apparent when he reached for
his shirt. Susan acted and gently took his arm and pulled him down on the bed
next to her. He avoided her eyes and that only strengthened her idea that he
was ashamed of something.
" Marcus, what's wrong? You're so tense."
Marcus was still a bit embarrassed that he had to
get dressed in front of her. What kind of game was she playing with him? When
she got no answer, Susan knelt next to him. She kissed the back of his neck and
was determined to make him feel comfortable.
" Perhaps a nice backrub will do wonders."
Susan started to remove the damp towel when his hands caught hers. She was
surprised when she felt his trembling hands stopping her from removing the
towel..
" Don't."
" What? Tell me, Marcus. What are you afraid
off?" Susan couldn't fight her nature any longer. She was getting
impatient. It took all her control to calm down again, knowing he had some
reason for behaving like this.** Remember, he's a virgin and very insecure.
I've to take this slow.** She instinctively knew the only words that could
sooth him. " I love you, Marcus. No matter what you're ashamed off."
She forced herself to be patient and waited for some sort of response. The grip
he had on her hand loosened, then he released it. She peeked at his lowered
eyes. He was still avoiding her eyes. She continued to pull the damp towel from
his shoulders. She shuddered when she saw the immense scar, running from his
the back of his neck, over his chest and abdomen. She understood now. He was
afraid of her reaction.
" I'm sorry, ...the scar. It’s ugly.." The
ranger held his breath, awaiting her reaction.
Susan saw how self conscious he felt about this old
wound and somehow she understood his fear. "Oh, my God Marcus, how did you
get this scar?"
Fingers softly traced the scar, trying to ease the
shame he apparently felt. " I spend a year on the Drazi home world and I
got into a fight with a Shadow agent while stationed there. The guy had a
preference for ancient broadswords and he caught me by surprise. The medical
facilities weren't that good as on Babylon 5. It took me some time to recover
from the wound."
" It must have hurt terribly." Soft, moist
lips replaced fingers, as Susan kissed his shoulder. Her lips traced the scar
and her tongue drew circles when she moved down to his abdomen. She heard his
sharp intake of breath and teased him when she briefly licked his navel.
The motions of her tongue were driving him insane,
but when she licked his navel he almost doubled over. It tickled and he
couldn't help laughing.
Susan noticed it immediately and pushed her tongue
with more force inside the little hole. She had never before heard him giggle,
but the sound he made was absolutely priceless. The tension was gone and she
smiled at him. " I love you just the way you are, Marcus." She pulled
him down with her. She enjoyed snuggling up to him and rested her head on his
chest. The steady rise of his chest made her feel secure and she relaxed
completely. Savoring his closeness, she allowed her fingers to stroll over his
chest. " Get some rest, Marcus. We're both exhausted."
While speaking those words, her fingers sought and
found one of his nipples. It hardened immediately under her touch and she heard
him moan softly. Intend on teasing him a little for all the times he had been a
pain in the ass to her, she rolled the hardened flesh between her fingers,
luring him into whimpering.
He finally caught his breath and whispered into her
ear. " You don't play fair, Susan."
His voice was like silk. It made her heart beat a
more frantic rhythm. She lifted her head slightly, so she could look into his
green eyes. " I remember somebody saying that he took great comfort in the
general hostility and unfairness of the universe....and I do consider myself
part of that universe."
** So she did listen when I told her things like
that!** Marcus was unaware of the fact that his hands were tangling in her
hair, caressing the back of her neck with featherlike touches. " I think
it will be very HARD for me to get some sleep now, you little tease."
Susan returned the grin. She saw the bulge in his
britches. " I know. Sweet dreams, Marcus."
" You're the pain in the arse here,
Commander!"
Susan chuckled when she pulled up the comforter. If
he hadn't been this exhausted she would have been tempted to do something
delightful with his HARD feelings.
The ranger fought the arousal she had given him and
smiled. This woman was full of surprises......
ENCOUNTERS PART 19 OF?
Lennier was nervous. He had contacted Killan without
Marcus or Delenn knowing about it. He didn't like going behind their backs, but
he felt that he had no choice. It was obvious that Marcus needed someone to
protect him from Bester. Marcus might be a Dream weaver, but taking on Bester
while the Psi Cop was awake was definitely a bad idea. Lennier knew Marcus well
enough to understand how the ranger's mind worked and had no doubt at all that
the ranger was going after Bester on his own.
Lennier had been relieved when Killan had offered
him support. Seven hours had passed and Lennier waited impatiently in the
docking area. He wished the Shaidakin had already arrived.
Shaidakin...the Minbari word was so ancient that
even the members of the Grey Council had no idea what its origin was. Many
believed that the function was created by Valen to ensure the safety of the
Dream weavers. There were some rumors that Valen had been one himself. There
was no proof of course, but the rumor had never died and the truth couldn't be
revealed now that Jeffrey Sinclair had traveled back in time to become Valen.
Shaidakin...translated into Standard the word meant:
Dream Guardian. Killan had told Lennier that there were two Shaidakin's at
present and Lennier was pleased to find out that Killan had sent the stronger
of the two to watch over Marcus. Nobody knew what powers the Shaidakin
possessed. Some said that the Guardian was one of the strongest telepaths on
Minbar, other rumors stated that their powers were beyond comprehension and
could never be unraveled The Shaidakin were shrouded in mystery.
As the shuttle doors opened, Lennier's eyes searched
for a Minbari in traditional robes, but he was perplexed when a human
approached him. The young priest shuddered briefly when he noticed the
resemblance the stranger bore to Marcus Cole. The stranger was dressed in a
green tunic; a dark green cape was draped over his shoulders. A strangely
familiar pin was attached to the front of the cape. Every Minbari knew the
symbol; it was pin the Shaidakin wore. The human male was tall and of slender
build. Long, almost black hair descended down on to his shoulders and he had
almost the same amount of facial hair as the ranger had. Lennier shivered
briefly when he looked into the cat like green eyes, sunken in their sockets.
"Greetings, Lennier. My name is Tarabas. I was
sent by Killan."
The voice was soft, but strangely intense. Lennier
returned the traditional greeting and wondered how to reply.
Marcus was utterly unaware of Lennier's actions when
he looked at the sleeping face of Susan Ivanova. She had fallen asleep hours
ago and he cherished the feel of her so close to his own body. Confusion had
washed over him when he watched over her dreams while he was still awake. He
had never been able to guide someone's dreams while he wasn't asleep. Perhaps
it was because of her latent telepathy, maybe there was some kind of invisible
bond between them. Marcus sighed. He had no idea why he felt this connected to
her, but he didn't mind. Susan's dreams were undisturbed, Marcus made sure of
that. Caressing the soft skin of her cheeks, he felt sad. Bester was out there
and he had to deal with the Psi Cop before Susan would be hurt in the process.
**I'll never allow him to hurt you, my love.**
Moving carefully, he unwrapped her arms that held
him close. She stirred in her sleep, but didn't wake. The ranger made sure she
was still dreaming, feeding her dreams about her family he knew she yearned
for. The smile on his face was sad when he looked at her one more time, before
leaving her quarters. He had spent the last hours thinking about how to deal
with Bester. An idea had formed in his brain and Marcus' mind was working out
the details when he slowly walked to his own quarters. He felt better now that
he had been able to get some rest, but the fever was still there and he
realized that they had forgotten about the hypo spray once more. **Bugger, if I
don't pull this off I'm dead ...and if I manage to immobilize Bester I can rest
all I want. No point in worrying about that stupid medication right now!**
Where was his pike?
Marcus searched his quarters and tracked the
fighting pike back to the bed, where it had rolled into his cloak. He slipped
into the cloak and attached the pike. **Good, what else do I need?** He
remembered the details of his little plan and realized that he had to make a
stop at Medlab to 'acquire' the things he needed. He didn't feel like he was
going to steal it, just barrow it and then he would return it to Stephen....
Stephen. Marcus hoped that the doctor wasn't in
Medlab. He would hate to knock his friend out cold to get what he wanted.
Stephen wasn't going to give it to him voluntarily....... Marcus knew that.
Sneaking into Medlab had been easier than he
expected. Well, if William could steal his pike from underneath Stephen's eyes,
he should be able to do the same with the tranquilizer gun and the cartridges.
He needed something to put Bester to sleep with. The Psi Cop was warned and
Marcus knew that Bester wasn't going to close his eyes to get some rest. He had
to be well prepared if he wanted to stand a chance against Bester. Stephen was
too busy treating a new patient to notice the ranger leave the medical facilities,
but someone else did.
William was in an excellent mood today. He had just
escorted Cecilia Long back to her quarters. He was amazed at the rate their
relationship was developing. They had so much in common and he simply loved her
wit. Lost in his daydreams, he didn't pay as much attention to his surroundings
as he used to. That was, until he saw Marcus steal his way into the transport
tube William was alarmed. His brother was supposed to be resting after Bester's
assault. His instincts kicked in and he hurried to follow Marcus. He was just
in time to jump into the transport tube himself and he observed Marcus, as he
warily sat down. Thankfully, the tube was rather crowded and William used the
passengers to shield him from his brother's eyes. He didn't want Marcus to see
him, not yet. He followed his brother when he left the tube and William
realized that hiding from Marcus had now become impossible. Why was Marcus here
and what was his plan?
William recognized the determination on Marcus'
face. His brother's mind was set on something. It worried him that Marcus paid
no attention to what was going on around him. Marcus seemed oblivious to his
surroundings. Something was wrong and William got tired of the hide and seek
game. "Marcus? You should be in bed." William's brown orbs stared at
him in disbelief.
Marcus was stunned to discover that his brother had
been following him. He hadn't noticed the tail. His thoughts swirled as he
tried to cover his bafflement. William wasn't supposed to here...Bollocks, this
was going all wrong. "I need to do something, William. Why aren't you
assisting Delenn? I thought she kept you quite busy." His defence
mechanism woke and he avoided his brother's eyes. He had never been capable of
lying to his brother.
"Don't try to talk your way out of this. You're
up to something and I'm going to keep an eye on you. You're stuck with
me."
Marcus remembered the tranquilizer gun in own of his
pockets, but he immediately dismissed the idea. He had no second thoughts about
sedating William to keep him out of the danger zone, but he knew that he was
too slow in his
movements to surprise his brother. He still lacked
his strength and William was sharp. Perhaps later on, he would be able to pull
it of.
William noticed the stern look in Marcus' eyes and
was prepared for anything his brother might try to get rid off him. By the look
of it, Marcus decided not to fight his brother.
"Willie, I don't want you to tag along. This is
going to be hazardous and I want to know you're safe."
"Safe? If I wanted a secured life to begin
with, I would never have joined the rangers. You need me, Marcus. You're still
weak and I can see the fever in your eyes. No matter what you've talked
yourself into, you're in no shape to fight Bester."
"And you are?"
The grin on his face was honest and William returned
the smile.
Marcus reluctantly gave in. William could prove
helpful, as long as he stayed in the background.
Susan's hands searched for the body next to hers.
She had the warmest and kindest dreams she ever experienced. To be held in her
mother's arms once more, filled her with an inner peace she never thought
possible. She owed it all to Marcus and she loved him even more for his
concern.
"Marcus?" Her eyes flashed open, alarmed
to find his him gone. Damn, she should have known that he was going after
Bester on his own. She couldn't blame him for doing so, but that he had managed
to beat her to it, infuriated her. "You...stupid....irritating.....fool!"
She jumped to her feet, very awake all of a sudden. She couldn't be angry with
Marcus, the only thing she felt inside was a numbing fear. He was going to walk
into Bester's trap. She knew the Psi Cop too well. Marcus had never dealt with
him before, but she had. Ivanova knew what that little bastard was capable of.
She had to get to Marcus before it was too late. She cursed, reminding herself
to glue a link to his ass. Where would he have gone? What was his game plan?
She wished there WERE a link glued to his butt. Grabbing her hand communicator,
she realized that she had to call in some reinforcements. "Ivanova to
Sheridan."
"Sheridan go."
"John? Marcus has gone after the creep himself.
I need your help."
The Captain's voice was steady when he answered her.
"Susan, I'll be in my office in 10 minutes. Meet me there. Sheridan
out."
Her mind tried to subdue the emotional pain she was
in. He had only been gone for a short time, but she missed him terribly. Fear
knotted her stomach and she clenched her abdomen, afraid that she would to
throw up. It was happening. She gave in to her heart and then that person was
taken away from her. She couldn't cope with another loss. **Marcus, when I get
my hands on you.....you're going to pay for this folly. What the hell made you
think you can handle Bester on your own? Well, what made me think that I could
kill the rat? I wanted to protect you, Marcus. And now you're trying to protect
me. Please God, let him be alive. I'll do anything you want if you return him
to me, unharmed.**
She trembled when she left her quarters. She was in
a hurry to get to John, but on her way there, she continued praying. She hadn't
done that since Ganya died. Her despair was so overwhelming that she overcame
the anger that she felt so long. **Please.**
John Sheridan and Delenn were anxiously awaiting
Susan and Garibaldi's arrival. The Chief had immediately issued more search
troops to look for the missing ranger, but the search remained unsuccessful.
Garibaldi knew that it would be impossible to track Marcus down if he didn't
want to be found. He probably had disappeared in Down Below and that was the
ranger's territory.
"I should have foreseen this. Marcus always
acts on impulse..." Delenn wringed her hands. There was something else she
needed to tell the Captain. "John? I tried to contact William, but it
seems he has vanished as well."
John Sheridan wished that there were something he
could do to lessen her anguish. He loved Delenn and he hated to see her like
this.
"Let's hope that the two of them are together.
From what Stephen told me, Marcus is in no condition to be in Down Below."
"I know, that's why I worry this much."
Delenn missed Lennier's calm demeanour. She still wondered why he had asked for
some time off. He never did that....
Susan and Garibaldi entered the office at the same
time. John's first look was at his second in command. He gasped when he saw the
change apparent on her face. He was so used to her 'ice queen pretence' that he
had forgotten that there were emotions hidden underneath her mask. Susan was
winded and sat down to catch her breath.
She knew that fear was written all over her face.
Fear......and anger. The rage started to build inside her mind once more. The
frenzy was directed at Bester, for ruining her life again.
"I think we can assume that Marcus isn't
alone."
Susan looked up, when she heard John's words. She
was torn between hope and desperation.
"William is missing as well and knowing the
Cole brothers..."
Susan hoped that John was right. Perhaps William
would be able to talk some sense into Marcus, though an inner voice told her
that she was having delusions....
Lennier stayed one step behind the Shaidakin,
showing the respect he had for the Guardian. The acolyte had not given in
easily when Tarabas made it very clear that he needed to talk to Susan first.
Tarabas had to know what he was up against. He noticed the uncertain expression
in Lennier's eyes and understood why the Minbari was this uncomfortable.
"You expected a Minbari to help you, not a
human." Tarabas used the Religious Caste language on purpose to show
Lennier that he did know about the ways of the Minbari.
Lennier stared at the dark haired man, not expecting
to hear the familiar words, coming from Tarabas' lips. Lennier decided to
answer in Standard, to return the courtesy. " I must admit to being
surprised. I never knew that a Shaidakin could be human."
Tarabas nodded. " It's very long story,
Lennier. Perhaps someday I'll have time to tell it to you, but there are more
pressing matters right now." Tarabas made a mental chart of all the
corridors they passed. The warrior in him was excited. It had been too long
since he had been sent on an assignment of any sort. "You realize that you
can’t keep Marcus' secret much longer? Everyone will want to know why Bester is
after him. Satai Delenn will want to know the truth and now that she is going
to be ranger One, she IS entitled to this information."
Lennier sighed. He had known from the start that
keeping Marcus' secret was going to be impossible." I realize
that,.....but I also know that he is very afraid to let others know he is a
Dream weaver."
"They're all so emotional. It's typical
behavior for a Dream weaver, trust me. I've been around them for so long and
yet they still surprise me."
"Lennier? What are you doing here and...."
Lennier spun around when he identified Delenn's
voice. The Minbari wished that the floor would open up and swallow him, as
Marcus liked to put it. Captain Sheridan, Susan and Delenn were too close to
avoid. Lennier considered making a run for it with Tarabas, but knew it was a
bad idea.
Delenn was staring at the stranger. She knew
him....the clothes he was wearing... that pin....there was something she needed
to remember.
John studied the situation and had to conclude that
Lennier looked kind of guilty, but of what? He had never known the Acolyte to
keep secrets from Delenn. John felt Susan trembling and lay his hand on her
shoulder, trying to show that she wasn't alone.
" Delenn? I am so sorry."
" Sorry?" Delenn's voice echoed Lennier's
words. She studied the stranger one more time and then realization dawned....
"You're a Shaidakin..."
Lennier bowed his head, feeling quite the fool for
his attempt to act independently. "This is Tarabas."
Delenn greeted the human respectfully and Tarabas
smiled at her when he heard her words. "It is an honor to meet
you..."
"Could someone please explain to me what is so
important that we're wasting precious time? God only knows what kind of trouble
Marcus is in!" Susan had been quiet, but she was too scared to be patient
any longer. She didn't expect the kind smile on Tarabas' face when he looked at
her.
"You love him?"
"What kind of stupid question is that?"
Susan was afraid that she was going to inflict some bodily harm if this
stranger didn't get out of her way.
"She is his lover."
Susan gazed at Delenn, who had spoken those words.
“ Then the protection is extended to you also."
"What bloody protection!" Susan's voice
was high pitched and she demanded answers. She didn't even realize that she was
cursing like Marcus at this point.
" I'm going to make sure that he returns to
you, unharmed." Tarabas slightly turned away from her to avoid her eyes.
He wouldn't allow Bester to kill another one he was responsible for.
ENCOUNTERS
PART 20 OF ?
“ So, Marcus, what's our game plan?" William
walked next to his brother through the dark and obscure corridors in Down
Below. He felt ill at ease and had this ominous feeling. This was sheer
stupidity! William realized that they were an easy target for Bester. Marcus
was hardly able to walk without supporting himself now and then, reaching out
for the cold, metallic walls. He corrected himself, this wasn't stupidity, this
was madness! He had to find a way to convince Marcus to abort this operation.
Knocking his brother out cold crossed his mind, but Marcus would find another
way to get to Bester once he had woken again. There was no way out.
"You stay out of the danger zone, Willie. I've
enough on my mind without having to worry about you too." His head ached
and the corridor started to whirl all around him.**Not now, I've to take care
of Bester first.** Marcus halted for a few seconds. He gathered the little energy
left to him and resumed walking. "While Bester was attacking me, I saw
Konali's ugly face in his mind. He must have met the lowlife. If Konali is
involved, he'll also be supplying Bester with a place to hide." A broken
laugh emanated from Marcus' lips.
It hurt William to see his brother this way, why had
Marcus to be this thickheaded?
"I happen to know the places where Konali tends
to house his.....guests. There's someone who can tell us where Bester is hiding
exactly." Mary Jane wouldn't let him down. The girl needed his credits too
badly.
Marcus' eyes searched the seedy bar the moment they
entered it. Mary Jane was one of the regular girls working here, looking for
customers. He didn't notice the look of dislike on William's face, when his
brother realized that this was a brothel.
Observing Marcus' face, he wondered how much his
brother had changed these last few years. He hardly recognized the man he had
known 2 years ago. Marcus had definitely changed, but William wasn't sure if
the change was entirely positive. There was a recklessness to Marcus he didn't
like. It was almost as if the ranger didn't value his life as much as he
should. William could only guess why. One of the bartenders approached their
table and Marcus told his contact that he needed to speak to Mary Jane. The
contact nodded and left the bar briefly. " So, whom are we supposed to
meet here?" His curiosity won in the end. William kept one eye on his
brother as he studied the gamblers at the counter. He still considered this
folly.
"Mary Jane is one of my best sources for
information. If Konali is working together with Bester, then she'll know about
it."
William figured that Mary Jane would be one of
Konali's girls. It was crowded in the bar and he realized that it would take
some time before Mary Jane would arrive. Perhaps there was a chance of getting
a message through to Susan or Delenn.
"Do want me to fetch something to drink? You
look like you can use it."
Marcus nodded absent-mindedly. He was thinking of
Susan. She would be awake by now and he could only imagine how mad she would
be. Hell, if he survived this, Susan was going to kill him anyway! William, who
placed a steaming cup of tea in front of him, interrupted his thinking. The hot
liquid warmed his ice-cold hands when he held it.
Marcus was so lost in thought that he didn't notice
the look of content on William's face. It had been a bloody brilliant idea to
tell the contact to inform Security where they were heading. William trusted
Marcus' choice of contacts and the man looked honest.
Stretching his legs, he wondered how much better he
felt now that he seen to it that their whereabouts were known. He only hoped
the reinforcements were going to arrive in time. Looking at Marcus, he realized
that he wouldn't need to stall much. Marcus was exhausted and he could only
move slowly. His attention was distracted when a young girl entered the bar.
She looked uncomfortable, but seemed to relax when she spotted Marcus. She
walked quickly over to their table.
"Marcus? You wanted to talk to me?"
He forced himself to stop thinking about Susan and
concentrated on getting the information he needed. Mary Jane sounded disturbed
and he invited her to sit down. He was slightly surprised when he saw that Mary
Jane was wearing a tunic that covered her entire body. Definitely not the type
of clothing she would wear to work.
"Are you sick, Marcus? You look awful."
" Thanks..." Marcus smiled, trying to
sooth her worries, but he couldn't quite pull it off. He knew that his
brow was covered in sweat and that his eyes were
glistening with fever. He raised an eyebrow, looking questionly at her
clothing.
"I thought about what you said, Marcus. You
know what? You're right. I'm wasting my life like this. So, I told Konali that
he didn't own me and it took all my courage to walk out on him. I found a job
as a waitress at Balfours...."
"That's great!" Marcus was happy for her.
He did care for her and the other people in Down Below. He had hoped that she
would come to her senses, but he couldn't believe that it was he, who had
changed her mind. There was weak smile on her face, when she leaned in to give
him a little kiss on his cheek. A blush spread over his face and he heard
William chuckle.
"So, how can I repay you?"
"Mary Jane, this is very important. When you
were still with Konali, did you ever see a Psi Cop called Bester?"
Her face became clouded. She was remembering
something unpleasant, he could tell.
"As a matter of fact I met the weasel. He
seemed cold and ....He gave me the creeps."
"Do you have any idea in which 'safe house' he
might be hiding?" Konali used a lot of quarters to hide his partners in
crime when security came after them. Marcus hoped fervently that Mary Jane
could tell him where to go. He hated the idea of searching all hiding places.
He wasn't in shape to do something like that. He had to get to Bester before he
could get to Susan. The ranger knew that Bester wanted to claim Susan for the
Corp. He had seen the fantasy in Bester's dream when he was fighting him. Bester's
dreams were full of cruelty and the hunger for domination of the normals, which
were expendable in his view.
" Yes.... I had to meet Konali in Green 18.
Konali uses the diplomatic section to hide some of his friends and Bester was
standing in the doorway when I walked up to Konali. "
"Thank you, Mary-Jane. Should you need some
help the next couple of days....You know where you can find me."
"I would say in med lab...Are you sure that
you're alright?"
Marcus nodded. He beckoned William to follow him.
There was no time to lose. Getting to his feet proved to be a bit more tiresome
than he expected. His body protested, when he put his weight on his feet.
Determination made it's way through his mind and he acted like nothing was
wrong. He didn't want William to see his weakness.
William grabbed him by his arm once outside the bar.
Concern filled his eyes and he looked pleadingly at his brother. " Why
can't you wait for some backup?"
"I can't. I've got to do this on my own. Bester
made it personal." Marcus managed to shake off William' arm and resumed
his walk.
William realized that he needed to slow him down.
There was only one subject that would make Marcus freeze in his tracks.
"You're STILL a virgin, aren't you.?"
Spinning around, Marcus faced his brother. There was
a grin on William's face and he knew that he had hit bull's eye. Reading Marcus
was so easy at times. The blush had given Marcus away. To his delight, Marcus
seemed to be distracted. William had achieved his goal.
"How do you know?"
"Come on, Marc. The way you reacted to her
little kiss said it all. I never figured out why though. Hasina was pretty and
there were a lot of girls who liked you. Why wait?"
Marcus swallowed hard. Of all the subjects his brother
could have come up with, he had to pick this one? How could he ever explain how
weird his own life seemed to himself? There had been so many baffling events in
his life, which he still hadn't figured out yet. He sometimes thought that he
was tied to someone's strings and that the only choice he had, was to go along
with everything that happened. "I wanted to wait for the right person. Is
that so bad?"
William chuckled. He had his brother cornered and
Marcus knew it. The two rangers were standing in an empty corridor. It was a
short cut hardly anyone knew of. " No, but,....you're almost 36. You don't
know what you're missing." Teasing Marcus was second nature to him.
"I have a fairly good idea what I'm missing,
William." Blue eyes appeared in his mind and he wished he could hold Susan
one more time. He knew that their chances to beat Bester were small. * He's
trying to distract me, to slow me down, but why?*
"Susan Ivanova got to you, didn't she?"
There was a moment of awkwardness on Marcus' face
when he heard that name. He pushed the memories away. Nothing had happened last
night, but he would always cherish those hours in which he had held her close.
"I suppose so. I love her."
William nodded. "And she loves you. It's in her
eyes, you know?" A prostitute and her customer came their way and William
cursed under his breath when Marcus started walking again. The ranger's hands
moved along the wall to find some support.
"No more stalling, Willie. I don't want to keep
Bester waiting."
" Captain? Sorry to disturb you, but one of
Marcus' contacts is here. He says he has to deliver a message to someone in
charge of the search troops. He knows the destination of the rangers."
Sheridan noticed Delenn's sigh. The Ambassador had
stayed with him, after the others left in search of Marcus.
" Thank Valen, Marcus is not alone."
Sheridan almost felt as relieved as she did.
"Well, send the guy in. There's no time to waste."
The officer nodded and made way so the contact could
enter the office.
"Now tell us....."
Five minutes later...
Sheridan was using his hand communicator to contact
Susan. Delenn was pacing the room, something he had never seen her do before.
It showed how concerned she was.
"Ivanova go." Her tone was edgy and sharp.
John didn't like the intensity in it. There was no doubt in his mind that she
would kill Bester should anything happen to Marcus.
"We've just gotten word that Marcus and William
are on their way to Green 18. He was okay the last time he was seen and that
was like 20 minutes ago. I'm going to send security there as well."
"Thanks John. Ivanova out."
"It's out of our hands now. I hope they'll get
there in time."
Delenn nodded. John was right. They had to put their
trust in their friends to get to Marcus on time
"Let's move. Knowing Marcus, he's going to dash
in there, no matter what condition he's in." Susan was losing it. Inside
her head, rage and plain fear were fighting to get the upper hand. She cursed.
It would take them at least 10 minutes to get there. Those ten minutes felt
like an eternity to her. Her companions showed the same kind of emotions on
their faces. Lennier looked calm, but she could see the anger in his eyes. She
couldn't remember ever seeing the aide this agitated. As her eyes moved on to
Tarabas, she felt some mixed feelings towards this stranger. There was
something about the man that told her to be careful. Finally her eyes met
Garibaldi's.
The Chief had joined them in their search, feeling
that it was his job to retrieve 'that pain in the ass' personally. The remark
had made her smile. It brought a weak grin to her face when she remembered the
look in his eyes. The Chief tried to hide his concern, but failed. Susan
realized, that although Marcus had only been here for one year, he had become
part of the little family on Babylon 5. She almost expected to see Stephen run
around the corner to help them out as well. She was sure that Marcus had no
idea how many friends he had on this station.
Green 18. The rangers looked at the closed door.
Behind it was Bester's hiding place. Marcus started to feel nervous, but it was
too late now for having second thoughts. Eying his brother's face told William
that Marcus wasn't too sure of what to do next. He made one more effort to talk
him out of it." Marcus, why don't we contact security and wait for them to
arrive? We've no idea if Bester is alone. What if there are more Psi Cops in
there? It's only the two of us against who ever is hiding in there."
" No." His answer was tense and Marcus
uncovered his pike. Handing it to William, his eyes asked him to be careful.
" Stay out here, Willie. I'm going in there alone. Should they try to come
for you, use the pike."
" You can't be serious, Marc. I'm going in
there as well.!"
The tranquilizer gun appeared in Marcus's hands and
he made sure it was loaded with cartridges. William recognised the weapon and
looked questionly at his brother. " I'm going to put Bester and myself to
sleep. The only way to win this is through his dreams."
There was a glint of admiration in William's eyes
when he heard Marcus' plan, but that didn't mean that he agreed with him. The
two of them were still bickering when the door opened and they were totally
surprised when several Psi Cops attacked them.
** NO** Marcus watched horrified as William was
thrown against the wall by the impact of a PPG. ** I can't fail again,
Willie!.** Marcus didn't notice the expression of satisfaction when Bester
appeared in the doorway. The only thing Marcus could think about was that
William had been hit. Blood dripped from the shoulder wound and he was
unconscious.
" I knew you would come to me. All I had to do
was wait." Bester beckoned his assistants to bring the rangers inside.
Marcus desperately tried to stop the bleeding when
he felt firm hands grabbing him. He attempted to resist and to struggle free,
but to no avail. He was dragged inside and lost eye contact with his brother,
who was carried into a different room. He hardly realized that he was pushed
onto a chair or that his hands were tied behind his back.
" Now, let's see what I've to do to break
you."
Bester's words reached his foggy brain and Marcus
realized that coming here had been a terrible mistake. He knew that Bester was
going to make him pay for that stupidity.
ENCOUNTERS
PART 21 OF?
Blood. Susan Ivanova felt stunned as she looked at
the blood dripping down from the corridor wall. They had reached their
destination. Susan's mind was in turmoil.**Please don't let it be his blood.
Let him still be alive..... him and William.**
Garibaldi noticed the effect the red liquid had on
the Commander. He had never seen Susan this shaken before. To be frank, he
hadn't thought that she was still capable of having feelings of this kind
anymore. He had been concerned when she had isolated herself from her friends
after Talia's sleeper personality had surfaced. A part of him was thankful that
Susan had acknowledged the love she felt for Marcus. The Chief knew that she
was scared of getting hurt again. He wanted to help her so badly. " Susan?
Why don't you stay out here while the rest of us moves in there...?"
" No!" It was obvious that she wasn't
willing to stay in the corridor, waiting for them to bring her the bad news
that Marcus... She forced herself to stop that line of thinking when Garibaldi
used his override ability to unlock the door.
" Ready? We'll move in on my sign?" The
Chief had taken command in this situation, afraid that Susan would be too
emotional to make executive decisions and she didn't seem to mind. Her thoughts
were swirling with all the possibilities, waiting for them behind that damn
door.
" I'm as ready as I'll ever be." She
sensed Tarabas' eyes on her and shivered involuntarily. When she returned the
glare, she froze. Tarabas' eyes were all white. Gooseflesh appeared all over
her body and she tensed.
" Don't be afraid. I'm just making sure that
Bester doesn't know that we're moving in. He isn't alone. Two of his assistants
are in there with him.
" You're a teep?"
"And a teek." Tarabas grinned, when he
used the words the Corps used to describe their own.
" I find this very interesting, but can't we
have this conversation after we freed the Cole brothers?" Garibaldi fought
hard to keep the sarcasm out of his voice. He never trusted telepath's and he
never would.
" I'll take care of Bester, you make sure the
assistants are disabled."
Susan realized that the Shaidakin was the one giving
orders all of a sudden. She wanted to contradict him, but stopped when she felt
Lennier's hand on her arm.
" We do not have the time for this,
Commander."
Nodding her head, she tried to get her composure
back. " Alright, let's do it."
Garibaldi contacted Stationhouse and on his command
the door opened.
Susan hardly noticed that Tarabas stayed close to
her, shielding her with his own body, when PPG beams swirled all around them.
Marcus had never felt pain like this. Bester's hands
rested on his temples, clutching his face forcefully. There was a trail of
white, hot, pain twisting through his brain in an agonizingly slow pace. He
actually felt Bester move through his childhood memories.
//Surrender to me and the pain will stop.//
Flashes of his life appeared before his eyes. His
parents, his first experience using the Dream weaver’s powers to sooth William,
when he had a nightmare while they were kids....
Bester pushed his way through his memories,
relentless, without mercy. The Psi Cop stopped when he encountered the sea of
guilty feelings inside him. Guilt, the emotion was killing him as Bester ten
folded the hurt. Marcus screamed and felt tears run over his face, cool
droplets hissing against his hot skin.
//Surrender or die.//
Marcus heard the threat, but wasn't registering its
meaning. As the feelings washed over him, he called out Susan's name. He didn't
want to end it this way, not here, not like this! " SUSAN!!"
The moment the door opened she heard him cry out in
pain. She wanted to run to him, but the PPG beams stopped her. She dove behind
the couch, where she rolled into Lennier. The Minbari looked very disturbed.
" Temple didn't prepare me for a situation like
this!"
Susan grinned. Her eyes shifted from Lennier to
Marcus and she swore that her heart stopped beating for a moment. The ranger
was tied to a chair by his hands and feet. His face was tear-stricken and there
were small rivulets of blood dripping down his cheeks, emanating from his eyes.
" The bastard! He's doing a deep scan on Marcus!" Acting on impulse
she fired her PPG at the two assistants and felt strangely pleased when one of
them dropped to the floor due to her shot. Garibaldi, who was thrown into an
adjoining room when Bester fired his gun, knocked the second one to the floor.
The Chief landed on his butt and quickly looked
around. William was lying in a corner. Garibaldi crawled over to him, closing
the door to ensure that Bester wouldn't get another shot at him or William.
" Seems you Coles attract trouble."
" We always did!" William managed a weak
smile, while Garibaldi cut him free from his bindings.
Examining the wound, Garibaldi was relieved to find
that it was only a flesh wound. He pushed a piece of cloth against it and
looked at William, shaking his head. Things were never going to be the same
after this....
In the other room, Susan was fighting her
frustration. Bester was using Marcus as a human shield to ensure his safety.
She felt like she was going to explode.
" Stay away from me."
" Can't do that, Al. I'm sworn to protect
him." Tarabas approached the Psi Cop without any apparent fear on his
face.
The gooseflesh returned all over her body, when
Marcus whimpered in pain. Bester's hands were wrapped tightly around the
ranger's throat and the evil in the Psi Cop’s eyes seemed to grow even darker.
Susan and Lennier could only watch.
Bester was a powerful telepath and they had no means
to attack him, but the Shaidakin had.
" You, a blip, is sworn to protect him? "
Bester's ugly laugh echoed through the room, making
Susan cringe momentarily. A blip? Tarabas was a blip?
"I'm no longer a blip. The Dream weavers on
Minbar taught me well....after you tried to kill me for protecting Carolyn from
you."
The woman's name lingered in the room. Carolyn? As
much as she was interested in finding out what Tarabas and Bester were talking
about, her concern for Marcus grew bigger every moment. The ranger's chin
rested on his chest, his eyes closed now. He was softly moaning, incoherent
words stumbled from his lips. Bester's hands never left his skin.
" Carolyn....I pleaded with her to join the
Corps..."
" But she didn't, so you didn't mind that she
was placed on a ship....a ship of telepath's....You never cared for her.”
" She is carrying my child, you bastard
..."
" The Corps is father....." Tarabas looked
one more time at Bester and decided that it was time to end this game. He could
sense that Marcus was getting weaker with every passing minute. There was
something else he felt inside the Dream weaver and he wanted to explore it when
Bester concentrated on him. Tarabas felt the shock of the mental attack and
steeled himself against it. Bester was in for a big surprise.
The Psi Cop expected Tarabas to pass out, but he
only smiled. Bester felt a strange kind of panic. There was something in
Tarabas' mind that scared the hell out of him. It was something alien...
" Release Marcus Cole or you'll die."
" Never, his powers belong to me!"
Ivanova sucked in her breath when Bester's eyes
locked on Marcus. Her own ability warned her of the sheer evil that was being
released from Bester's mind, forging a way into the ranger. " You don't
know it yet, but you're dead, Bester."
They had been so enthralled in watching Marcus and
Bester that no one had noticed how the door opened, revealing Garibaldi, aiming
his PPG at Bester.
The Shaidakin tried to stop Garibaldi from taking a
shot at Bester, but was too late. " Don't, you don't know...."
It was too late. Garibaldi's PPG spat out the deadly
energy. Bester was hit in his shoulder and dropped to the floor, unconscious,
his head knocking the wall with a very hard bang.
" You stupid man!" Tarabas launched
himself and almost knocked Garibaldi down.
" What's wrong? Don't you want him dead?"
" Of course I want the bastard dead, but not
while he still has a hold on Marcus...."
Garibaldi was helping William to his feet when he
heard the words Tarabas was speaking. The Chief looked at Marcus and was
shocked to see the emptiness in the ranger's eyes.
" NO!" A high-pitched scream left Susan's
mouth when she reached Marcus. She wrapped her arms around him as tightly as
humanly possible. Her eyes stared in disbelief when Marcus didn't respond to
her. Emotions got the better of her and for the first time she mentally reached
out for him. A wall, erected around Marcus’ mind, threw her back. Hysteria was
overwhelming her quickly and she started to rip his restraints apart. She
didn't hear how Zack entered the room, calling a med team to the room; she
didn't feel Garibaldi's arm enveloping her, softly pulling her away from
Marcus. She was screaming, kicking. There was only thing on her mind; finishing
the job Garibaldi had started.
The Chief was totally surprised when Ivanova grabbed
his PPG and aimed at Bester. His instincts kicked in and he managed to prevent
her from actually firing. He had no other choice than to knock her out cold.
" I'm sorry, Susan." Whispering those words, he pulled her back into
his arms and placed her on one of the gurneys. He watched how Stephen took
control of the situation.
Franklin ordered his team to take Bester to Medlab
and to start operating on him. He studied Susan's face and told his assistant
to see to it that she was wheeled to Medlab as well. Garibaldi and Lennier
joined him when he walked over to Marcus and Tarabas.
The young Shaidakin's fingers strolled over Marcus'
face. The ranger slumped out of the chair the moment Susan's strong arms had
stopped to supporting him. Tarabas caught him and placed him on the floor.
William kneeled at Marcus' other side, holding his brother's hand.
" You should go down to med lab William and let
doctor Hobbes have a look at that wound."
" I will, doctor, but first I need to know
what's wrong with Marcus." William's voice sounded concerned. He knew that
he should listen to Stephen and have that wound looked after, but he couldn't
leave yet. He pressed the cloth tighter against his shot wound and pushed some
hair back from Marcus' face.
Marcus was breathing regularly. His face was pale
and covered in sweat and dried blood. When Stephen called his name while trying
to assess what was wrong, there was no response.
" He's not going to respond to you. He
can't." All eyes focused on Tarabas when he sighed.
" What are you talking about?" William
desperately tried to remove the dried blood from Marcus' face and cursed when
his own eyes started to tear.
" Psi Cops use a Mind Net to trap their prisoner's
mind, so they will be obedient. Marcus' mind is trapped inside such a Mind Net.
He can hear and see everything what's going on, but there is no way he can
respond to us."
" Oh, no." William looked at his brother
and he gently pressed Marcus' hand for support.
" Is there something we can do to counteract
it?"
" Bester can undo his manipulation, but
something tells me that he won't do it. " Tarabas lifted Marcus in his
arms.
" We need to take him to the Dream weavers on
Minbar. Bester did the same thing to me once and Killan can undo it, but we
shouldn't waste anymore time. The longer his mind is subdued like this, the
more damage is done."
" I'll prepare a shuttle. A White Star can take
us to Minbar." Lennier bowed and hurried out of the room, thankful he
could do something useful for a change.
Med lab appeared chaotic to the bystander, but
everything was well organized. Stephen looked at Susan who was waking up.
" Susan?"
Ivanova slowly opened her eyes, dreading to see
Marcus' empty stare.
" It's going to be alright. Marcus will be
fine...." Stephen tried to calm her when she looked around, frantically
searching for the man she loved.
" Where is he?"
" We're going to take him to Minbar. Tarabas is
sure that the Dream weavers can help Marcus. You can come with us, if you
promise me to take it slow. I don't want to have another patient on my
hands."
Susan relaxed a little when she heard his words. She
clung to the little spark of hope inside her heart.....
" William?"
" He's going to stay here. He lost a lot of
blood and they're operating on him to close the wound. He'll join us
later."
Her head reeled when she sat up. She felt dizzy.
" Why am I here? Was I wounded as well?"
" You tried to kill Bester....Susan, you were
hysterical. Garibaldi had to take you out."
" He did what?" Her memory started to
return and she carefully touched her chin. It hurt! She was going to get
Garibaldi for knocking her out like this. She remembered the mind numbing
frenzy she had been in. Fear had made her freak out. She couldn't lose Marcus
now! A voice spoke out from behind them.
" Ready to go? We need to leave for Minbar
NOW!"
Garibaldi grinned at her, not sure how she was going
to react to his presence. Susan turned to face the Chief and nodded. She would
get her revenge later. " Count me in."
Marcus watched Tarabas as the Shaidakin covered him
with a blanket. Lennier and Tarabas had been taking care of him since
Bester....He wished he could scream, but his mind was separated from his body
in a weird way. The memory of Susan crying out, trying to shoot Bester returned
to him in full force. He had felt so useless when he couldn't get up to calm
her down. Words of comfort, which never left his lips remained unspoken. He was
a prisoner inside his own mind. He felt how the restraints, which Bester had
used to enslave his mind, suppressed every movement. Lennier was concerned,
Marcus could tell from the expression in his friend's eyes, but there was no
way to reach out to him.
// Don't be afraid, Marcus. I promise you that
everything will be all right.//
The ranger heard Tarabas' words in his mind. He
attempted sending him an answer, but pain surged through his head, killing his
thoughts before they were actually formed properly in his mind and he had to
give in.
// I know about the pain...Bester did the same thing
to me....You've got to hold on.//
In his mind, Marcus was crying. He felt lost. Relief
had spread through him when he heard that William was going to be fine. He
needed Susan, he needed her so much that it hurt.
Susan Ivanova gathered her strength and walked into
the sleeping quarters. It seemed like a knife was stabbed into her heart when
she saw him lying on the rigged bed. " Marcus? I'm here and I'm not going
to leave you." Sitting down, she took his hand and caressed his brow.
Tarabas and Lennier left the room, giving them some privacy. Susan appreciated
it. " I love you, Marcus. You fight this, you hear me? You're stronger
than Bester. I love you so much...."
Her words bore into his soul and he wanted to hold
her so badly. The pain and terror he felt surfaced in a single tear. Susan
kissed him, her lips feeling the salt on his face.
" I need you, Marcus....Don't leave me."
In a desperate gesture she folded her arms around him, rocking him gently,
crying for the both of them.
ENCOUNTERS PART 22 Of?
A crystal like structure appeared before her eyes
when they approached the temple where the Dream weavers lived. It reminded
Susan slightly of the orthodox churches in Russia, except that this building
was much bigger. It had taken them 4 hours to get here and Marcus' condition
hadn't changed.
Seeing everything, he was unable to react to
any of it. He felt slightly embarrassed by the fact that Tarabas was carrying
him through the gardens that surrounded the temple. The white material of which
the temple was made of, cast a reflection and he saw himself in the mirror like
surface. The man he saw was haggard, dark circles underneath his eyes and in
his green eyes a blank stare.
It had been a while since he had last been on
Minbar and he was surprised to find that the Dream weaver’s temple was this
close to the ranger training facility. He remembered that Sinclair had told him
that he had built a house near the training centre and wondered if he would see
it. Jeffrey had taken him to see the gardens and the lake when he had started
to recover from the ordeal he had been through after he lost William. Were
these the same gardens Sinclair had shown him?
Warm, almost caressing, beams of sunlight
warmed his body and Susan looking up to see the blue sky above her head. She
was the reason that he hadn't given up yet. The Net tightened around his mind
and sometimes he simply had to stop thinking. The emptiness inside his mind
scared him.
" We're almost there, Marcus." Tarabas'
sounded calm and in control.
Marcus admired the Shaidakin in a certain way. He
had seen the way he had held his own against Bester. There were hidden
strengths lurking inside Tarabas.
The door, made from white marble, opened and a
Minbari, dressed in green robes appeared in the doorway. Lennier bowed
respectfully and greeted the Minbari Dream weaver with an eager gleam in his
eyes. He fervently hoped that the Dream weavers would be able to help his human
friend.
" We were expecting you, Tarabas. Killan is
waiting for you and the human Dream weaver in the hall of dreams."
Susan was surprised to hear that the Minbari priest
used standard to address them.
" Thank you, Holy One."
Marcus watched a second door open to reveal a
courtyard. The sun wove strange patterns on the floor. The strange little
songbirds, which often nestled close to a temple, shattered the strange
pattern, flying high in the sky. He found himself carried in to a passageway,
but the sun still managed to penetrate the darkness. Once inside the building,
he was stunned to hear laughter coming from behind a closed door. A strange
serenity captured his tormented soul and he felt safe and secure.
Commander Ivanova felt the same bafflement as Marcus
did. Lennier however, seemed in control as always. Her eyes never drifted far
away from Marcus and she found herself praying once more to whatever god was
listening to undo Bester's handiwork. This was hard on her. She wondered how
Marcus was dealing with all this.
The passageway gave way to a wooden door, which
opened without anyone touching it. Marcus had the strange feeling that he was
coming home at last. The feeling scared him for a moment. He didn't understand
the soothing nature of this place and he had the distinct impression of an
unknown voice, telling him to let his mind slip into a deep sleep. The voice
became more compelling and his resolve to stay awake weakened. Although his
eyes remained open, he dozed off.
Observing the hall Susan felt somewhat humble. The
hall looked ancient. The roof was made of a strange glass like substance. The
several colors inside the glass cast shades on to the silver colored floor.
Susan had no idea what materials had been used, but the hall looked very bright
and made her relax.
There were several tilted beds and Tarabas laid
Marcus down on the one in the centre of the hall. He bowed to Marcus and went
to stand next to Susan and Lennier.
" Where are we?" Susan whispered the
words, not wanting to disturb the comfortable silence. When Tarabas answered,
he spoke out loud.
" This is the Hall Of Dreams. You could call it
a chapel in a certain way. "
A Minbari appeared from behind a curtain, which had
apparently hid a door. Susan watched intensely how the Minbari went to stand
next to Marcus. She’d thought Draal looked old, but this one was even more
ancient looking. His face was wrinkled and green eyes stared back at her. They
reminded her of Marcus' orbs. The Dream weaver was dressed in robes of green
silk. He was using a wooden staff to support himself.
" Master Killan. I've brought the human Dream
weaver as you instructed me to. He's trapped by a Mind Net."
" Bester?"
There was a tingling starting on the edges of her
senses as she heard his voice. Her own latent powers came online, telling her
that this Killan was a strong telepath as well. She was surprised that it
didn't bother her. In a strange way she felt relieved. Perhaps this Killan was
strong enough to undo the damage Bester had done.
" Yes. I was too late to stop it," Tarabas
admitted.
Susan felt how she was being pulled towards Marcus
and was standing next to him before she realized that she had moved.
" You love him?"
The question stunned her. Killan's eyes studied her.
" Yes. I love him."
" Don't be afraid. He will recover."
The Minbari closed his eyes. The old priest reached
out for Marcus' mind and she quickly withdrew her own mind. She walked over to
Lennier, as if she was in trance and pleaded with the young Minbari.
Lennier wondered what it was that she was asking
him. Then he understood. She needed support. So he took her hand in his and
shivered when he felt how clammy it was.
Marcus found himself sitting on a marble bench in
the gardens of the ranger training facility. He looked rather fondly at the
statue of Valen, searching for some familiar features. Valen, Sinclair...why
was it that he felt strangely connected to the former Earthforce Captain?
" Because he was a Dream weaver also. One of
the first to acknowledge their gift."
The voice startled him for a tiny instant. He
relaxed when Killan sat down next to him on the marble bench. " He never
told me."
" Did you confide in him?" Killan smiled
fondly at the young human next to him.
" No, I was scared."
" And in a lot of pain." Killan added the
words thoughtfully. He knew the truth had to be spoken now. " Sinclair
came to me, after he confronted you. Here, on the exact same spot he offered
you to take your life.... do you remember?"
" How could I ever forget? He saved my
life."
Killan nodded. " You are very wise for your
age, child."
Marcus felt Killan's hand pat him on his shoulder.
" You have to wake up now, child. Your love is
waiting for you and she's an impatient woman, isn't she?"
" You noticed?"
" Her mind is made of fire."
Marcus grinned. That was the best description he had
ever heard of the spirit of Susan Ivanova. All of a sudden, Killan’s fingers
touched his temples.
" This is where Bester tainted your soul. I'll
make sure his influence is gone when you wake up. Now, trust me."
Marcus had feared this moment. He knew right away
that the chatter had been meant to distract him. He closed his eyes and
prepared for the pain, he was sure he had to endure.
Susan stared at the old priest. He seemed to be in
some sort of trance.
" He's trying to undo the Mind Net."
Tarabas watched in awe. He remembered how Killan had
undone the trap when Bester wanted him dead. He knew what was happening. "
The only way to free Marcus of Bester's control is to go into his subconscious.
Killan will disable the Net. Trust me. He helped me too.... He has done this
before."
Susan felt comforted by his words and watched how
the lines of pain on Marcus' face were smoothed away.
The ranger braced himself for the pain, but nothing
happened. Baffled, he opened his eyes and watched Killan smile at him. Darkness
descended on him and he grabbed Killan's arm to steady himself. Flashes of
white light drove the darkness away and he rested his weary body against
Killan's, surprised at the strength in the body of the ancient Dream weaver.
" You're tired and you need to recover. Sleep
now, child and dream..."
The surroundings faded and Marcus felt how sleep
claimed him. His dreams were bittersweet.
Killan opened his eyes and allowed his fingertips to
stroke back some human hair. Marcus was soundly asleep.
" It is done. He will sleep for some time. We
might better move him to a different bed."
" I agree." Tarabas gently gathered Marcus
in his arms and followed Killan.
Susan was surprised to see a king-size 'human' bed
in one of the adjoining rooms. The moment Marcus' body touched the mattress a
smile appeared on his face. He curled himself in to a tight ball and wrapped
his arms around his body.
" We will check on him in a few hours. I
suppose you should get some sleep as well." Killan smiled at Susan.
She returned the smile with a joy inside her heart
she had never felt before. She was wondering if the Minbari would mind if she
touched him. She knew Lennier disliked being touched.
Killan sensed her question and extended his hand.
" Thank you. You returned Marcus to me."
" We'll leave the two of you alone. You'll find
some food on the table in the corner."
Susan's stomach growled as if in answer. Killan,
Tarabas and Lennier left the room, closing the door behind them. She walked
over to the bed and sat down next to him, and planted a kiss on his lips.
Remembering her empty stomach, she walked over to the table and tasted some of
the unknown fruit. She decided that she liked it and ate until her hunger had
vanished.
" Susan..."
She quickly turned when she heard him whisper her
name. She was a bit disappointed to discover that he was still asleep. She
moved to the bed and lay down behind him. She enveloped him in her arms and
rested her head against his shoulder, inhaling his scent. She kissed the back
of his neck and allowed her hands to ravage his hair, until it was one big
mess. She felt so relieved! She pressed her body closer to him when she felt how
cold he was. She reached for the blankets and covered the both of them. Her
hand slipped beneath his shirt to feel his skin and the steady beat of his
heart. She knew that she was too emotional to sleep and she was content to hold
him, caressing his face and warming his body with her own.
Several hours later, she felt him stir. He had
turned around in his sleep and she had been studying his face for some time
now. She had reached the conclusion that he looked older than he was and that
there was an innocence to his face she had never noticed before. Oh, it had
been there all along, but she had never wanted to accept that he was special.
He was a virgin after all. It touched her deeply that this man had waited for
her all his life. Susan smiled. She waited anxiously for him to open his eyes.
She wanted to see the recognition in them instead of that terrifying blankness.
Her arms were still closely wrapped around him and she gently rubbed his back.
She heard him moan when his eyes opened at last.
" Welcome back, Marcus." The words seemed
inadequate, but it was all she could manage when she saw the love in his eyes.
Marcus stared into her eyes and hoped that this
wasn't a dream. He remembered dreaming of strange colors, the sea and the sky.
Definitely not the kind of dreams he usually had. Then everything that had
happened to him returned to him in a flash. Bester, the Mind Net, the
conversation he had with Killan... " Susan?"
The name was softly spoken; exhaustion was still
having a firm hold on him. Her arms were wrapped around him and he relished
having her this close to him. " Marcus, why did you go after him on your
own? You stupid...!"
He was stunned to see the tears in her eyes, the
ache in them and he pulled her even closer, slipping his arms around her waist.
" I had no choice. I had to get to him before he got to you. He wanted to
take you with him to join the Corp....I saw it in his dreams." He cradled
her in his arms. He wanted to place a kiss on her brow, but hesitated. He was
afraid that she was still angry with him.
" Don't ever risk your life like that again,
Marcus. I couldn't deal with your death. Too many people have deserted
me."
" I'll never desert you, Susan."
He gingerly kissed her brow, almost certain that he
was crossing a line now that she was mad at him. Her reaction surprised the
hell out of him. Her lips closed over his, her tongue following the insides of
his lips. He was lost when her tongue found a way into his mouth, teasing his
own tongue. " Susan." He sighed her name into her mouth and she
deepened the kiss. It felt so good that he never wanted this kiss to end.
" Sorry to disturb you, but master Killan wants
to talk to you." Lennier had entered the room without thinking what he
might find inside. The young Minbari cleared his throat and waited patiently
for their reply. A crimson blush spread over Marcus' face, when he realized
that her hands were moving over his bare chest. Susan smiled when she saw his
shyness and brushed his lips once more. " We'll continue this later."
ENCOUNTERS
PART 23 OF?
Killan watched Susan and Marcus enter the hall.
Marcus needed her support to continue walking. Killan had sensed their bonds of
love when he had seen them for the first time He gestured towards a chair and
Susan helped the ranger to sit down. A bit embarrassed Killan looked Susan in
the eye. " I'm sorry, but I need to talk to him privately...."
Susan nodded and tried not to feel annoyed. She
wanted to stay close to Marcus, but realized that Killan probably wanted to
talk to Marcus about being a Dream weaver.
" I asked Tarabas to show you around. He's
waiting for you in the courtyard. Thank you for taking care of this young
one."
His words made her smile and she tousled Marcus'
hair and a soft curse left his lips. " I'll see you later. Behave
yourself, ranger." Susan brushed his lips and turned away from him,
smiling when she saw the awakening passion in his eyes. Marcus' gaze followed
her until she closed the door behind her.
" Marcus?"
He forced his thoughts away from her and studied
Killan's face. The old Minbari was looking thoughtfully at him, as if trying to
decide how to start the conversation. " Yes, Master Killan?" His
voice trembled slightly, when he remembered the conversation they had shared in
his dream while Killan was undoing Bester's manipulation. Only now, the ranger
saw the letter in Killan's hands. He spotted the handwriting and a knot formed
in the depths of his stomach. He knew that handwriting; it was Sinclair's.
" I received two letters from Sinclair the day
he left to travel back in time to claim his position as Valen."
Marcus' eyes grew big when he realized that Killan
knew the truth about Valen.
" He told me to read one after he had gone. So
I did. The second one has your name on it." Killan shoved the letter over
the table towards Marcus. " Read it, child."
Marcus' hesitance showed as he gingerly took hold of
the piece of paper. He didn't want to read it. He was sure that his world was
going to be turned upside down once more.** Why me? Why can't I have a normal
life for a change?**
" Take heart, Marcus. It's not that bad."
There was a smile on Killan's face when he addressed the young ranger.
Marcus took a deep breath and started to read.
Marcus,
It's been hard on me not to tell you that I'm a Dream
weaver as well, but you weren't ready yet for that truth when I left. You need
to know that I've seen the future as well as the past. You've a destiny to
fulfil. All will become clear in time. The fact that you came to terms with
being a Dream weaver has set certain things in motion. The future is not set
and we shape our own reality. You'll have to make some important decisions;
where do you go from here? Will you stay with the Dream weavers or does your
heart belong with the rangers? The answer is yours to discover and I recommend
you take some time finding it. You may remember that I told you about the house
I had built for Catherine and me? Take Susan there and get your strength back.
When you're ready to answer the questions in your heart, send for Master
Killan.
Jeff
Marcus was baffled. Sinclair never ceased to amaze
him.
" He's right, you know?" Killan rose to
his feet, gesturing at Marcus to remain seated. Supported by his staff, the
Minbari walked over to a window. His brow was worried. He hoped that this young
one was going to make the right decisions. Killan had more pieces of this
puzzle and Marcus was only beginning to realize that he had to make some
choices that were going to affect the rest of his life.
" I don't know what to think anymore.
Everything happened so fast." The ranger fumbled with the paper in his
hands. He never suspected Sinclair to be a Dream weaver as well. Was that the
reason he felt so akin to Ranger One?
" I understand. I'll wait patiently. Go now,
find your love and I'll see to it that you'll be taken to Sinclair's house to
recover. " Killan faced Marcus. " There is one more thing you need to
know. As long as you're in the close proximity of the temple the Dream weavers
here will influence you. To some amount you'll find that you're sharing their
dreams. Your dreams will be filled with peaceful images of colors and nature.
You may already have experienced that."
" I have." Marcus remembered the dreams he
had while resting.
" They have a healing influence....You'll recover
more quickly here."
** I belong here.** The thought startled him. He had
always been reluctant to admit his powers for fear that the Dream weavers would
claim him as one of their own. Clinging to the idea that he was a ranger had
always prevented him from contacting the Dream weavers, but now that William
was back, he realized that he had joined the rangers because of his promise.
" Would you have chosen the rangers if you had
not promised your brother to join them? Your life has been one of wanting to do
penance for something you weren't even guilty of. " Killan's eyes pierced
into the human's green eyes. Marcus felt enthralled by them.
" What do you want out of your life now that
William has returned to you? Who are YOU, Marcus? Those are frightening questions,
I know....but for your and Susan's sake, you have got to find the
answers."
Marcus knew that the old priest was right all along,
but he dreaded the answers he would find.
The gardens were beautiful and the sun started to
set when he found Susan, sitting on the ground, resting her back against an old
tree. He sat down next to her, his walk had tired him more than he wanted to
admit. Her eyes were clouded and he wondered what she was thinking of. "
Susan?" He had no idea what kind of mood she was in and he decided to be
careful. She moved her head, until it was resting on his shoulder. Moments
later, he found himself caressing the silk strands of her soft hair.
" It's so peaceful here. I haven't felt at
peace with myself for years."
Marcus relaxed, she seemed to be in a good mood and
took heart. He needed to talk to her. " Do you miss Babylon 5?"
" Yes and no. I miss my friends, but being here
with you ....I lost hope when Bester bound your mind." She raised her
head, looking him in the eye. " Tell me, Marcus."
" Tell you what?" He stressed the last
word.
" I know you too well, Marcus. There is
something you're not comfortable with."
Marcus sighed and realized that he was quickly
losing himself in her blue eyes. " Killan offered to take us to Sinclair's
old house to get some rest. I...need to find some answers which I've been
avoiding in the past. Everything changed during these last couple of weeks.
William returned, I found your love, Bester, Dream weaving. I need to figure
out what it did to me. How it changed me. I need to think."
" I know...."
" Will you come with me to Sinclair's house? I
want to be close to you."
Susan eyed him. She could almost feel the inner
turmoil he was in. " Of course I'll go with you. You don't think I'm going
to leave you, now that we 're together again? I can always kick Garibaldi's
butt later."
The ranger grinned and wriggled an eyebrow. "
Now why would you want to do that?"
Sinclair's house turned out to be very close and it
only took them a few minutes to get there. Tarabas piloted the small flyer.
Marcus had fallen asleep and Susan watched him. There was something enchanting
to his face when he slept. Tarabas landed the plane and carried Marcus into the
brick house. There was a little fence around it and flowers from Earth were
blooming, sending their fragrances to the still warm evening breeze. The ranger
didn't wake, finding himself enwrapped in soothing dreams, he now knew
originated from the sleeping Dream weavers in the temple. " I don't know
my way around here, so I suppose you had better check out the rooms. There are
food supplies in the kitchen. Should you need anything, contact me in the
temple." Tarabas laid Marcus' sleeping form on the couch and chuckled as
he left.
Susan's eyes had been filled with amazement when she
took in the house Sinclair had built. It was like returning to Earth!
Now that Tarabas was gone, she felt an urge to
explore a little more. The living room was filled with original earth
furniture. She made sure Marcus was asleep and continued her exploration. She
quickly found the kitchen, an old-fashioned stove installed there. She opened
the fridge and found that it had been filled with human food. She took an
orange, peeled it, washed her hands and decided that she liked it here. She
quickly found the bathroom.** A water shower and a bath tub.** The discovery
made the place perfect and she was looking forward to sharing the bathtub with
Marcus. He could do her back, she mused, grinning. Climbing the stairs she
wondered how Sinclair had convinced the Minbari to build this house here. She
saw two doors, opened the first one and found herself amidst a lot of books. It
was a library and her attention moved to the titles. She smiled. She wouldn't
be bored while being here. She closed the door and walked over to the second
one. She froze in her tracks when she saw the four-poster bed, made of cherry
wood.
" Oh boy!"
She was speechless as she sat down and looked
around. The walls had been painted in a soft blue color and there was a
balcony. She opened the glass doors and looked out over an emerald colored
lake. Golden sparkles from the setting sun were hovering over the calm water.
Finally she faced the king-size bed. This was the last room in the house. **
Only one bedroom.** She was taken aback for exactly one moment, then smiled.
She didn't mind sharing it with Marcus. Her fingers ran over the smooth fabric
of the canopy, which was made of a silk like material. The blue and soft golden
colors reminded her of the lake outside. She couldn't resist lying down and her
body relaxed when it hit the soft comfort. ** I like gardens and big four
poster beds.** The memory of his words returned to her, reminding her of their
conversation on the White Star. She wondered how he was going to react when he
saw this.
She heated some soup she had found in the kitchen
cupboard and carried it to the living room. Susan placed the tray on the small
table, the two bowls filled with the hot substance. The ranger was still asleep
and she gently shook his shoulders, trying to wake him up. " Marcus? I've
some soup for you."
His eyelids fluttered and there was a slumberous
shade of green in them when he looked at her. " Must have dozed off
without realizing it, sorry." Marcus pushed himself into a sitting
position and began to take in his surroundings.
" I've never been here before, but Sinclair
told me that he loved this place."
Handing him the bowl, she sat beside him. He ate
with relish, not sure when he had eaten the last time. A comfortable silence
filled the room except for the strange sounds the Temshwee made, when they flew
over the beach. She peeked at him over the rim of her bowl. He looked better.
The dark circles were growing fainter and his eyes seemed to be free of fever.
From the moment that they had arrived at the temple, he had started to make a
remarkable recovery. She realized that it must have something to do with
Killlan and the other Dream weavers. " You look better, not that
tired."
After he managed to finish the soup, she took his
bowl and placed it back on the tray with hers. A caring smile appeared on his
face. " I feel better. Still a tad tired, but I'm getting there."
Something was bugging Susan and she wondered if he
had any answers. " It's strange, but it feels like Sinclair knew we would
be coming here. While I was walking through the house, I peeked into some
wardrobe closets in the bedroom and they are filled with clothes, our
sizes..."
" I think that he knew we would come here
someday. Don't ask me why or how....We're talking about Sinclair here....Valen...."
Susan nodded. The Earthforce Captain had always
possessed an air of mystery. It was growing darker in the room and Susan had
lit some candles before she woke him. She had been amazed to discover that
there were no artificial lights installed in the house, except for the kitchen
and the bathroom. " It's getting late, Marcus and I'm sure the both of us
could use some more sleep." As to stress her words, she yawned, feeling
terribly sleepy all of a sudden. An image of the four-poster bed, flashed through
her mind and she realized that she wanted to see his reaction to it.
" Yes, you must be exhausted as well."
Marcus gently took her hand, kissing her fingertips. The gesture showed the
respect and love he had for her. " Let's get some sleep."
Susan pulled him to his feet and led him to the
doorway. She extinguished all candles and wrapped her arm around his waist,
while helping him up the stairs. The moonlight supplied more than enough light
for them to find their way. She felt his sharp intake of breath when she opened
the bedroom door.
The big four-poster bed stood there, waiting for
them. Marcus was dumbfounded. " Seems to me you got your four poster bed
after all. I'll head to my own room now." There was sorrow on his brow
when he freed himself from her arms. He swayed on his feet, retrieved his
balance and wanted to leave her to get some sleep, when her hands pulled him
back.
She made him look her in the eye and she lifted her
hand to brush his lips. " There's only one bedroom, Marcus. Seems to me
we'll have to share the bed."
" I can sleep on the couch downstairs."
Marcus closed his eyes as her hand moved to the small of his back,
leading him to the bed.
" There's no need for that. " She sat him
down on the bed and helped him out of his ranger cloak. Unclasping the belt,
her eyes looked at him. He was trembling slightly and there was a hint of a
blush on his cheeks. The tunic joined the cloak and she removed his boots. She
gently pushed him down until he was flat on his back and covered him with the
comforter. She heard the soft, regular breathing and realized that he had lost
his fight to stay awake. She undressed and slipped into the brown nightgown,
made of silk and slipped under the covers as well. He immediately reached out for
her in his sleep and she snuggled closer to him. Her head rested on his chest
and she felt truly happy.
Stirring from her sleep, she opened her eyes,
feeling the warm sunlight caress her body. She briefly wondered where she was
and sighed when she remembered. Marcus' body was firmly pressed against hers
and she caressed his strong shoulders, before she got up from the bed. He was
still soundly asleep and she wanted him to rest as much as possible. She walked
over to the open balcony doors and looked out over the beach. As far as she
could see, her eyes only found sand and water. There were no buildings in sight
and she realized how shielded this place must be. Sinclair had picked a great
spot to build this house. A compelling urge to take a dive into the lake
overwhelmed her. She walked over to Marcus. A smile curled her lips when she
saw that he was clutching her pillow. She tucked him in and not bothering to
change clothes, she made her way to the beach. The warm sand slipped between
her toes and she giggled when she felt the breeze tousling her hair. She
dropped the nightgown onto the sand and walked into the water. The sun had
warmed it and she splashed some onto her upper body before completely going
under water. She felt alive, a feeling she had missed since Talia's
disappearance. Somehow she knew that she owed the feeling to Marcus....
When he woke, he immediately missed her warm body
next to him and groaned. His dreams had been soothing and he suspected that the
healing dreams were send to him on purpose by Killan. He forced his unwilling
body to get out of the bed and was irresistibly drawn to the balcony. Peeking
outside, he wondered about the simple beauty of this place. It
took the ranger some minutes to realize that Susan
was taking a swim. His breathing stopped for a second when he saw that she was
naked. He indulged himself and looked at her gorgeous body when she turned to
swim back to the beach. Marcus considered bringing her some towels. He
struggled, reached a decision and went to look for some large towels.
He removed his socks when he stepped onto the sand.
He had never felt real sand beneath his feet and for a second, the memory of
the erotic dream he had in Medlab, surfaced. He searched the beach and almost
expected to see a unicorn appear from out of nowhere. It was his intention to
put the towels next to her nightgown and to return to the house to prepare some
breakfast. He couldn't believe how much stronger he felt since he had woken up.
He managed not to look at her as he dropped the towels next to her gown.
Turning to walk back to the house, he fought hard to suppress his sudden
arousal. He gritted his teeth and resumed his walk away from the beach.
Susan saw his face when he turned to walk back to
the house. It was obvious that he didn't want to infringe on her privacy. There
was an expression of anguish and love on his face. It hurt her to see him like
this. Making a decision, she called out to him. " Marcus! Stay.!" She
walked onto the beach and quickly caught up with him. He slowly faced her,
trying hard not to look at her naked body. She covered the little distance
between them and pulled him into her arms, her hands slipping around his waist.
Marcus lost himself in her embrace. Her eyes held him prisoner and he was
unable to stop the arousal he now felt. She purred the words into his ear.
" I think it's time to deflower you, Marcus."
SMUT-warning
NC-17.
ENCOUNTERS
PART 24 OF?
Marcus
was speechless for exactly 5 seconds. His eyes were fixated on her in
bewilderment. She waited for his response, smiling fondly at him. "
Deflower me?" He was surprised that he could master those two words at
all. Suddenly, he remembered that he told her about him being a virgin.
"
Yes, or do you want me to rephrase that? Rob you of your virginity? Get you
laid?" She was chuckling when she saw the hesitant grin on his face.
Enjoying herself, she continued to tease him a bit. " I'm going to have my
wicked way with you...Want me to do that?"
The
meaning of her words was finally making its way through his foggy brain. Was
she serious or only teasing him? He had pictured this moment countless times
and now it had finally arrived, he felt shy. " Yes, please."
This
was going to be his first time and she was determined to make it special for
him. After all, he had waited for her all his life. She was intent on guiding
him, knowing only too well that he was nervous. Considering the blushing ranger
in front of her, Susan took one step back, allowing him to look at her naked
body. She enjoyed the way his eyes caressed her and she wondered how it would
feel to make love to him.
Her
body was perfect in his eyes. Her breasts were firm and a single drop of water
sat on one of her nipples. Feeling a bit shy, he lowered his gaze, taking in
her long legs. A fire started to burn deep within him, the intensity of his
desire surprising him.
Susan
had a fairly good idea how overrun the ranger must feel. ** I have to do this
slowly. He needs to adjust to this new situation. Hell, I would be scared if I
had waited my entire life for the right person to come along...only to find
that person standing naked in front of me. I'll do this right!** One of her
hands moved to the back of his neck and she pulled him closer. She brushed his
lips and saw him closing his eyes. She could tell when he lost himself in the
kiss. Susan parted his teeth and tenderly explored the softness of his mouth. A
tiny moan left her lips, when she felt his hands on her face, caressing her jaw
line.
Not
sure what to do next, he drew back from her. His clothes were wet by now, but
he couldn't care less. He had waited so long to kiss her like this and now it
was really happening. He felt self conscious, when she began to pull the
turtleneck shirt over his head. Moments later, she pressed her body against his
and it took his breath away. The skin-to-skin contact aroused him and the raw
emotions coursing through his body were demanding more. His hands tangled in
her wet hair.
Sensing
his insecurity, she took his hands and placed them on her breasts. The ranger
looked at the treasure he was cupping in his hands. The soft flesh was calling
out to him to caress it. He gingerly moved his fingertips and felt how her
nipples grew hard. He calmed himself, at least he tried to... ** Come on chap,
don't lose it!** He brushed her hardened nipples with his lips and was
surprised to hear her moan her pleasure. He sought out her eyes, they had
changed into the darkest blue he had ever seen. Suddenly, he felt her hands on
him. They were moving over his back, her fingernails scratching him lightly. He
shuddered when her fingers strolled over his chest. She bent her head towards
him and then he felt her lips, circling his nipple. She licked the sensitive
area and his manhood surged into hardness. He heard himself whimper, when her
tongue continued to move down to his abdomen, leaving a trail of bittersweet
kisses on his now burning skin.
The
expression on his face told her that he was definitely enjoying her exploratory
licks and she felt his male response against her middle. Feeling his erection
turned her on and she knew that her own moisture was building inside her. She
enjoyed seeing him helpless like this. Everything was new to him and she was
surprised to find how eager she was to make love to him, to bring him to
orgasm. She avoided his navel, knowing how ticklish he was around that little
spot. She moved to stand behind him. Lifting his hair, she began to kiss the
soft flesh at the back of his neck. She loved his scent and tasting his skin
was seductive.
Sensing
her body behind him, made him want to feel even more. He threw back his head on
impulse. Susan was delighted. In doing so, he gave her even better access to
plunder the softness of his throat. She stopped for a moment, feeling his
heartbeat echoing in his veins when she pressed her lips there.
He
savored the sensation of her lips on his throat. The ache in his loins was
tormenting him. Her hands were moving over his arms and shoulders and she
turned him around to face her once more. She was so beautiful.
Susan
saw his bruised lips and the emerald color of his eyes, deep and passionately.
She wanted him so badly! Stroking some hair from his face, her other hand went
to undo the zip of his pants. She looked at him to see if he was comfortable
with the idea of her undressing him. He nodded weakly, and she felt slight
tremors of anticipation course through his body. As Susan removed his pants,
she noticed that he forgot to breathe for a moment. A blush formed on his face,
when he realized that he was only wearing his briefs. " Susan, are you
sure about this?" He craved her, but he had to know for certain that she
felt the same way. In his heart he knew she did, but his insecurity got the
better of him.
"
I want this as badly as you do."
Her
red lips moved to ravage his mouth once more and he closed his eyes when her
hands slipped underneath the fabric of his briefs. She felt the firmness of his
body when she grasped his buttocks. His eyes flew open and he saw a wicked grin
on her face, pressing him closer to her.
"
I wanted to do that ever since you took that shower in my quarters."
He was
still staring at her when she curled her fingers around the waistband of his
underwear.
"
Yes?"
Marcus
wondered for a moment what she was asking him, then he understood. He never
expected her to be this gentle and considerate. "Yes." His voice
wavered.
She
removed his last piece of clothing.
He
trembled, realizing that he was stark naked now. He cupped her face in one
hand, running his fingers of the other over her abdomen. He slipped his arm
around her waist and kissed her on her lips.
She
took his hand and he shivered when he felt the soft curls of hair before she
gently pushed his hand further between her legs.
He was
taken aback when he felt how wet and hot she was. He sighed the words, looking
into her eyes. " Oh, Susan, I envisioned this moment so many times, but
now...I'm scared that I will be a disappointment to you."
"
You'll never disappoint me, Marcus. I love you so much." She took his
hands and kissed his fingertips, like he had done the night before. She tasted
her own bodily fluids on him and it aroused her even more. Her eyes dropped and
she sighed when she saw the rest of him. He had nothing to worry about or to be
afraid of. He was well endowed in her eyes. The tip of his penis pressed into
her stomach as she grabbed his waist to feel his skin against hers. She let go
of him and lay down on the warm sand, patting the place next to her. "
Come here."
Marcus
obeyed at once and noticed how pleasant the sand felt on his skin. Her words
had encouraged him and he gently took one of her nipples into his mouth and
licked it. Her response took him by surprise.
She
flipped him onto his back and straddled his hips.
He
grinned weakly. This was the Susan Ivanova he knew so well. She had to be in
control and he let her. Marcus felt his body tingle, when her hands found his
manhood. He whimpered when she stroked him firmly, spreading the moisture from
the tip of his penis onto the rest of his shaft. Her tongue traced the inside
of his lips. He crushed her to his chest when he sensed her other hand
caressing his scrotum. He groaned and couldn't help staring into her eyes. He
knew that he should do something to give her pleasure and delight as well, but
he was incapable of thinking straight. Unfamiliar feelings of lust rushed
through him, when she rubbed her lower body against his shaft, moistening him
even further with her own juices.
Susan
watched his eyes and was stunned to see them change color. A turquoise color
shifted into them and his pupils dilated. He had to be close. She loved the
power she had over him. Power? No, she reconsidered her choice of words. Her
ability to give him delight was more like it. Feeling his hardness pressed
against her softness, made her want more. She knew that her inner folds were
soaking with moisture and she was craving release herself. She quickly wrapped
her strong legs around his waist and rolled him over until he was on top of
her. The moment she pulled him on top of her, he felt the hot wetness between
her thighs. His shaft was rubbed against her core with her movements and she
spread her legs open further, inviting him to lie down.
She
shuddered when she heard the choked moaning coming from Marcus' throat. "
I want you, Marcus...." She no longer had the strength to fight her own
arousal. Yearning for release, she took his shaft in her hands and guided him
into her. The look in his eyes was one of pure passion when he realized what
she was doing. Susan felt another wave of moisture hit her core and she knew
that she had never been more excited than now.
He
wanted to tell her how much he loved her, but was utterly surprised and
silenced when she arched her back and he slid deep into her. She was so wet
that he could smell her scent. He sensed her tightness around him when she
clenched her muscle. A tortured moan escaped his lips when her body moved
upwards.
"Marcus,
are you alright?"
She
pushed the passion inside her momentarily aside, when she heard the pitiful
sound he made. There was wonder in his eyes, an ecstasy. She had never seen his
eyes draped with such passion and longing like this and she embedded that
expression in her memory.
"
Yes...I think..." Marcus stroked the damp hair from her brow and asked the
question that was whirling around in his mind. " Am I hurting you?"
A
smile crossed her features. He was the gentlest and most considerate lover she
had ever had. " No, Marcus, you're not, but if you don't start moving, I'm
going to hurt YOU!"
The
smile she gave him, assured him that everything was all right. Some of the
tension he felt, left his mind when he heard her words. He carefully began to
move inside her. The sensation of her wet tightness, made him tumble over the
edge fast. Feelings of sheer ecstasy were clouding his thoughts as he felt her
hands grab his buttocks, pulling him even deeper into her.
Susan
realized that he wasn't going to last much longer, when she felt his thrusts
becoming frantic and wild. His moaning became husky and then changed into
whimpering. She rolled his nipples between her fingers and closed her lips over
his mouth. She wanted to make his first time special. She had been in control
of her own lust until now, but she felt her need for release becoming more and
more urgent. She met his deep and passionate thrusts with her own. She clung to
him the moment her orgasm spread through her body, taking her by surprise. She
shook in his arms. The ferocity of her orgasm stunned her and her fingernails
burrowed themselves in his flesh. When she finally looked into his eyes, she
saw that they were glazed and distant. Still experiencing the aftershocks of
her own ecstasy, she whispered his name into his ear. She sensed that he was
close and wrapped her arms around him, knowing that this experience was new to
him. " Marcus, my love..."
The
muscles clenching him grew more forceful and he panted heavily as he felt the
unbearable tension announcing his impending release. He crooned her name as he
came hard, his hot semen filling her. The throbbing of his orgasm overwhelmed
him. His entire body screamed out in pleasure and he held on to her for dear
life.
She
waited for him to return to reality, then rolled him over until they were lying
on their sides, facing each other. She felt the loss when he slipped out of her
and she draped her leg over his waist. When their eyes met, she sighed. Their
lovemaking had been beautiful and she had to make a confession. "
Marcus?" Seeing that he was still recovering from his newfound feelings,
she paused and snuggled up to him.
"
Yes?" His mind seemed to be operating in slow motion, but he managed to
whisper a tiny yes. His body was still trembling from the intensity of their
lovemaking.
"
Marcus....you're a wonderful lover."
"
I am?"
She
could tell by his tone that he didn't really believe her. " Yes, it's the
first time I came like that...."
"
It was my first time too, love."
Her
face became flustered and she relaxed when he kissed her brow. Susan moved
until their foreheads touched and while she gazed into his eyes, she wondered
about the man in her arms. " I had this dream some nights ago, even before
you told me that you're a Dream weaver...." She grinned and nibbled at his
earlobe.
"
What dream? I'm an expert in explaining dreams you know."
"
I know...I dreamt about a beach like this. You were in that dream as well and
you were quite enjoying my nibbling....but it wasn't your ear..."
Marcus
felt how flustered his face was getting. He remembered such a dream quite
vividly. Was she talking about the erotic dream he had in med lab?
"
There was even an unicorn in it, Marcus." She watched his reaction. He
stared at her, starting to realize that he had been invading her dreams that
time.
"
I'm afraid that it was my dream crossing over in to yours. I'm sorry, it wasn't
my intention to infringe on your dreams."
A
similar blush to his, spread over her face when she remembered how much she had
enjoyed that dream. " I guess our dreams will be even more interesting
now...."
"
You mean, because.....we made the beast with two backs?" Marcus relished
her baffled expression, not fully understanding the remark.
"
What?"
"
It's Shakespeare, love."
"
Uh....funny man." She placed her head on his chest and chuckled when she
heard his stomach growl from hunger.
"
Let's head back to the house...I'm getting hungry as well." She took his
hand and pulled him up from the sand.
"
I really would like to take a swim first. Would you mind?"
"
No, Marcus. I'll start lunch and I'll get you when it's ready...alright?"
"
Thanks, love."
Watching
him as he made his way into the water, she knew that she had found her soul
mate after all.
ENCOUNTERS PART 25 OF ?
" Master Killan? She's here."
" Then show her in, Tarabas." Killan sat
in the little chapel behind the courtyard and was eagerly awaiting his guest.
There was much that needed to be discussed. He watched as she walked towards
him. He had never seen her before, but there was compassion in her eyes that
made him feel awkward. Their talk wasn't going to be easy and he wasn't looking
forward to telling her certain things that had been kept from her. Killan bowed
slightly. His back ached and didn't allow him to bow much deeper. "
Delenn, thank you for coming this quickly."
Delenn waited for Killan to invite her to sit down.
She took a place next to him on the bench and wondered why she was here. "
You sent for me, Holy One?"
" Yes, there are things we need to discuss. The
time has arrived to set aside all secrets."
The Ambassador wished she knew what he was referring
to. She had been talking to William when the message arrived that Killan
urgently needed to talk to her and he asked her to come to Minbar. She hadn't
been given any reason why and she had felt reluctant to leave Babylon 5 so soon
before she would be proclaimed Ranger One. The fact that Lennier had mentioned
that the issue concerned Marcus made her change her mind in the end. She still
hadn't completely recovered from the fact that he was a Dream weaver. It still
hurt that he hadn't confided in her. She concentrated on the old Minbari next
to her and concern marked his expression. " I'm here.... what do we need
to discuss?"
Killan sighed. He had to find the right tone to set
this conversation. " You know that Marcus is recovering nicely?"
" Yes, Lennier told me. I'm glad he's doing
well."
How to approach this subject? Killan wondered why
Sinclair had chosen him to be his accomplice in this warped puzzle. He was too
old for these kind of games.
" Lennier told me that you wanted to talk to me
about Marcus?"
Killan smiled kindly at her. He knew that she was
strong. She was a leader at heart and the humans were going to need her in the
upcoming wars.
" Yes. I need to explain much and I'm not sure
how to do that."
" You'll find a way." Killan impressed
Delenn. There was something inexplicable about the Dream weaver.
" You know that Jeffrey Sinclair came here,
many years ago, to assume his position of Ranger One?"
" I know Sinclair. " Ever since their
time-travel adventure, she had been wondering about Sinclair.
" Sinclair traveled back into time to become
Valen." Killan's tone was soft when he spoke those words.
Delenn's face betrayed her surprise. " You know
that Valen and Sinclair are the same person?"
" Delenn, Sinclair visited me regularly while
he was in command of the Rangers."
" He did? I never knew." She was getting
nervous for no apparent reason. She realized that Killan had a hard time
telling her whatever it was she needed to know.
" Sinclair was, is, a Dream weaver as
well."
The revelation stunned her. She had never suspected
Sinclair to be one. " You use the present tense when you speak of
him."
Killan was pleased that she remained calm. "
Dream weavers communicate among themselves by means of dreams. Time is no
boundary in the dream domain."
" You're in contact with him?" Delenn rose
to her feet, assessing the priest, wondering what exactly was going on here.
" Yes, but that is irrelevant at the moment.
You met Tarabas as well?"
Delenn was only capable of nodding. Too much
information was heading her way and she needed to focus! " I did."
Killan flinched when he felt her piercing eyes on
him. He needed to get this over with. After all, this was the woman who had
declared war against the humans when Dukhat died. He had no desire to be at
odds with her.
" Sinclair, Valen created this temple to house
the Dream weavers. He wanted to keep them safe against.... evil influences.
That is why he created the Shaidakin. They were the first warriors to evolve
from the telepathic Dream weavers Sinclair encountered and manage to enlist.
"
" Evil influences?" She couldn't help
echoing the words. He had used such a strange tone in his voice.
" The Dream weavers have two natural enemies.
First, there are the Shadows."
" Are you telling me that a Dream weaver is
powerful enough to deal with Shadows?"
" While asleep, yes." Killan himself was
still trying to comprehend everything Sinclair had told him in the short period
of time the human had been on Minbar. " The other enemy is Psi Corps. As
Marcus discovered, they hate Dream weavers for the powers they have. These two
factions are very dangerous enemies to have."
That was something Delenn understood, but why had
she never been told these things? As the prominent leader of the Religious
Caste, she had to know! " That still doesn't explain why you sent for
me." Calming down a bit, she resumed her seat.
" A thousand years ago, Valen started to train
the Rangers, the soldiers of light. That is common knowledge, but not
everything that occurred in that time was recorded. He also made the order to
gather the Dream weavers. They received a specific training. They became
warriors. After a thousand years, there are many more Dream weavers than anyone
knows.
There are thousands of us at the present."
" Thousands?" Delenn couldn't believe what
she was hearing.
" Sinclair told me that there would be a time
of wars and that time has arrived. Now that you're fighting the Shadows, you'll
need all the help you can get. He trained an army of Dream weavers to engage in
the war when it would become necessary."
" Why are you telling me this?" There was
a knot forming in her stomach and she hated feeling this ignorant.
" Sinclair insisted that I should wait to tell
you until...." His voice faltered. Suddenly, he lacked the words to
continue.
" Until?" Her mind was trying to deal with
this information.
" Sinclair was convinced that the Dream weavers
would need someone to lead them through the darkness. This leader had to be a
warrior first. A warrior could lead them into a battle, but he had to be Dream
weaver as well. Sinclair thought that he could take that position, but it was
his destiny to take Babylon 4 back into time and to become Valen. The eternal
circle was completed at last. But one of the rangers he trained, was a Dream
weaver as well and Sinclair realized that this young one was the
"Azharani", the leader the Dream weavers needed if they wanted to
successfully fight the Shadows and Psi Corps."
Delenn now understood what was causing the sickening
feeling in her body. " You're talking about Marcus, aren't you?"
" Yes, he's going to lead the Dream weavers.
The day that finds you proclaimed Ranger One, will be the day that he'll be
installed as Azharani."
" Does Marcus know about his? Has he already made
his decision?"
" Not yet, but he can't escape his destiny.
He's the one we have been waiting for."
" I repeat, why tell me?" Delenn had a
hard time believing this, but she knew Sinclair and he was capable of scheming
like this. Killan looked her straight in the eye when he spoke once more.
" It was Valen's intention for the Rangers and
the Dream weavers to work together as one force against the forces of evil. I
need your co-operation in this matter. For you and Marcus will lead this army
of light together."
Lennier was waiting impatiently for Delenn to emerge
from the little chapel when a small group of Dream weavers walked passed him.
They were chatting and laughing. What surprised Lennier most was that they were
rather young. He had been told that the Dream weavers were almost extinct, but
there were over a hundred of them in this temple. A second thought troubled
him. These young Dream weavers weren't wearing the traditional Minbari robes.
They dressed very similar to Tarabas, pants, tunic, and cape. And there was
this pin they were wearing. Tarabas had worn one as well. ** Why do they remind
me of the Rangers? They almost dress alike.**
" Lennier? How are you?"
He didn't expect William to make an appearance.
Wasn't the Ranger supposed to be in med lab? " I'm fine, thank you.
Shouldn't you still be in Doctor Franklin's care?" Studying William,
Lennier discovered that the human moved slowly and he looked a little pale, but
the grin on William's face was genuine.
" Stephen threw me out. I was having a blast of
a time, watching Monty Python's Life of Brian in med lab. I wanted to cheer him
up a bit so I sang a part of 'Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life'. I'm
afraid the doc didn't appreciate it and he packed my stuff. So, I'm here. Where
is Marcus.?"
Lennier was still trying to figure out what this
Life of Brian was all about, when William grabbed his arm and unceremoniously
led him to a bench. A few birds flew from the tree, sending off all kinds of
strange noises.
" I really dislike Temshwee's. They sound much
too chipper."
Lennier couldn't help smiling. " I take it that
you're recovering nicely?"
" Yeah, it was just a flesh wound."
William grew serious and looked pleadingly at Lennier. " Tell me, what's
going with Marcus? Why isn't he here? For that matter, where is he?"
Delenn strolled through the gardens, loving the
Temshwee's song and considered everything Killan had told her. She never knew
about Sinclair's plan to merge the two factions of Rangers and Dream weavers.
She always thought of Dream weavers as a reverent group of priests, not as
warriors. But Killan was right, she needed all the support she could get if
they were to defeat the Shadows. Thinking of Sinclair, she discovered that she
didn't know what name to call him. Valen, Sinclair, the names were whirling
through her mind. And then this admission about Marcus! She had seen the
potential of leadership within the Ranger, but never pondered a different path
for him, besides the path he would choose himself.
Marcus was going to have to make some difficult
decisions and she knew how he must feel. She had struggled herself, when she
had realized what fate had in store for her. Her eyes fell on Lennier and
William, sitting not so quietly in a corner of the garden. The Ranger seemed to
be explaining something to Lennier, who was looking flabbergasted. What was it
about the Cole brothers that made them this lovable?
" Lennier, I'm telling you....You've to come
over to my...uh, Marcus' place and have a look at 'The Holy Grail' There is
this castle Anthrax filled with maidens who want to be spanked."
Lennier blushed, something Delenn had never seen him
do before and wondered what the two of them were discussing. Moving closer, she
managed to catch some words..."The knights who say NI,....The Trojan Rabbit,
now there's an idea."
" Lennier? William?"
The two men spun around and William seemed to freeze
talking.
" Don't stop talking on my account. "
Lennier took this cue to change the direction the
conversation had been moving into. He decided that he would rather deal with
Marcus than with this madman next to him. " Delenn, how went you talk with
Killan?"
Delenn shook her head. " I'm not sure yet. I
have to think about the things he told me." As Delenn began to walk out of
the gardens, Lennier followed her immediately, trying hard to get away from the
William. The ranger was asking him when he was coming over to watch 'The Holy
Grail' with him, because 'he needed to loosen up a bit' Lennier shook his head
and longed for days gone by.
ENCOUNTERS
PART 26 OF ?
Marcus rested his back against the warm rocks and
smiled. Swimming had refreshened him quite a bit and although the sun was still
shining, he decided to slip back into his pants and turtleneck. He was mentally
replaying their lovemaking. It had been better than he thought it would be.
Hell, the ranger never considered him having a chance to make love to her in
the first place. For the first time in two years he felt truly content. William
was back in his life and continued to be the nuisance he had always been. Susan
had accepted his love and returned it with love of her own. What more could he
possibly wish for? ** Answers to your unspoken questions. Answers which you're
afraid of.** A tiny, but persistent voice spoke in his mind. He realized that
he had been avoiding finding the answers Killan had asked for. The truth was
that he was too scared to go there.
" Marcus? What's gotten you that far
away?"
Hearing the concern in her voice made him return to
reality. He looked up at her. She had changed her clothing as well and was
wearing some loose brown sweats. The sparkles in her eyes took his breath away.
She was even more beautiful to him now that they had expressed their feelings.
Susan saw the absentminded look in his eyes and sat
down beside him. She felt terribly relaxed. Her body was singing with life and
it baffled her. Resting her head on his shoulder, she waited for him to speak.
There was something troubling him and she could only hope that he trusted her
enough to confide in her.
" Our future, I guess."
Trembling briefly, she gazed into his green orbs.
They were still shaded and hadn't yet returned back to their normal color.
Their future? She hadn't yet thought about that. This place in time was so
perfect that she didn't want to mar it with thinking of what lay ahead of them.
" Tell me." She could only be a silent support to him. There were a
lot of issues he had to deal with and they were his decisions to make.
" Killan asked me to make a choice, a couple of
decisions actually. He asked me to think about what I want out of life, to stay
with the rangers or not. Perhaps even joining the Dream weavers here on Minbar.
" Suddenly, he looked her in the eye as well. He felt uncomfortable about
the decisions he had to make. They would also affect her and the relationship
that was growing between them. " I have to know, who I am. "
His pleading eyes begged her for understanding. She
understood him so well. She was going through the same process herself.
Everything that had happened lately, convinced her of the fact that the
hard-nosed Commander wasn't there anymore. When she looked at the mirror this
morning after they made love, a different Susan Ivanova had stared back at her.
She saw soft eyes, no more lines of suffering crossed her brow any longer. She
had grinned when she saw how bruised her lips were and he had left a hickey on
her skin. " Trust me, Marcus. Perhaps I can help you sort everything out.
You can always talk to me. Just don't shut me out."
" I would never do that, darling." Marcus
kissed her gently and their tongues duelled momentarily. He forced himself to
stop before passion would arise once more. The questions were too important to
ignore.
" What does your heart say, Marcus? Where does
it belong? With the rangers or the Dream weavers?"
" It belongs to you and it will always be
yours."
Susan poked him in his side, urging him to focus a
bit more. She couldn't help making a remark though. " It better belong to
ME!"
His smile was a bit sad, when he looked at her.
Maybe she was right and she could him help find the answers. Seriousness shone
in his eyes and when he rested his head on hers, their fingers intertwined. He
relaxed, feeling the warm body next to him. " I joined the rangers because
I promised William that I would finish what he had started. If it hadn't been
for Sinclair though, I don't know if I would still be alive today. I like what
the rangers stand for and I would live and die for the One, but..." His
voice grew weak and she squeezed his hand gently or support. " But when I
talked to Killan, I realized something that basically scares the hell out of
me. I belong with those Dream weavers. I don't know why or how. "
" Seems so me that your heart and your head are
fighting their own battle. Your heart tells you that you belong among the Dream
weavers and your head clings to the familiarity of being a ranger." She
raised her head until she met his eyes.
" Marcus, your heart already has decided, but
you're scared because you have no idea what kind of life awaits you if you join
the Dream weavers. Why don't you talk to Killan once more?"
Peeking at the expression on her face told him that
she was serious. How could he explain the anguish in his soul? " It's like
I'm being torn in two." Marcus caressed her fingers and she ran her thumb
over his wrist.
" Want me to contact Killan?"
" No, that's something I have to do
myself."
There were dark and ominous thunderclouds moving
nearer and the blue sky changed to grey.
" We better move back to the house. Looks like
we're going to have a storm." Susan started to get up. She hoped Marcus
would follow his heart. She had ignored listening to hers for too long. Marcus'
whispers barely reached her ear when he spoke out.
" Don't worry, love. I'll find a way for us to
be together."
" Is that what you're afraid of? That we will
end up apart? Separated?" Susan's hand tangled in his raven hair and she
smiled.
" Yes, I don't want to spend my life here on
Minbar while you're on Babylon 5."
" I know that WE will find a way, Marcus."
Marcus swallowed. He adored this woman so much it
hurt. He slipped his arms underneath her and lifted her in his arms.
" What?"
Marcus grinned and brushed her lips. He liked
surprising her. Deep down in his heart, he was an old fashioned romantic.
Carrying her into the house, he felt her tremble slightly. " Are you
cold?"
" No, Marcus.....It just never stops to amaze
me how much you must love me."
The confused ranger watched her sleep. Susan only
now realized how exhausted she was and he insisted that she took a catnap while
he cleaned up the mess from having lunch. She objected at first, feeling it was
too early to lie down, but her resistance had been useless. There was no need
to watch over her dreams. The nightmares hadn't returned for days. He rose from
the bed and walked downstairs. In a corner of the living room was some kind of
communication device. It only took him a few minutes to figure out how it
worked. He contacted the temple. A young Dream weaver answered him and promised
him that Killan would have some time off tomorrow to talk to the ranger. Marcus
terminated the contact and sat down on the couch.
The thunderstorm he expected, changed course and
only gentle raindrops were falling from the sky. He picked up his tunic and
cloak and straightened out the garments before putting them on. He had been a
ranger for 2 years now and he didn't want to give that up. But at the same time
the Dream weavers seemed to call out to him to join them. He was distracted
from his thoughts when someone knocked on the door. Marcus smiled. Sinclair
must have hated door chimes as well. He almost expected Stephen to show up,
complaining that there was no doorbell. Walking over to the door, he wondered
who would be able to find them here.
" Marc? Hurry! I'm getting wet out here and I
hate it when my clothes are soaked!"
Marcus chuckled when he identified his brother's
voice. Then he felt concern. Shouldn't he be in Medlab? He quickly moved to
open the door. The picture that greeted him was enough to make the grin on his
face return.
" And then they try to tell me that I have to
look on the bright side of life! That bright life is hiding behind the clouds.
Bloody rain."
" Come inside, Willie. What are you doing
here?"
William hung his cloak out to dry and removed his
boots. Ignoring Marcus, he made himself comfortable on the couch, examining the
unopened bottle of wine on the table. " Would be a shame to leave this
untouched."
Marcus could only stare as his brother opened the
bottle. William seemed to feel at home here.
" Where is your lady friend?"
" Susan is taking a nap. She was rather
tired." Marcus felt distinctly uncomfortable when William's eyes focused
on him, observing him.
" Yes, I guess she must be tired. There is
something different about you, Marc."
Shifting on his feet, Marcus sat down opposite of
his brother. " No more virgin jokes,....damn, I liked teasing you with
them!"
His face flustered, the ranger forced himself to
look at William. " Well, you don't have to go and tell everyone what
happened! Do you hear me? Keep quiet or…"
" Or what?" William watched his brother
struggle to find some suitable punishment.
" I'll stick that pike somewhere where it hurts
a lot, like your butt."
" Ah, feeling a tad protective are we? Don't
worry, Marcus, I 'm not here to gloat or drive you nuts. I'm concerned for you,
taking everything what happened into consideration. How are you dealing with
everything? Killan told me he wants you to make some choices. Yes, I spoke to
Lennier on my way here. He sends his regards. He's a nice fellow, but he never
heard of Monty Python, imagine that!"
Marcus' tension began to disappear as he listened to
William's babbling. William knew that it would relax Marcus. It always worked.
Filling his glass once more, he looked at his brother. Marcus seemed kind of
lost, but chuckled when he told his brother to leave the Minbari alone.
" Don't you corrupt Lennier! We happen to like
him the way he is!" Marcus reached for his glass and sipped. He wasn't
much of a drinker and was careful in handling the alcohol.
" Marcus, let's get serious here. Have you made
some decisions yet?"
Rubbing his temples, Marcus wondered why William was
here in the first place. " Not really. I made an appointment with Killan
to talk to him tomorrow but,.."
William cut him short. He shifted his body and
Marcus noticed the brief expression of pain on his brother's face. William's
voice was soft when he addressed Marcus. " I can't tell you what to do,
but I know that you have to let go of any guilt you might feel for what
happened on Arisia two years ago. It wasn't your fault I was left behind. I did
notice the look in your eyes every time the subject came up."
Placing the now empty glass on the table, Marcus
looked at his brother.
But William wasn't finished yet and continued.
" The day that I left Minbar to convince you to join the rangers, Sinclair
made the oddest remark. He told me put my trust in you, as he did. It was
almost like he knew you even before he met you."
" Knowing Sinclair there is a possibility that
he did know things about me."
For the first time that evening, it was William who
looked confused " How?"
Marcus felt hesitant to explain to William why he
and Sinclair were connected in that strange way. " Killan told me that
Sinclair is a Dream weaver as well."
" That would explain a few things....by the
way, where is Sinclair? He kind of disappeared, that's what I was told. Delenn
is going to be the new Ranger One?" William had not yet managed to figure
out what had happened to Sinclair. He heard that he had vanished during a
mission. The fact that Marcus sighed and clutched his head, told him that there
was more to the story than he knew.
Accepting the fact that William wouldn't shut up
before he knew everything, Marcus started to tell him about their mission to
save Babylon 4. He wondered how Willie would react to the news that Sinclair
and Valen were the same person.
The bed was so soft that Susan didn't want to get
up. She stretched lazily and she remembered the intimate moments between her
and Marcus. Susan was determined to get him some more practice in bed in the
course of the day. Nodding her head, she decided that this was the best time
she ever had. Unwilling to get out of bed, she untangled her hair with her
hands. Marcus had made quite a mess of it earlier. Finally Susan got out of bed
and started to brush her hair when she caught voices, coming from the living
room. She stopped brushing and went over to the staircase. Susan didn't want to
eavesdrop, but when she heard William's voice, her curiosity was wakened. He
was urging Marcus to let go of all guilt and she sat down on the floor,
listening intensely. Then Marcus took over, telling his brother about the
mission to rescue Babylon 4. Her mind drifted back to that day. Marcus had
offered to take the station back in time. It had touched her that day and she
now realized that she had been relieved when Sinclair told them that he had to
do that. Looking back, she would have lost the love of her life, had Sinclair
allowed Marcus to take the station back. Susan rose to her feet and moved to
the doorway. They were way too caught up in their conversation to notice her
presence. Marcus was wearing his ranger cloak once more and he was wringing his
hands nervously.
"So, correct me if I'm wrong, but Sinclair and
Valen are one and the same? Dear God! I never suspected that." William was
wildly shaking his head. What had his brother been up to? He had left the
colony to have an interesting life and now it seemed like Marcus was the one
who had been dealing with all the dangers threatening them. William was
starting to see why Sinclair had wanted Marcus to join them so badly.
" That reminds me.....Sinclair left me a note
before he traveled back into time." Marcus searched the pockets of the
ranger cloak. He knew he had slipped it in one of his pockets before leaving
for Susan's quarters. It had to be somewhere. ”I wonder what he wrote on that
piece of paper. Bugger, most have lost it and I promised him to read it!"
Susan took some steps into the room and her voice
rang out in the silence when she spoke. "Marcus, don't be afraid to dream.
You've nothing to fear from the Dream weaving, but what you bring
yourself."
Marcus stared her in disbelief when she spoke those
words. " You read the note?"
Susan felt a trifle scared for making that
admission, but she nodded. " It fell from onto the floor when you were
taking a shower at my place. I didn't intend to pry, but.....it kind of
unfolded itself."
Avoiding his eyes, she focused on William's instead.
He blinked at her. She was distracted by the gesture and felt a bit awkward.
" Don't worry about it love. I could never be
angry with you." Seeing her uncomfortable like this, tore at his heart.
Marcus walked over to her and took her in his arms. Susan's voice was a mere
whisper.
" Looks to me like Sinclair tried telling you
which road to choose. He tells you to dream...."
Marcus hid his face, letting his long dark hair fall
in front of it. He didn't want them to see the uncertainty in his eyes. He felt
unworthy of all that attention. Then Susan shattered the silence for the second
time..
" Marcus, what if Sinclair has other plans in
store for you? Things we don't know about?"
Marcus held her close, relishing the warmth her body
gave him. He didn't want to think about her words, because he was so scared
that there WERE schemes, he didn't know about.
" Are we ready to leave?"
The voice startled him for one moment, then the
furry creature released some strange clicking noises from his throat. This one was
making him very nervous and he wished his brothers were here to help him with
the calculations. " Not yet...will be... Zathras needs to be sure
calculations are correct... or we'll be stuck in time... Zathras need more
time..."
" Hurry my friend, for our time is precious and
they are moving in on our friend."
Zathras mumbled something and shook his head. "
The One very impatient... Zathras will try..."
ENCOUNTERS
PART 27 OF ?
The Hall of Dreams was empty. None of the tilted
beds were occupied and Marcus wondered what he was going to say to the ancient
Minbari priest. During the night, sleep had eluded him and he had stared at
Susan's beautiful face the entire time. Sometimes he had heard sounds coming
out of the living room where William was spending the night. He had risen from
the bed before Susan or William were awake and he made the way to temple on
foot. It took him 20 minutes to reach the temple. The sun was once again
shining and the thunderclouds from the night before had vanished. Marcus' mind
was in turmoil. There was a serenity in this temple that soothed his confused
soul. He recognised the comforting feeling. Sinclair had possessed an air like
this, which had calmed him every time he thought he was going mad, thinking of
William's death. Waiting for Killan, he looked out of the window. In the
distance, he saw the outline of the ranger training centre. Memories flashed in
his mind, when he thought of days gone by. He felt like he was closing a
chapter in his life, only to start a different one. What had the future in
store for him?
" You wanted to talk to me, child?" Killan
approached him slowly.
Marcus held his breath. The Dream weaver looked worn
and much older since he had seen him the last time. " Yes, but are you
feeling alright? You look.... tired."
" I AM tired, child." The Minbari leaned
against the wall and studied the human's face. He noticed the changes in the
green eyes.
" Then we should have this conversation another
time, when you're rested."
The Minbari felt touched when he heard the concern
in Marcus' words. Sinclair had made a wise decision in choosing this human.
" Child, age is no disease and no use waiting for me to grow young again.
We need to talk now." He nodded, urging Marcus to continue the
conversation.
" I've been thinking about what happened
lately. I realize that I've to make some choices."
" Yes. " Killan refrained from pushing the
human ranger into a certain direction. Marcus had to reach a decision on his
own.
" Being a ranger means a lot to me, but I know
now that I only joined them because I promised my brother to do so. When I was
brought here, I had the strange feeling that I was coming home after a very
long time. I know that I belong here, but...I don't know how to choose. "
" You can have both, that's the third
possibility."
" Both?"
Sensing Marcus' confusion, Killan moved closer and
laid a gentle hand on the human's shoulder. This was it, the moment he and
Sinclair had waited for. He was old and he desperately needed the certainty
that Marcus was going to succeed him in leading the Dream weavers. Marcus
didn't understand and his eyes pleaded with the Minbari to tell him about this
third possibility. Killan sighed. " The Dream weavers have been trained in
the way of the warrior for the past 1000 years. That was Valen's wish. Valen
wanted the Dream weavers to aid the rangers. Together they'll fight the
darkness the Shadows brought over this universe."
" Dream weaver? Trained to be warriors? I was
told that they stayed in temple all their lives."
" Some of us do. The older ones like myself
never leave temple. But now the time of war is upon us and the Dream weavers
need to do whatever they can to stop the Shadows. Once a Dream weaver is
asleep, the Shadows can easily be destroyed. "
Marcus was trying hard to understand everything
Killan was telling him. " Does that mean that the Dream weavers are some
kind of rangers?"
" Yes, you can look at it that way."
Marcus considered everything he had heard and he
knew that his decision as made. " Then I'll join the Dream weavers."
Killan smiled when he heard those words. There was
no way Marcus could escape his destiny. Now it was time for the hardest bit of
this conversation. “ You'll do more than join them. I'm old and I'll soon pass
beyond the veil. I need a successor. You'll lead them as their Azharani."
" WHAT?" Marcus' eyes flashed dangerously,
facing the priest. He knew the ancient term Azharani. It meant Dream catcher
and prophecy told that when the time was right, the Azharani would lead the
Dream weavers into battle.
" You can't be serious! The Dream catcher is
said to possess an ancient Minbari soul and last time I checked, I was still
human."
" But a human with a very old Minbari soul. You
can't fight this, Marcus. Sinclair knew who you were the first time he lay eyes
on you."
" No...no..." The words were mere
whispers. Marcus was struggling against Destiny's bony hands, reaching out for
him. " Why me?" Marcus covered his eyes with his hands. He didn't
want to be a leader. Marcus felt Killan's warm fingers on his hands, pulling
them gently away. They stood there, looking into each other's eyes for some
time. Marcus felt how he began to calm down.
" Come, there is something you need to
see."
The ranger followed the priest. They left the Hall
behind them. Marcus was surprised when they entered another building. He held
his breath when he saw several Minbari practising the pike. They all wore green
tunics and capes.
" The rangers and the Dream weavers are meant
to fight together. They will watch each other's back."
Marcus watched the Minbari practice and his hands
itched to extend his own pike and to join them. Suddenly the young Dream
weavers sensed that they weren't alone any longer and they stopped the exercise.
Marcus felt all eyes on him. He was nervous and wanted to leave, but Killan
stopped him. " They need a compassionate leader, a warrior who is also a
Dream weaver... We need YOU, Marcus."
Realizing that the Minbari were staring at him,
Marcus nodded to Killan. This was the hardest decision and commitment he ever
made, but if Killan and Sinclair were certain that he was the one to lead the
Dream weavers, he couldn't fight them. The old priest seemed satisfied when he
stepped forward.
" Children, our waiting has come to an end. The
Azharani has accepted to lead us. I present to you, Marcus Cole."
" Master Killan asked me to help you get
dressed." Lennier walked into the room, that Killan had assigned to Marcus
as his own. The Minbari's gaze was filled with respect when he put the new
uniform onto the chair. Marcus turned, hearing Lennier enter the room. Killan
had told him that from this moment on he was the new official leader of the
Dream weavers. He would be proclaimed as such to the rest of the universe at
Delenn's inauguration as Ranger One.
Marcus stared at the uniform and finally touched the
smooth, silk fabric. Green pants and shirt and a cape in a slightly darker
shade of green, made out the uniform. " No more turtleneck shirts, I
guess." Marcus had grown rather fond of those shirts. "Did I make the
right decision, Lennier? What if I 'm not fit to be a leader? I don't want to
get them killed."
" You were chosen for reasons not known to us.
Perhaps you should put your trust in Sinclair's judgement." There was
little Lennier could do to sooth the troubled human.
Picking up his new uniform, Marcus looked into
Lennier's eyes. " I can get dressed myself, Lennier."
The young acolyte nodded and was about to leave the
room when he faced Marcus once more. " It's an honor to know and serve
you." Lennier bowed and went to find Tarabas.
Marcus was alone and he began to undress.
Reverently, he placed the ranger uniform on a chair. The fabric of his new
uniform was sensually soft and seemed to caress his skin. ** It'll take me some
time to get used to this.** He fastened the clasp of his cape and looked in the
mirror. It was almost like another person was staring back at him. He longed to
put the old uniform back on, but the choice had been made and there was no way
back. The pin was already attached to the front of the cape and he studied the
design; two large green eyes were set against a star sparkled sky. It was the
same size his ranger pin had been and he was surprised when he realized that
every Dream weaver he had encountered this far, had green eyes. Opening the
door, he realized that the time had come to tell Susan everything that had
happened to him. He wondered how she was going to deal with his 'promotion'.
Susan was glad to have William off her back. The ranger had been called
to the ranger Training Facility and she enjoyed the silence in the house. She
hoped Marcus would return soon. In her heart she had always known that he would
choose the Dream weavers. In the back of her head she wondered what Sinclair's
plans for Marcus were. She was getting used to his elaborate plans and
scheming. The sunset was one of very rare beauty and she couldn't tear her eyes
away when she heard the soft footsteps in the sand. Without turning around, she
knew that it was Marcus. She would recognise his scent, his presence
everywhere.
" Susan, love?"
Sighing, she abandoned the golden sea and looked up
at the man she had come to love. He was wearing a different uniform. " You
made your choice?"
Marcus lowered himself onto the sand, sat down
behind her and wrapped his arms around her. Pulling her close, he felt her soft
skin beneath his fingers and he kissed the back of her neck. " Yes."
He was searching for the right words to say when she surprised him.
" Lennier told me about you being their
Azharani. "
" We'll be able to be together. I'll be
stationed on Babylon 5." His fingers found her collarbone and he pressed
his lips against her neck, sucking the flesh gently. Her skin turned into
gooseflesh.
" Don't you dare give me another hickey! I'll
be going back to work in C&C soon and the last thing I want is the crew
giving me strange looks because I'm covered in hickeys!"
" Sorry, love."
Her hands were moving over the fabric of his shirt
and little jolts of electricity spread through his body. " When do we have
to leave?"
" Tomorrow morning, love."
She turned in his embrace, pushed him flat on his
back and straddled him. Her hands quickly found him through the fabric of his
pants. The look on her face was one of desire. " Then let's not waste one
minute of it."
He couldn't agree more when her hungry lips brushed
his.
Tarabas remembered Killan's last minute instructions
as he made sure that Marcus was sleeping soundly. He had escorted Marcus to the
White Star's sleeping quarters. Killan had told him that Marcus needed to rest
as much as possible. Although Marcus seemed to have made a complete recovery,
Tarabas looked at the situation with caution. Marcus had been through a lot and
had a tendency to overestimate his strength. Watching over their new Azharani,
he felt honored to serve him. As a Shadaikin he would guard Marcus' life as
long as he lived.
Susan was harassing the Minbari crew on deck.
Lennier tried to convince her to get some rest as well, but discovered that
Ivanova was still headstrong. In the end, there was nothing left to do, but to
give in. Susan sat down in the command chair and waited eagerly for Babylon 5
to appear on screen. Only now she realized that she had missed the station and
her friends. " How much longer?"
" Our ETA is 30 minutes." Lennier was also
eager to dock and to get Ivanova off his back. The Minbari wondered where
William had disappeared to. William Cole was studying the White Star design. He
wanted to learn as much as possible of this mixture of Vorlon and Minbari
technology. After his long absence from the rangers for 2 years, he knew that
there was a lot of stuff he had to catch up with.
Susan was relieved when Babylon 5 finally appeared
on screen. She expected Lt. Corwin to greet them, but it was John and Michael
who welcomed her back.
" Susan, it's good to have you back. "
" It's nice to have a place to come home
to." Her words surprised both officers and their only response was a nod.
After the ship docked, they split up. William wanted
to see Cecilia and Lennier went in search of Delenn. There were a lot of things
to discuss and the two of them also needed to start the preparations for both
of the ceremonies tomorrow. Delenn would become the new Ranger One and Marcus
Azharani.
" Susan, Marcus!"
Ivanova recognized the voices immediately.
Garibaldi, Sheridan and Franklin waved at them. She waited for them to come
closer. Suddenly she felt Marcus taking some steps back, withdrawing from her.
She gave him a curious look and sensed what was wrong. He wasn't sure she
wanted the whole station to know that they had become that close. Acting on
impulse, she snatched his waist and pulled him close to her. She wanted to make
a statement once and for all. Reluctantly, he gave in.
Marcus was touched when she pulled him closer. It
had to be hard for her, showing her feelings in public, and he admired her
courage. Looking at their friends faces told him that they weren't that amazed.
The three of them were grinning.
" Captain, it's good to be back."
" Lt. Corwin will be thankful that he doesn't
have to deal with all problems in C&C alone anymore. The guy is about to
have a nervous breakdown." Sheridan accepted her hug and gazed at Susan.
His second in command had definitely changed. The expression in her eyes was
soft and there was a kind smile on her face.
" Then I'll go and help him out. Marcus?"
Susan turned and looked at his green eyes.
" Go ahead, love. There is a lot of stuff I
need to attend to. Dinner at 2000? My place?" Ignoring Garibaldi's stare,
Susan kissed Marcus hard on his lips. There was a grin on her face when she
left the docking area.
" Well, Marcus. I think you'll have to fill us
in on a lot of things."
" I will, Captain. Can I make one more stop?
I'll come to your office."
" Fine with me. I have to pick up Delenn
anyway. Michael, Stephen are you coming?"
" Actually....can I borrow Stephen for some
time? I need to ask him some questions."
" Why not?" The Captain eyed the young
man, no longer clad in a ranger uniform. **Something is different about Marcus.
He seems to be more mature, more serious and there is certain strength in those
eyes I never noticed before. **
Stephen felt slightly uncomfortable accompanying
Marcus to Medlab. The former ranger hadn't given him any reason why he wanted
to go to med lab. Stephen also noticed the changes in his friend.
" How is Bester?"
" AH, Bester.... now that's an interesting
story." Stephen showed Marcus to med lab 2. The Psi Cop was lying in a
bed. " I don't know what went wrong. I operated on the PPG burn and that
wound is healing nicely. But it appears there was another injury."
His curiosity aroused, Marcus wondered what injury
Stephen was referring to.
" During his fall, he hit his head badly. There
was severe internal brain damage and we had to do some surgery. The brain is a
very sensitive area to operate in."
The puzzled expression in Stephen's eyes told him
that there was more to come.
"After the surgery... he regained consciousness
and we did some tests. Although he has the telepathic gene, that part of his
brain that made telepathy possible has been severely damaged. "
" Stephen, are you telling me that..."
" He isn't a teep any longer."
ENCOUNTERS PART 28 OF ?
Troubled dreams were whirling around in Marcus'
subconscious. They came from the former Psi Cop. The dreams were nightmares in
which Bester desperately tried to reach out to Carolyn. " Is he ever going
to regain consciousness?"
Marcus couldn't help walking over to the bed. There
was a lot of pain in Bester's mind and he was drawn to it. He hated seeing
people in pain like this.
" I honestly don't know. The extent of the
brain damage is severe. Psi Corps sent me a message that they're coming to get
him in a couple of days. Perhaps they can help him. They know so much more
about telepathy and how it works."
A sad smile crossed Marcus' features. Bester had
tried to trap his mind and now the Psi Cop was caught in a similar situation.
Marcus would never forget the pain he endured at Bester's hands, when the Psi
Cop tried to make him surrender, but he couldn't stand to see the man in misery
like this. He had learned that reaching out for people's dreams had become much
easier these last couple of days, even if he was awake. Marcus hid his presence
in Bester's dream and began to take control of the nightmare.
Bester stared in bewilderment at his changing
surroundings. Instead of the cold cryo storage facility, he found himself
sitting in a garden. The nightmare had vanished and in his clouded mind he was
wondering why. Bits and pieces of what had happened earlier tried to surface,
but there was a barrier he couldn't get through. He had no other choice than to
go along with whatever was happening. He realized that he was dreaming and
there was something he needed to remember about dreams and a certain Romany,
but he was clueless.
" Alfred?"
He turned around and saw the loveliest sight he had
ever seen. Her fair hair shone like gold and there was a blinding love in her
gorgeous eyes. " Carolyn?" She ran towards him and he opened his arms
to catch her. Bliss took hold of him, as he wrapped his arms around the woman
he loved. She was carrying his child and he gently rubbed her stomach, which was
showing her pregnancy. He was happy and all reason to find out why this was
happening to him, quickly disappeared.
Stephen Franklin knew that something was going on,
but what? Bester's readings had slightly changed, indicating that he was
dreaming. The doctor looked at Marcus and saw him sway on his feet.
Instinctively, he reached out to catch Marcus, should he fall. " Hey, take
it easy! What the hell do you think you're doing? I don't have a bed to spare
in Medlab."
Stephen remembered a time, not so long ago, when his
friend had been exhausted. He could tell by the look in Marcus' eyes, that he
still lacked some of his usual strength.
" I'm fine, Stephen. I just made sure that the
nightmares wouldn't return. Nobody deserves to be tortured by them."
" Marcus, have you forgotten what the bastard
did to you? God only knows what his plans were for you. If we hadn't gotten in
there in time...! Do you remember the state you were in? Susan was hysterical
and then you decide to help HIM?" His voice was trembling with disbelief
as he confronted his friend.
Marcus stared at the floor. He heard every word
Stephen said, but he didn't feel that kind of hate towards Bester any longer.
The former telepath was no longer a threat. He looked at Stephen and pleaded
with him to understand.
" Stephen, you know that I'm a Dream weaver.
Part of that means that I want to help people fight their bad dreams. I had to
do this.... It’s who I am. And if I lived only for revenge, that would make me
no better than him."
Shaking his head, Stephen placed a hand on Marcus'
shoulder. " I think that I'll never understand you." The doctor
sighed and focused on his friend. Marcus looked pale and he had definitely lost
weight. " Let's forget about Bester for a moment. How are you doing? Last time
I saw you, you were a complete mess."
Unable to get away from the doctor's prying eyes,
Marcus decided to give in gracefully. While Stephen scanned him, he told the
doctor everything that had happened on Minbar. There was an odd expression in
Stephen's eyes as he laid aside the scanner and listened to his friend. "
So Sinclair is still scheming behind the scenes? Well, on the other hand, I do
think you'll make a pretty good leader."
" Thanks, Stephen. Can I go now? I still have
to report to the Captain."
Trying to hide his blush, Marcus was almost out the
door, when Stephen answered him.
" Just take it easy, Marcus. You're still
recovering."
** Take it easy...Someone should tell Sinclair that
I need some rest. He's the one who got me into this mess in the first place.**
" Delenn? I had a hard time finding you. Why
aren't you in the war room? We still have Marcus' report to listen to."
Captain John Sheridan's expression was concerned, when he saw the distant look
in Delenn's eyes. Something was wrong. Delenn was good at hiding things, but
this time she couldn't quite pull it off. The Minbari Ambassador was standing
in a corridor, staring at the wall as if it had been animated and had been
talking to her.
" Sorry, John. I was pondering some things for
the ceremony tomorrow." She saw that he didn't believe her. Glad, that he
didn't push matters, she fell into step beside him as they made their way to
the war room. Delenn was upset, very upset. She had been on her way to the war
room, when HE appeared. One glance had told her that he was furious and he
meant every word he said. His words still rang in her mind. * I'm sworn to stop
you, Delenn. A religious zealot, trying to fill the power vacuum she created,
leading the rangers.....is a bad idea.* Neroon's eyes had been filled with a
strange hate and perhaps even jealousy. Delenn knew that Neroon had wanted to
lead the rangers into battle. She lacked the courage to tell him that she was
going to share that command with a human Dream weaver. In a certain way, the
warrior had frightened her. She wasn't scared for her own well-being, but she
worried for Marcus. She pretended to listen to what John was telling her, but
in her mind she was trying to find a solution. The Warlord had threatened to kill
her to keep her from becoming Entil' Zha. She was sure he wouldn't refrain from
killing Marcus as well, should the warrior learn about the new leader of the
Dream weavers. Neroon was dangerous. During the time he had been a member of
the Grey Council, she had learned never to underestimate him. And yet, Sinclair
had expressed his faith in the Minbari warrior. Sinclair. The name made her
angry. She hardly ever felt angry, but Sinclair's scheming was starting to
annoy her greatly. She decided that she would confide in Lennier and perhaps
her aide would know a solution. Walking into the war room, she saw Marcus,
pacing the room. She had to find a way to disable Neroon. Their future was at
stake!
Neroon was walking the dark corridors of Down Below.
Anger filled every part of his body. The right to lead the rangers was reserved
for the Warrior Caste! Delenn had withstood his assault on her integrity and he
had wavered for one second. He wanted to believe that she was a power hungry
zealot, but the conversation had never given him any proof for that assumption.
He had always respected Dukhat's favorite, but he feared the balance between
the 3 Castes on Minbar would be disrupted, should she became Ranger One. He
slammed his fist into the wall. As if things hadn't been bad enough, he had
been told that master Killan had resigned as leader of the Dream weavers.
Neroon hissed , when he heard who his chosen successor was. A human! A former
ranger named Marcus Cole! These humans were getting too much power and tainted
the Minbari purity. ** I'll have to kill them both. That's the only sane
solution.** He didn't expect his conscience to answer him.** And in killing
them, you'll start a civil war! Is that what you want? There will be blood
between the Warrior and the Religious Caste and the humans. The Dream weavers
will want to avenge the death of their Chosen One.** Sighing, he wished their
Azharani wasn't a human. Killing the new leader of the Dream weavers was bad
enough, but now that new leader turned out to be their Azharani. The leader who
they had been waiting for, for a thousand
years. Valen had foretold his coming. Killing the
Dream catcher would infuriate a lot of Minbari. Even his parents to respect had
raised him and, if necessary, protect a Dream weaver. Neroon tried to silence
his conscience. ** He is only human. They will not risk everything they've
built over the years for a mere human.** But he was having doubts and his mind
was only echoing them. ** You know that Minbari souls are being born into human
bodies. You were there when they discovered Sinclair owned a Minbari soul. The
rumors that Sinclair and Valen are the same......listen to them!** " I
will not listen to them!" Neroon hissed the words and stopped walking when
his senses told him that he wasn't alone anymore.
" Then why not listen to me?"
Turning around, he saw a human male standing in
front of him. The man was no stranger to him. Though they had never met, Neroon
knew his name. " Morden, what do you want?" Neroon felt repulsed by
the mere presence of the Shadow agent. He sucked in his breath, as he succeeded
in making out some of the shadowy shapes, swirling around Morden. He felt the
sickening presence of the Shadows and had to use all the discipline he could
muster not to do something stupid. He was a warrior, he could deal with this.
" I'm here to offer you a deal. "
Neroon managed to stay calm. He was a strategist at
heart and perhaps he could use Morden for his own scheming.
" What deal? And keep those monstrosities away
from me!"
The Shadows retreated a bit and Morden smiled his
sick grin. " You don't want Ambassador Delenn to take the position of
Ranger One. I understand that. The Warrior Caste should lead the rangers. YOU
should lead them."
Neroon knew that Morden was trying to play him and
pretended not to see through the scheme. He waited for the Shadow agent to
continue the conversation, knowing he had to learn everything he could from
Morden.
" We'll eliminate her for you, if you do us a
favor."
** Ah, here it comes,....what do they want? Why do
they need me?**
" We want Marcus Cole dead. "
** The truth at last. They're after the human. Why?
Do I smell fear in his words? ** " Why? What's a mere human to you? You
can kill him easily. I'm sure your Shadow friends possess enough strength to
quickly end his life." Neroon noticed the moment of hesitance in Morden
and realized in that second, that they feared the human Dream weaver. The
Warlord suddenly remembered another rumor that started to spread, when he left
Minbar: the Dream weavers were going to take part in the war against the
Shadows. The rumor was about the fact that Dream weavers were able to destroy
Shadows when asleep. ** What if this human, this Marcus Cole, IS their Chosen
One?** It would explain why the Shadows would turn to a Minbari Warlord for
help. Neroon stalled a few more moments, deciding on a strategy. He wanted the
Shadows to believe that they had found a new ally in him. That way, he could
get them off his back. Neroon's mind searched all possibilities and decided to
let Morden believe he had made a new friend. In the mean time, he would seek
out this human Dream weaver and see for himself whether or not he was the
Chosen One. He realized that his decision implied that he would have to trust
Delenn. There was no way out. Neroon would rather die than betray his own
people. He would never ally himself with the enemy, the Shadows, never! "
I accept. I'll kill this human."
" And we'll also keep our word. Just moments
before Delenn will be proclaimed Ranger One, my friends here will draw all life
out of her."
Neroon barely managed to hide his loathing. He was
relieved when Morden and his abominations left. He leaned against the wall for
support. Morden and the Shadows were very keen on killing Marcus Cole.
Wondering about this new situation, he made his way to the secluded room where
he knew Marcus Cole would be preparing for the ceremony. He would test the
human.
“The One is worried. Why?" Zathras watched the fabled
Minbari leader pacing the corridor. The both of them had witnessed the
conversation between Morden and Neroon.
" I've seen the future my friend and I meddled
so much that it has become unstable. I no longer know the outcome of this war.
Neroon agreed with Morden's proposition. If he succeeds in murdering Marcus,
this war will drag on for too many years. We'll have to make sure that Delenn
and Marcus aren't going to be killed."
Valen's fingers caressed the two pins he wore on his
brown robes. He had committed himself to the rangers and the Dream weavers ages
ago. He feared for Marcus' life. The Dream weaver was destined to play an
instrumental role in defeating the Shadows. " Zathras?"
The furry creature crooked his head and waited for
instructions. " Yes, Zathras ready..."
"I want you to go to Tarabas. We'll need his
powers to deal with Morden and his associates."
" Zathras will go..." Zathras turned to
leave, then returned. The clicking sounds coming from his throat grew louder
before he addressed the One. " Zathras does not understand... what must
Zathras say to Tarabas? Zathras wished Zathras was here to help Zathras."
Valen smiled kindly and explained his plan to his
friend. As he watched Zathras leave, he heard the alien mutter to himself,
strange noises contorting the words for seconds. Valen knew that Zathras would
do what he was asked and drew his hood over his face. There was a fairly good
chance that he would run into people he knew and he couldn't allow his friends
to discover his presence. The pike slipped in to his hand and he hoped that he
wouldn't have to use it against Neroon. Valen knew that he could defeat the
Minbari warrior, but Neroon would be much more useful if he could be convinced
to join their cause.
The little room was filled with candles and the
fragrance of incense. A tilted bed stood in the centre. Marcus was nervously
pacing the room. He wished Susan could be here as well. After the debriefing,
they had shared dinner and then Tarabas had led him here, explaining that it was
tradition for the Azharani to seclude himself before the ceremony. Marcus knew
that he was supposed to meditate, but his thoughts were one big mess. He still
didn't think he was worthy to be their Azharani. Forcing himself to calm down,
he lay down on the bed. He didn't want to admit how tired he was. Ever since
Bester had trapped his mind in the Net, he felt sleepy. A part of him was
trying to tell him that he needed more rest to deal with everything that had
happened lately. Stephen had been right when he admonished his friend to take
it slow. Closing his eyes, he mused about the fact, that even while he was
awake, he could sense the dreams people had on Babylon 5.
Garibaldi was blindly staring at the security tapes.
He had been busy all day to help set up security measures for the ceremonies
tomorrow. So many things had happened during the day. When Susan and Marcus had
returned the Chief had been stunned to hear about this Dream weaving business.
He didn't quite understand it, but it didn't worry him. He was still wondering
about the evident changes in Susan and Marcus. Garibaldi had never seen Susan
act on her feelings after Talia left. And then Marcus. He looked different in
his new uniform and it had been the first time that Marcus had refrained from babbling
or irritating the hell out of him during a meeting. Garibaldi realized that he
needed some rest, when his eyes started to slam shut.
It seemed that there were no walls holding him back
and Marcus' curiosity won out. When he felt that Garibaldi had fallen asleep
watching the security monitors, Marcus chuckled and couldn't help playing a
little trick on the Chief. He knew of Garibaldi's fondness of cartoon
characters, and although Marcus didn't watch cartoons, he knew some Loony Toons
characters. Marcus knew that he shouldn't be doing this, but Garibaldi had
irritated him a couple of times and this was payback. He carefully entered the
Chief's dream and chose one Toon.
Michael had been enjoying his little catnap, until a
high-pitched voice woke him from his slumber.
" What's up, doc?!"
The Chief's eyes flashed open and he was
flabbergasted to see Bugs Bunny, jumping up and down in Stationhouse. There was
carrot dangling from his mouth and the large eyes were watching him.
"What?" Garibaldi was about to get to his feet when the large rabbit
jumped on to his lap and started to feed him bits and pieces of the carrot.
" You, get off me!” He tried to get the rabbit off him, but Bugs responded
by tickling the Chief. Tears were streaming down Garibaldi's face when the
tickling suddenly stopped. Michael felt the sudden lack of weight on his body
as the rabbit jumped off him, and out of the room. The Chief tried to compose
himself. Still wondering what had happened to him, he detected a soft,
seductive voice coming form behind him.
" Michael? Honey? I definitely need a
backrub."
Swirling around, he halted. His eyes grew big when
he identified the cartoon figure, sitting in a chair behind him. Her legs were
resting on the table and her large eyes, beckoned him to come closer. Betty
Boop was smiling at him. " This is impossible!"
" Don't worry about that." Betty rose from
her chair and checked her much too short dress.
Garibaldi sank into his chair. He loved Toons, as
long as they weren't in his dreams. ** Hey, hold on, I'm dreaming, ain't
I?**All of a sudden, he started to realise what was going on and he just knew
who was behind this. His eyes flashed open, to awake for real this time. "
I'm going to get you for this, Marcus! You can count on that. Payback will be
hell!"
The Dream weaver was a bit disappointed when the
Chief woke up. Marcus heard Garibaldi's threat, still being connected to the
now awakening Chief. Marcus was sure that Garibaldi would find a way to get
even with him for this stunt, but at the moment that threat was the least of
his worries. Opening his eyes, the smile on his face froze. Suddenly, teasing
Michael was history as he discovered that he wasn't alone in the room anymore.
A Minbari, of their Warrior caste, was stalking him. Marcus knew that the
warrior wasn't supposed to be here. There was a cold glow in the Minbari's eyes
that froze the blood in his veins. He tried to get up from the bed, fiddling
for his pike in the process, but the Minbari warrior was faster. Strong hands
slapped the pike from his fingers and pinned him down to the tilted bed. Marcus
told himself to remain calm, but he trembled when he stared into the cat like
eyes. The warrior's voice was rough and firm when he spoke.
" So, human, you're supposed to be Valen's
Chosen One? We'll see."
ENCOUNTERS PART 29 OF ?
Valen hurried down the crowded corridors, praying he
wouldn't be too late.... He would never forgive himself, should Marcus die at
Neroon's hands.
Neroon studied the human's face and was briefly
taken aback when he saw the deep green eyes all Dream weavers possessed. The
human was trying hard to hide the fear he felt, but Neroon saw through the
mask. ** So, he's afraid...but the real question is; why?** Neroon was
surprised that he didn't enjoying seeing the fear in those eyes. Other than the
fear, there was something else hiding in those green orbs. Feeling very humble
all of a sudden, Neroon realized what it was; compassion. " Who are
you?"
Marcus barely managed to whisper the question. The
Minbari's hands were firmly clasped around his throat and he was afraid that he
was going to choke. He struggled for air, but realized that it was in vain. His
body fought the intruder, but the Minbari was so much stronger.
" I'm Neroon and I'm here to stop Delenn. The
Warrior Caste will not allow a Religious leader to claim a command that belongs
to them. The humans are gaining too much influence on Minbar. I'll kill her
first, then I'll come back for you."
Waiting for Marcus' reply, he strengthened the hold
he had on the defenceless human. ** You shouldn't be doing this to a Dream
weaver, human or Minbari. When will you listen to the whispers of your heart?**
Neroon grew angry, when he heard that inner voice berating his actions. He felt
ashamed that he was doing this to Marcus, but it was the only way he knew to
uncover the truth.
Marcus intensified his attempts to break free. One
of Neroon's hands was still choking the life out of him, the other one had
caught his hands and immobilized him. Marcus had to find a way to warn Delenn,
to protect her, but he realized how utterly helpless he was. Minbari were
generally a lot stronger than humans and he knew that Neroon could strangle him
within seconds. " I'll...not...allow you...to kill her!!" Panting the
words had exhausted Marcus and he was about to faint,
when Neroon slightly loosened his grip on his
throat. Marcus' body fought for air and he succeeded in looking at the warrior,
wondering why he was still alive.
Neroon was pleased in a strange way. The human
seemed sincere. Not that the former ranger had any choice. Neroon was certain
that Marcus Cole expected to die and such knowledge made it hard for anyone to
lie. " Why? You're no longer a ranger? What is she to you?"
" A living being.....If I can save her life, I
will.....I was taught....the second principle of sentient life is....,"
Marcus had no more breath left to end the sentence. There was simply no air
left in his lungs and he started to gasp for oxygen. His sight was turning
black. He welcomed the darkness, for it meant that this torture would shortly
come to an end. He didn't expect Neroon to finish the sentence for him.
" Sacrifice."
The Minbari was hovering above him and Marcus
remembered everything he had ever heard about the former member of the Grey
Council. The fight between Neroon and Sinclair had become a legend amongst the
rangers. Delenn and Neroon had quarrelled in the Grey Council...He tried to
remember more, but the lack of oxygen made it hard to focus. Suddenly, Marcus
realized that Neroon was intensely watching him. Why?
" How did you trick master Killan in accepting
you as Azharani? Did you drug him? Intimidate him? Tell me!"
His resistance had been growing weaker and he knew
that he had no chance against Neroon. Marcus closed his eyes, thinking of
Susan. He would never again hold her in his arms. ** Please forgive me, my
love.** The question Neroon was asking him, seemed unimportant now that he was
losing consciousness, but Marcus managed to breathe an answer. " He chose
me... I'm not worthy..."
Neroon felt how Marcus stopped fighting him and
released the human's hands. He removed his hands from Marcus' throat and Marcus
fought for air immediately. Marcus clutched his throat, coughing, fighting to
stay conscious. The Warlord had his answers. He believed the former ranger. The
fact that Marcus had offered his life to save Delenn's had touched Neroon's
heart, a heart he thought of as cold and hard. Neroon turned his back on Marcus
and was determined to find Morden. He was going to make sure that the Shadows
and their puppet were going to stay away from Delenn and Marcus.
Marcus didn't know Neroon's intentions. Fear was
clawing away at him. Marcus was terrified that the Minbari was going to kill
Delenn. He didn't have his pike, but that didn't hold him back. He flung
himself from the bed and found that he was wobbly on his feet. He managed to
cover the distance to Neroon and wasn't aware of the fact that he screamed at
the Minbari warrior, as he attacked him. " We live for the One, we die for
the One!"
Neroon realized too late what was happening. The
human had looked like he had been on the verge of passing out and the Warrior
didn't expect the attack. He never thought that Marcus would try and stop him.
Acting on impulse, he blocked Marcus' attack and in doing so, sent the human
into the wall. Neroon heard the loud thud when body and wall made contact and
he cursed himself for not holding back. Humans were fragile in his view and he
hoped, that he hadn't injured Marcus. He would never forgive himself for
hurting or killing their Azharani, now that he had accepted the truth. Perhaps
there was a way that he could help Marcus and Neroon wanted to hurry to his
side, when the door suddenly opened. Neroon's first thought was that Morden and
his Shadows had come to end what he had started. Then he froze. Neroon
recognised the voice that spoke to him in a determined tone.
" If you have hurt him, I'll set aside the
rules I created and kill you personally, Neroon."
" Sinclair?" Not able to push his body
forward, Neroon could only watch how the Minbari ran towards Marcus. The
Minbari checked the human's vital signs. A sigh of relief went through the room
as he found a pulse.
" I'm not Sinclair, not anymore." The
Minbari rose to his feet and faced Neroon.
The warrior briefly considered that he had lost his
mind, as he saw the distinct Minbari features on a face that still bore the
characteristics of Ambassador Sinclair. " So, it's true??" Neroon had
never been able to believe that Sinclair and Valen was the same person.
" Yes, I traveled back in time and used the
same device Delenn did. I am Valen."
Hearing that holy name, triggered something inside
the warrior. He fell to one knee and realized how stupid he had been. There was
no more doubt in his mind that Marcus was Valen's Chosen One. Neroon wondered
how he could have been so stupid, so blind? " I was blinded by jealousy. I
wanted to lead the rangers myself. Did I hurt him?" Neroon rose to his
feet and was hesitant to approach Valen or Marcus. He knew he was to blame if
the Dream weaver had been hurt.
" He's unconscious, but he's strong. He'll be
fine. " Valen lifted Marcus in his arms and placed him on the tilted bed,
trying to assess if he could trust Neroon. Valen remembered the fear he had
felt, when he saw how Neroon had sent Marcus flying through the air. He was
afraid that he had failed his friend. His first instinct had been to protect
Marcus from the Warlord, but when he saw Neroon's facial expression, he knew that
it had not been Neroon's intention to strike the human. He was relieved to find
that he hadn't misjudged Neroon in the past, when they had fought. There seemed
to be very strong sense of honor in Neroon's soul.
Marcus moaned, when he felt hands lifting him. The
only thing he could think about was, that he had failed Delenn. He hadn't been
able to stop Neroon. His chest hurt and he shifted position on the bed to
lessen the ache. His mind was trying to get to the surface of consciousness,
but the blackness pushed him down again. He smiled briefly as he heard
Sinclair's voice. Marcus figured he must have hit his head when Neroon smashed
him against the wall. That was why he was hearing things.
The two Minbari looked at Marcus, when they heard
the stifled laugh. Valen's heart went out to the former ranger.
" Neroon, call for the doctor and stay with him
until the med team arrives. I can't be found here. " Valen eyed the
Warlord. He hoped that Neroon had made his choice for once and forever. "
I trust you Neroon...."
" You can trust me. I won't disappoint
you."
" I hope so, otherwise I'll come back and kick
your butt back to Minbar." Some of his old Earthforce humor surfaced and
he smiled when he saw the serious expression on Neroon's face. The Minbari had
pulled through. As Valen left the room, he knew that Neroon would die defending
Marcus or Delenn, if necessary.
Neroon alerted Medlab and was told that it would
take them some minutes to get there. The doctor instructed him to keep Marcus
from moving. As long as the extent of the damage wasn't clear, Marcus had to
lie still. Thankfully, Marcus didn't move and Neroon kept a close eye on him.
Slowly, the Minbari was starting to realize and accept what had happened in
this room during the last ten minutes. He had hurt the Azharani, when he had
smashed him against the wall and then Valen had appeared from out of nowhere to
help his Chosen One.** Valen... I know the truth now... we're of the SAME blood
and heart. ** He studied the lines of suffering on Marcus' face. He had wronged
this Chosen One. Neroon didn't know what to do or say when Marcus opened his
eyes.
Opening his eyes hurt more than he thought it would and he wished he had
kept them closed in the first place. Neroon was still hovering above him and
Marcus knew he couldn't fight him. He was too weak, the Minbari had won.
“ If you have to kill me, end it quick."
" Don't be afraid. It was never my intention to
hurt you. You surprised me."
Marcus was astonished. That wasn't the answer he
expected to hear. " So, you're not going to kill Delenn?"
" No, I'm not going to kill either one of you.
Now rest, I think you took a pretty bad blow." He used the same tone when
explaining something to his little daughter, the only person who had meant
something to him until now. Neroon hardly understood the transformation he was
going through. All anger seemed to have disappeared and his only concern was
for this human. He realized that Valen had given him something he had missed
since his beloved wife had died in childbirth. He had been given a new purpose
in life. His dedication to fight for what was right was once more guiding his
actions, instead of the cold hatred and jealousy he had been feeling these last
days.
Now that he wasn't in any apparent danger any
longer, Marcus felt the pounding ache in his chest. Neroon still made him feel
uncomfortable, but by looking into the Warlord's eyes, he could tell that he
wasn't in danger. Marcus felt sick, he had to throw up. It seemed that the meal
he'd shared earlier with Susan was fighting its way back.
" What's wrong?" The concern in Neroon's
voice was real.
Marcus wondered about the change of heart the
Warrior must have had. Marcus doubled over on the bed and emptied his stomach.
In the meantime he was surprised to sense Neroon supporting him, making sure he
wasn't going to suffocate.
Neroon felt truly useless. There was nothing he
could do, except to make sure that Marcus wasn't going to choke. He sighed the
moment the med team entered the room.
Stephen had no idea what had happened. The only
thing he knew was that a Minbari had called a med team to help Marcus Cole.
Signalling his assistants, he walked over to Marcus, who was still throwing up.
" What happened?" Stephen eyed the Minbari, who was helping Marcus.
He was sure that he had never seen him before and he wondered why the man was
here.
" We had an misunderstanding. I accidentally
knocked him down. I forgot how fragile you humans are. "
" What, a misunderstanding....?" Stephen
didn't believe the Minbari. He peeked at Marcus, who had stopped vomiting.
Neroon was still supporting him, helping him to remain sit upright. "
Marcus? Is he telling the truth? " ** Or else I'm going to get Michael up
here to throw him into the brick.**
" He's speaking the... truth... a misunderstanding."
" Alright, let's get you to Medlab, before you
pass out again. I want to run some scans and do some tests. You don't seem too
badly injured, but I want to be sure."
Marcus nodded weakly. He was fighting to stay awake.
A furious voice spoke out from behind him. He was glad that the anger wasn't
aimed at him. " Neroon! "
Delenn took in the situation in front of her and
realized what must have happened.
" I can explain, Entil'Zha."
Delenn halted, when she heard him call her Ranger
One. Only hours ago, he had been willing to kill her to prevent her from
leading the rangers. "This had better be good, Neroon." Walking over
to Marcus, she noticed the foul stench and greenish color on his face. She
gently squeezed Marcus' clammy hand, when she addressed Stephen Franklin.
" How bad is he?"
" I expect him to have some bruised ribs, but
he looks fine to me. I'm going to check him out in Medlab. You'll take care of
him?" Stephen motioned to Neroon, who was waiting to explain everything to
Delenn.
" I will, doctor."
Marcus was placed on a gurney and Stephen wondered
what it was about Marcus that got him into trouble time and time again. Marcus
finally surrendered to the darkness and passed out.
Delenn and Neroon were alone. Sheridan had insisted
that he be present during their conversation after he learned that Neroon had
threatened to kill her and Marcus, but Delenn had refused. She needed to do
this her own way. Listening to Neroon's explanation, she tried to remain calm.
When he mentioned the presence of Valen, she gave him a distressed look. He
seemed honest, but she had a hard time believing him. After hearing him out,
she walked over to Neroon, looking straight into his predator like eyes. "
Is this the truth? Did you really see and talk to Valen? How do you know it was
really he?"
" I recognized Sinclair's voice, his eyes.
There is no doubt in my mind that he traveled back in time, to use the device
that turned him into a Minbari. The first time I met him, it struck me that he
talked like a Minbari."
Delenn was quiet for some minutes, pondering the
impact Valen's presence could have had in this time. Apparently he wanted to
make sure Marcus was unharmed. Knowing Sinclair, she admitted that there was a
chance that Neroon WAS telling the truth. Facing Neroon one last time, she
spoke in a firm tone. " I welcome your change of heart, Neroon, though I
must confess I don't know why you changed your mind. If you're truly intent on
fighting the Shadows we must use the contact you had with Mister Morden."
" I understand. In my opinion, he WILL try to
murder Marcus."
" Then we'll just have to be one step ahead of
him. Neroon, you have my permission to go. You know what must be done."
" I'll track Morden down and,...deal with
him."
Shivers ran down her spine, when she heard the
deadly determination in Neroon's voice. The Warlord wasn't going to rest until
the danger had been dealt with.
Zathras had trouble locating the Shaidakin. He found
him at last in Delenn's quarters, discussing the ceremonies, which were going
to take place tomorrow. He was repeating the message Valen had given him over
and over again in his mind, afraid that he was going to forget it. He nervously
pressed the door chime.
" Yes? Who's there?"
Zathras didn't recognize the male voice and
shrugged. " Zathras... need to talk to Tarabas... very urgent. Zathras was
sent by the One..." He hoped that would be sufficient to let him in.
Standing here in the corridor didn't appeal much to him. He was attracting quite
some looks and he knew Valen wanted to keep a low profile.
Inside the room, Delenn couldn't help jumping up
from the couch where she had been sitting, talking to Tarabas. She beckoned
Lennier to open the door. " So, it IS true what Neroon told me!" Delenn
watched as Zathras hesitantly entered her quarters. The odd looking alien
crooked his head and locked eyes with the Shaidakin, recognising his clothing.
" Ah, Zathras pleased he has found you...The
One says this is very urgent...."
He shifted uncomfortably on his feet, trying to
recall the message he was supposed to deliver.
" Who are you?" Tarabas had no idea what
this furry looking alien wanted from him.
" Zathras traveled back in time with the
One..."
It was Delenn who interrupted him, realizing that
Tarabas didn't know the Zathras' brothers. " Zathras is an...associate of
Draal, who is charge of the Great Machine on Epsilon 3. He accompanied Jeffrey
Sinclair into the past. " Delenn looked at Zathras, understanding dawning
in her eyes.
" You and... Valen returned here?"
" Yes, the One very impatient, very
worried."
Tarabas registered the information in a detached
way. He needed to stay calm and couldn't let emotions cloud his view. What is
really true? Had Valen made that trip forward?
" The One warns Tarabas that the Shadows are
moving against Marcus Cole." Zathras used the same words Valen had. He was
proud that he managed to memorize them. He understood the concern in Delenn's
voice when she stared at him.
" The Shadows? There are Shadows on this station?"
ENCOUNTERS PART 30 OF 33
"Take it easy, Marcus. You were unconscious for
half an hour. " William watched his brother as he tried to rise from the
exam bed. Marcus looked ghastly pale, and there was a strange expression in his
clouded eyes. William exchanged a questioning glare with Stephen Franklin, who
was checking the results of the scan, while keeping one eye on Marcus.
Marcus was desperately trying to remember what had
happened before he passed out. Why was he in Medlab and why did his chest hurt
like hell? He closed his eyes and tried to focus. Images drifted back into his
mind, as he began to remember. Neroon, the Minbari warrior had slammed him
against the wall. Then when he woke, the warrior had supported him while he
literally spilled his guts. Confusion washed over him as he remembered the
awkward apology Neroon had offered him, that it hadn't been his intention to
hurt him. Neroon had promised not to kill Delenn and Marcus' troubled mind
calmed down. William and Stephen were looking at him and he felt safe, now that
he wasn't alone any longer. Neroon, sneaking up to him like that, had shaken
him badly. Why hadn't he heard the warrior enter the bloody room?
" Marcus? Talk to me. Are you alright?" **
This must be the first time that I'm actually asking him to talk to me, instead
of trying to shut him up.** Stephen mused about Marcus and decided that he
liked the babbling fool. But they needed to do something about the time Marcus
spent in Medlab. He was still recovering from everything that happened to him
earlier and now some Minbari warrior smashed him against a wall. That
definitely wasn't going to aid the healing process.
" I think I am, but my memory is kind of
blurry. What happened?" Marcus tried to push himself into a sitting
position, but sucked in his breath when he felt a sharp pain piercing his
chest.
Stephen looked concerned when he heard Marcus hiss
due to the pain. " Be careful, Marcus. Your ribs are severely bruised. I
had to bandage them."
Marcus felt the bandages around his chest and
sighed. He simply wanted some rest. Why did everything need to be this
complicated and painful?
" Susan and the Captain are on their way. She
was rather concerned when I contacted her." Stephen watched Marcus close
his eyes. He looked weary and the doctor wondered why Marcus had been alone in
the room in the first place. Wasn't Tarabas supposed to be his guardian?
" I can't leave you alone, can I?"
Marcus' head dropped to his chest, hearing Susan's
tense voice. She dashed into the room and when she was close enough, she gently
took his hand into hers. Marcus peeked at her face to see in what kind of mood
she was. Her eyes were big, but there was no anger in them. He relaxed, perhaps
he could get off the hook easy. " It wasn't my fault, Susan. I don't know
how he got in there. I never heard him enter the room. I should have heard him
sneak up to me. I'm trained to detect an intruder while asleep. "
William's voice rang through the room as he
addressed his brother. He had an idea why Marcus hadn't noticed the intruder.
" Marcus, were you dreaming? Perhaps you were too caught up in that dream
to pay attention to what was going on around you?"
All of a sudden, Marcus remembered Garibaldi
threatening him that he was going to get even with him for putting the Toons in
his dream. He nodded. " I was dreaming, that might be it."
John Sheridan had been listening to the conversation
and decided that it was time to take control of this situation. He had to make
sure that neither Delenn nor Marcus was hurt in any way. He should have taken
charge some time ago. This was his station after all! " That's it! It
seems to me that we need to take action. Susan, you're confined to your
quarters and Zack will stay with you. I'll make sure that there will be
security guards stationed at your door, just in case anyone decides to come
after you to get to Marcus. "
Susan wanted to protest, but Marcus squeezed her
hand. She stared into his eyes and she knew what he was asking her. He wanted
to be sure that she was safe. Reluctantly, she nodded her approval. She heard
Marcus sigh in relief.
" I'll take it upon myself to look after Delenn
and I instructed Tarabas to stay in his guest quarters. He will be watching all
three of you, telepathically. Should anything happen, he can act
immediately," John said.
It sounded like a good plan, but Susan wondered who
was going to watch over Marcus. Sheridan seemed to anticipate that question,
when he stepped aside to allow Garibaldi to enter med lab 2.
"And Michael will be keeping an eye on you,
Marcus."
The Dream weaver clutched his head, forgetting his
bruised ribs and not counting on the pain the movement created. He looked at
Garibaldi and expected to see a grin on his face. After all, this was his
chance to get even with him. Marcus was surprised to see an expression of
concern in the Chief's eyes. Well, perhaps it wouldn't be that bad to have
Garibaldi as a baby-sitter.
Susan kissed Marcus goodbye and ignored the whistle
of approval Michael gave them. Throwing a dirty look in Garibaldi's direction,
she left the room. Zack was waiting for her to take her home. The Captain left
as well, eager to get to Delenn's quarters to see that she was safe. William
lingered a little longer, urging his brother to be careful. Marcus tried to
smile reassuringly at William, but the ranger didn't buy it.
During the next hour, Delenn, Lennier and Tarabas
came by, accompanied by Sheridan. The Captain wasn't planning on leaving
Delenn's side, until everything had been sorted out and resolved. Tarabas
looked uncomfortable. The Shaidakin felt bad about his failure to protect
Marcus and he swore that he would keep some mental taps on Marcus all the time
from now on. This wasn't going to happen again!
Marcus sensed how miserable Tarabas felt and tried
to tell him that it wasn't his fault. But Tarabas knew that it had been his
mistake, no matter what Marcus said. Stephen chased them off, telling them that
Marcus needed the rest. Marcus shivered, when he realised that he was left
alone with Garibaldi, to watch over him.
Tarabas had to make one more stop before he could
settle down in his assigned quarters, close to Marcus and Susan. He understood
the need for him to stay somewhere central so he would be able to get to any of
them, should they be in trouble. It wasn't hard for him to locate Neroon.
The warrior felt the presence close to him. He had
been trained by the best and he lived up to his reputation.
" Show yourself."
Stepping in front of Neroon, Tarabas studied the
Minbari's face. They had met before. "We meet again, Neroon."
" Tarabas." Neroon circled the Shaidakin,
carefully choosing his next words. " You should have protected him
better."
" I know, the fault is mine. That's why I'm
here. I need your help. I can't guard the three of them on my own."
" But you know that it is the Azharani they're
after. You should concentrate on him."
It was the truth and Tarabas acknowledged that. He
hoped that Neroon could be convinced to help him. " I know, but I also
have to worry about the Shadows moving in on him."
Neroon nodded, remembering Morden. He had been
searching Down Below during the last couple of hours, but he had been unable to
get back into contact with Morden. Assessing Tarabas, Neroon realized what it
was, that the Shaidakin wanted from him. " You want me to guard the
Azharani's life? Are you sure about that? I almost killed him. "
" I know you, Neroon. You'll die fighting,
defending him. You are a warrior. I, on the other hand, could do much more if I
was able to chase the Shadows without having to fret about him."
Realizing Tarabas had a valid point, the warrior
nodded. " I'll do it. You better take care of Morden. If I get my hands on
him, he will die a slow and painful death." As the warrior turned to walk
to Marcus' whereabouts, he remembered the first time he and Tarabas had met.
The human had been caught in some Mind Net and Killan had ordered him to bring
the human to him. Neroon had served old Master Killan for two years as part of
his training. Perhaps that was why he had wanted to test Marcus Cole, to see if
he would be a true leader to his people. Neroon had always had a kind of soft
spot for Killan.
Garibaldi watched Marcus struggle to get up from the
bed. It had been Michael's intention to get back at Marcus when Sheridan asked
him to watch over the Dream weaver. The Chief hadn't forgotten about Bugs Bunny
and Betty Boop in his dream, but his intention to tease Marcus faded, as he
heard of the attack on Marcus and his injuries. He had to admit that the dream
hadn't been that bad, that it would justify serious payback. Michael walked
over to Marcus and wanted to help him to get to his feet, when Marcus froze.
There was a worried expression in his green eyes. " What's wrong,
Marcus?"
Damn, it had not been Marcus' intention to show his
hesitance that clearly. The truth was that he expected the Chief to play a
trick on him to get even for that dream. " You must be mad at me... You
know, about the dream. I should apologize for that." Marcus stared at the
floor. It had been such a nice idea at the time. He should have known better.
Now, he had to pay the price for invading the Chief's privacy.
There was a silence and Garibaldi's blue eyes
studied Marcus. He had to admit that he considered Marcus a pain in the ass at
times, but he also thought of him as a friend. It was easy to see that Marcus
was going through a difficult time and Garibaldi knew that the young man needed
to know that there were people watching over for him. " Don't worry about
it, Marcus. In retrospect... it was kind of 'entertaining'." Michael
watched his friend and saw how Marcus relaxed. This time, Marcus accepted his
help and together, they made their way out of med lab. The Chief wanted to play
it safe, so security guards followed them.
" Where are we going? This is not the way to my
quarters?" He had a hard time trying to figure out what Garibaldi's plans
were.
" The first place they'll look for you, are
your quarters. I asked William to stay at your place in case someone shows up.
I'm taking you to my quarters. You'll be safe there and it will take them some
time to figure out where you're hiding."
It was the sensible thing to do, but Marcus wasn't
looking forward to hiding in Garibaldi's quarters. It would be another invasion
of his friend's privacy, but he realized that he was in no position to make
demands. His ribs were killing him and he needed to get off his feet. Luckily,
Garibaldi's quarters were just around the corner. Marcus knew that he had
started to lean heavily on Michael. He was so bloody exhausted.
Punching in his door code, Michael signaled the
security guards to hold their position in the corridor. He eyed Marcus. The
Dream weaver was trying to catch his breath, the walk had drained him. "
Just hold on one more minute, Cole." The door slid open. " Lights,
normal setting." Garibaldi looked at Marcus and knew that he would be most
comfortable lying down on the bed. The Chief remembered the pain broken or
bruised ribs caused from own experience and dragged Marcus towards the bed.
" Just lie down and rest, Marcus."
Opening his eyes, Marcus nearly choked when he saw a
big picture of Daffy Duck, hanging over the bed.** And I thought I was weird!**
He wanted to make a remark about the picture, but refrained from doing so. He
didn't want to aggravate Garibaldi as long as he was his guest. The bed was
soft, but he still cringed when he slightly moved his body.
The Chief noticed the expression of pain on Marcus'
face and searched his pocket for the painkillers Stephen had given him, in case
Marcus would need them. Filling a glass with water, he took two pills out of
the vial and sat down on the bed, next to Marcus. The young man was still awake
and Michael noticed his clenched teeth. " Take these, Marcus. Doctor's
orders."
Marcus complied and tried to sit up. He managed to
get on to his elbows and swallowed the painkillers.
"Now be a good boy and get some sleep, or at
least some rest. Tomorrow will be a tiring day and this might be the last
chance you get to relax."
Lying down, Marcus nodded to his friend. "
Thank you, Mister Garibaldi."
" You can call me Michael, you know."
" Alright Michael, thanks."
Amused, Garibaldi watched Marcus slip into a restful
slumber. He realized this was going to be a long night. It was midnight and he
needed to get some rest himself. After he secured his door with extra
passwords, he settled down into a comfortable chair. The security guards would
be watching the corridor the entire night. He trusted his men and he hoped that
Marcus was going to stay out of his dreams this time. A gentle snoring emanated
from the bed, telling Garibaldi that Marcus was soundly asleep. Good, the
medication worked. He hadn't bothered to tell Marcus that the painkillers also
contained some mild sleeping medicine.
Valen was undecided on his course of action. It
still bothered him that he never had the chance to say goodbye to Michael in
person. Yes, he had sent his friend a message when he left with Delenn to save
Babylon 4, but it felt inappropriate to leave his comrade in arms like this. He
paced the small room, he had rented in Down Below. Zathras was at Delenn's
quarters and Valen savored the time alone. It gave him the perfect opportunity
to think. He froze in his pacing as he made his call. Drawing the hood over his
face, he went to look for Michael. This time, he was going to do things right.
He didn't expect the security guards in the
corridor, watching the Chief's quarters. The only reason for security being
there, was that Marcus was inside Michael's quarters. Valen wavered
momentarily, but the guards had already detected his presence.
" Who's there?"
" My name is Valen and I need to talk to Mister
Garibaldi. Please check if he can see me." Valen decided to see if he
could get to Michael the easy way. He had no desire to knock the guards out
cold with his fighting pike. The officer seemed uncomfortable, but contacted
Garibaldi nonetheless, using the hand communicator.
Inside, Garibaldi moaned, when the irritating sound
the hand communicator made, woke him from his sleep. Checking the time, he
noticed that he had been asleep for exactly 4 hours. Why couldn't they just let
him sleep in the middle of the night? The soft snoring reminded him of the fact
that Marcus was resting in his bed and a quick look told him that his friend
was still asleep. Garibaldi could hardly imagine how exhausted the former
ranger must be. " Garibaldi go and this better be good!" He knew that
his men would only contact him if something important happened, having trained
them well.
" Sorry to disturb you, Chief, but there is
this guy who wants to see you. Says his name is Valen."
"Valen?" All awake of a sudden, he
remembered what John and Delenn had told him about Sinclair traveling into the
past to become Valen. Deep down in his soul, he had never believed that story.
His curiosity peeked, he walked over to the door. He had recognised the voice
of the officer stationed in the corridor. As the door opened, he saw a figure,
dressed in the traditional cloak Ranger One would wear. Stepping aside, the
figure entered his quarters. The door closed and the figure threw back his
hood. Michael had to reach out for the wall to support him as he recognised his
visitor. The face had changed, but the eyes were the same. His eyebrows were
gone, but the Minbari features couldn't hide the man he had known for so many
years. This was Jeffrey Sinclair.
" Hello, Michael. It's been too long."
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PART 31 OF 33
Sinclair quickly discovered Marcus, asleep in Garibaldi's
bed. His senses told him that Marcus was soundly asleep and he would make sure
that his protégé slept through the entire conversation. This was something
personal between he and Michael.
" Jeff, is it really you? You've definitely
changed."
" I know. I'm not sure if coming here was such
a good idea after all." Studying Michael's shocked face told him that his
old buddy needed some time to recover from seeing him like this.
" No, I'm glad you did. I wanted to talk to
you. After you left that message...." Michael walked over to his couch and
Sinclair followed him. Sitting down, the two old friends observed each other,
trying to figure out where to go from here. So much had changed between them.
" So, they did tell me the truth...You went back in time and used that
machine to...become Valen?"
" Yes, I had no choice. I wanted to tell you
when I came aboard, but I knew that you would insist on going along and
time-travel is dangerous. In the end, you would have died of old age. I
couldn't allow that, my friend."
Michael wondered who was sitting opposite of him.
Sinclair or a stranger? He still couldn't believe that his old friend was
sitting on his couch right now! It felt so comfortable talking to Sinclair
after such a long time. " I know, you were concerned for me, but I would
have liked the opportunity to talk to you before you went back in time. It
seemed... like a definite goodbye."
" Nothing is definite, Michael. I'm here now,
aren't I?"
" Yes, and I bet that your being here has
everything to do with our friend over there."
Sinclair smiled when he looked at Daffy, knowing
only too well that Michael was referring to Marcus. " Still fond of
cartoons, Michael?"
" Not Daffy, Marcus!" Michael smiled,
turning the joke on his old buddy. Sinclair's face grew serious, seeing the
pain on Marcus' face as he stirred in his sleep.
"Marcus...this will be hard on him. I hate
having to do this to him, but the Dream weavers need a leader. It's his
destiny." Getting up from the couch, Sinclair walked over to the bed and
watched Marcus sleep. Some strands of hair covered Marcus' face and he stroked
them back. He didn't mean to speak aloud, but the words slipped out anyway.
" If I had a son, I would want him to be like Marcus. He's a good man,
Michael."
Moving up from the couch, Michael went to stand next
to his old Captain. Hesitantly, he laid a hand on his friend's shoulder. "
He means a lot to you, doesn't he?"
" Yes." Sinclair was reluctant to get into
the matter. Some things were better left unspoken. Marcus WAS important to him.
After using the device, he had been transformed into a Minbari. Valen accepted
that the Minbari worshipped him like some kind of demi-god and Marcus was
someone who reminded him of the person he had been once. He hadn't realized how
close the two of them had become, until he had taken Babylon 4 back in time,
knowing what lay ahead for Marcus. Writing that note had been the only way he
knew, to try to ease Marcus' mind. There was no reason for Marcus to fear his
destiny.
" I'll look after him, if he means that much to
you."
Strangely touched, he turned to look into Michael's
eyes. It meant a lot to him that his friend offered to protect Marcus. No more
words were needed between the two of them. Garibaldi cursed, as his hand
communicator went off.
" Never lets you finish a sentence or end a
thought, does it?" Sinclair sounded amused.
Michael continued to curse and tapped his link. Why
couldn't he just have one minute of peace? " Garibaldi, go."
" Eh, Chief, you have another visitor. It's a
Minbari, called Neroon."
Michael exchanged a look with his old friend.
Sinclair read the question in his eyes and nodded.
" You can trust Neroon. The warrior will not
harm Marcus. We had a little confrontation while I was still ambassador on
Minbar and I think he is a man of honor."
He didn't question his old friend's decision and as
the door opened, Neroon strode inside. Garibaldi could tell that the Minbari
was uncomfortable. He didn't come closer, as if waiting for permission to
approach them.
Neroon studied the two men in front of him. He never
expected to run into Valen for a second time. The mysterious Minbari leader was
seated on the bed. One of his hands rested on Marcus' brow. Starting to feel like
an intruder, Neroon wanted to leave again, but halted as Garibaldi's link
beeped once more. Not able to stay quiet, Garibaldi practically shouted at the
link as he answered the call.
" Garibaldi here. What is it this time?"
It was obvious that he was starting to lose his patience.
" Chief, you're needed in Stationhouse. We're
receiving several reports of disturbances in Down Below and Zack can't leave
the Commander alone.... We need a commanding officer in here." The Chief
of security sighed. He was faced with the same dilemma. He couldn't leave
Marcus alone either. What if these disturbances were just a distraction of some
sort? At that moment, Valen rose from the bed and managed to catch his friend's
gaze.
" I can't stay here, but Neroon can. You can trust
him, you know." Valen saw how Garibaldi wrestled to come to a decision.
" You're sure about the Minbari?"
" Yes, I know him."
The warrior had listened to their conversation.
While still keeping an eye on Valen, Neroon addressed Garibaldi. " I'll be
honored to guard his life. No one will get close enough to hurt him." His
gaze shifted to the human in the bed, who was still asleep. Neroon saw the
uncertainty in Garibaldi's eyes.
The Chief came to a decision and nodded. "
Alright, you stay with him. Make sure no one gets in here. I'll get back as
soon as I can."
" Do not worry. He WILL be safe." Neroon
bowed slightly as Valen passed him.
Drawing the hood over his head, Valen looked at
Marcus one more time. He had hoped to have a last chance to talk to his friend
before the ceremony. Now he needed to find another way. He would contact him in
his dreams later.
As the door closed behind the Chief and the former
Captain, Neroon slipped his pike in to his hand. He had been trained to be
prepared for any kind of attack and being this cautious had saved his life a
couple of times. Neroon walked over to the bed and laid his hand on Marcus'
chest for one moment, till he was certain that the human was sleeping deeply
and his breathing regular. Feeling ashamed for the way he treated Marcus
earlier, he sat down, cross-legged, on the floor next to the bed. In an attempt
to set his mind to rest, he tried to meditate.
Time... How many hours had passed since Mister
Garibaldi, no Michael, had made him rest in his quarters? Feeling a bit groggy,
Marcus felt the comfort of the soft mattress beneath his back. He slowly opened
his eyes. The dimmed lights were just bright enough to light the room. Yes, he
was still in Michael's quarters. Trying to prop himself on to his elbows, he
couldn't keep back a sharp hiss caused by the pain of his bruised ribs. A
sudden movement close to the bed drew his attention and he expected to see
Garibaldi, not... Neroon!
" Are you alright? Do you want me to contact
your doctor?"
Marcus was forced to lie down again, as his ribs
ached. " Where is Michael? Why are you here?" ** And why did I sleep
that long? Must have been those darn pills!** He felt cold and Neroon's
presence made him edgy. He vividly remembered Neroon choking the life out of
him earlier.
" Your friend was called away and I'm here to
make sure you're safe."
" Great, another baby-sitter." Marcus
wished they would stop treating him like a baby. He was perfectly capable of
taking care of himself. Apparently, he was stuck with Neroon as his 'guardian'.
He attempted to get into a sitting position for a second time and didn't expect
to feel Neroon's hands gently pulling him up till he sat upright. " Thank
you." Why was the warrior this helpful?
" Is there anything else I can do, Azharani?"
Sensing Marcus' uncertainty, Neroon used the title on purpose to show him that
he accepted him as the new leader of the Dream weavers. He wanted to make up
for his earlier behavior. Feeling Marcus' eyes upon him, Neroon answered the
questioning glare. Some kind of silent communication passed between them and
Neroon saw the change in the Dream weaver’s eyes. He could swear that he read
forgiveness in those green eyes.
" Let's forget that...misunderstanding...we
had. And if you really don't mind doing me a favor, you could fix me some tea,
if Michael has some that is."
Neroon walked over to the kitchen unit and had no
problem preparing the tea Marcus asked for. He carried the mug over to the bed
and handed it to Marcus. The heat from the hot water warmed Marcus' hands and
he cautiously sipped the tea, trying to avoid burning his tongue. Neroon was
undecided for a moment, then pulled up a chair and sat down, watching the Dream
weaver drink his tea. The silence between them became uncomfortable and Neroon attempted
to break the ice by pointing at the strange picture above the bed. " Who,
what, is that?"
Marcus grinned. There was a lot Neroon had to learn
about humans and telling him about Daffy Duck was a good way to get started.
Neroon tried to comprehend what the human had told
him about beings like Bugs Bunny, Daffy Duck and other 'Toons' as Marcus called
them. He hesitantly returned Marcus' grin. " You humans are a strange
people."
" I know."
The tea had been thirst quenching and Marcus placed
the mug on the nightstand. He was tired. Checking the time told him that it was
05.30 hours. Taking another nap was very appealing to him. Marcus told the
Minbari to get some rest himself. A moment later, Marcus' eyes closed.
Neroon got up from the chair and covered the Dream
weaver with the comforter. He felt relieved now that the Azharani had forgiven
him. These humans baffled him time and time again. It had started with Sinclair
surprising the hell out of him as they came to blows and Marcus' capacity for
forgiveness stunned him. Neroon had never counted on the human being concerned
for him and thus urging him to get some rest as well. Neroon paced the room,
hoping Tarabas was successful in his pursuit of Morden and the Shadows. His
instincts were telling him that if Morden wanted to make a move, he would do
that before the ceremony. Once Marcus was declared Azharani, the Dream weavers
would become a force to be reckoned with.
Resting his body on the bed made Valen realize that
he was getting old. He lacked the strength of his youth ** Well, I turned 1049
this year. I'm entitled to feel tired.** He closed his eyes and years of
training allowed him to fall asleep immediately.
In Garibaldi's quarters, Marcus shifted in his
sleep, feeling the sharp pain in his chest. Something was different in his
dreams. It felt like someone was trying to contact him in the dream domain. He
found himself sitting in the garden of the Ranger facility on Minbar and
grinned. Why always here? Why did they drag him to this place when someone
wanted to talk to him in his dreams?
" Marcus? Can we talk?"
He didn't have to turn around to know, who was
standing behind him. " Of course, Entil' Zha Sinclair."
Valen couldn't help grinning. Marcus was in for a
big surprise. To the best of his knowledge, Marcus hadn't yet seen him as
Valen.
Hearing the movement behind him, Marcus crooked his
head and stared,....at whom? This was a Minbari, but the eyes, the
voice.....They were definitely Sinclair's. He was truly confused when the man
sat down beside him.
" I'm Valen." Seeing Marcus' bafflement,
urged Valen to assure his friend that everything was all right. The green eyes
staring at him, grew wide and Marcus tried to get up from the bench to bow
before the fabled Minbari leader. " No need to do that, Marcus. We're old
friends after all."
Gentle hands prevented Marcus from rising and all he
could do, was to stare at the transformed man next to him. He knew that
Sinclair and Valen was the same person, but to actually see him, alive....A
moment later, Marcus felt Valen's hand on his arm.
" Marcus? Are you all right? You look deadly
pale."
"It's just.....seeing you like this."
Valen smiled. He remembered how stunned Neroon and
Michael had been when they had first seen him. Marcus trembled slightly and
Valen felt even more protective of his friend. No Shadow was going to harm
Marcus, he promised
himself. " We need to talk."
Marcus was still recovering from the shock and
simply listened. He felt so privileged that Valen had chosen to reveal himself
to him. Marcus lowered his eyes, feeling very humble in the presence of his
mentor. " Yes, Entil' Zha...or how do you want me to address you? Entil'
Zha seems hardly appropriate at this time."
Valen realized that Marcus was overwhelmed by this
experience and smiled at him. " Valen will do. Took me quite some time to
get used to that name." Precious time was slipping away and Valen realized
that he had to get to the point quickly.
" Marcus, I need to talk to you about your
abilities."
" My abilities? About me being a Dream
weaver?" Marcus focused on Valen's eyes, trying hard to forget that the
man next to him was considered a demi-god.
" Yes, and your other gift."
Raising his eyebrows, Marcus stared at Valen,
totally puzzled. What other gift was Valen talking about? ** No more surprises
please, I can't handle them. I'm already on the brink of losing my grip on
reality.**
Valen knew what was going on his young friend's
mind. He had questioned himself whether he should tell Marcus or not, but it
was better that Marcus heard this from a friend than have to discover
everything himself. " You can also get into people's dreams when you're
awake, can't you?"
His eyes grew wide as Marcus nodded. He had wondered
about that himself, but had been too afraid to question the reason why he was
able to do that while still being awake.
" Your powers are getting stronger, now that
you started to use them. Your ability has been asleep for all these years.
You'll find that you can also reach out to their souls. I'm not saying their
mind. You aren't a telepath and will never be one. You mustn't be afraid,
Marcus. This gift will help you defeat the Shadows tomorrow when they move in
on you during the ceremony. "
Trying hard to deal with all this information,
Marcus closed his eyes. He felt how Valen moved his hand and rubbed his back in
a comforting way.
" I chose you for a reason, Marcus. You're
strong and you care. Those are two qualities a leader needs. Look at me."
Marcus was reluctant to look at his old friend, so
Valen reached out and cupped his face in his hand, forcing Marcus to face him.
" At the ceremony, Morden and his Shadows will
try to assassinate you. Neither Tarabas, nor Neroon have the power to stop
them, only you can do that by no longer resisting your destiny. If you need my
help, you know how to find me, talk to me."
"The dreams..'
" Yes, I'll always be here, waiting for you,
should you need me."
Valen rose to his feet and Marcus moved to stand
next to him. He didn't want Valen to leave him alone.
Sensing his feelings, Valen looked at him one more
time. " Have faith in yourself, Marcus,...and yes, you can trust
Neroon."
While speaking those words, Valen's shape started to
grow foggy and Marcus raised his arm, trying to hold on to the form, but it
vanished completely in mere seconds. He felt all alone and abandoned, until he
realized that someone was telling him to wake up. He reluctantly complied.
It was Neroon who was trying to wake the young Dream
weaver. He became concerned when Marcus' breathing turned shallow. Marcus had
been talking in his sleep and mentioned Valen a couple of times. Neroon figured
that Valen was visiting the human in his dreams. Staring in to Marcus' green
eyes, he marvelled about the wonder in them.
" I spoke to him... to Valen. He told me that I
could trust you."
Neroon nodded. " You can trust me, Azharani. I
won't betray you."
Feeling strangely rested, Marcus propped himself
back on to his elbows and managed to sit up, without Neroon's help. Now that he
had decided to trust the warrior, he had to go all the way. " Valen told
me that Morden and his Shadows are after me, that they will try to kill me
during the ceremony today."
" I'll not allow them to hurt you. There are a
lot of people out there, who are dedicated to protect you. Neither the Rangers,
nor the Dream weavers will give up without a fight. "
The words Neroon spoke reassured him, but Marcus
didn't want to put anyone in danger for his sake.
" Tarabas contacted me. He and master Killan
will arrive soon to help you prepare for the ceremony."
Looking up at Neroon, Marcus saw the expression of
respect in the warrior's eyes as he spoke Killan's name. Somehow, the Minbari
must have sensed that inquiring look.
" Killan is my grandfather. I should have
listened to him, years ago when he tried to enlist my help in their search for
the Azharani, but I didn't listen and you almost paid the price."
All of a sudden, Marcus was viewing the warrior in a
different light. " He's your grandfather?"
" Yes, but I'm not the firstborn, so to answer
the question in your eyes; I'm not a Dream weaver."
Their conversation came to an abrupt ending when the
door chime announced a visitor. Seconds later the door slid open and Tarabas
and Killan entered the Chief's quarters. Marcus realized that telepathy had
been used to gain access to the room. Both Killan and Tarabas bowed deeply and
Killan's eyes sparkled as he discovered that Neroon was helping the Azharani to
get up from the bed. Killan felt pride when he realized that Neroon had allowed
himself to find the truth at last.
" It's time to begin the preparations."
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PART 32 OF 33
" What kind of preparations?" Marcus
didn't like the smile on Killan and Tarabas' faces. They were definitely
enjoying themselves at his expense.
" Just some things you need to know before we
go out there." Tarabas placed a golden colored vial on the table and
beckoned Neroon to bring Marcus over to him. The warrior complied and supported
the Dream weaver while walking him to the chair. Neroon sensed Marcus' pain and
gently eased him down into the chair. The warrior didn't like the paleness on
Marcus' face and realized that Marcus was in desperate need of rest. But time
was of the utmost importance and they couldn't waste any of it. Neroon took one
step back and exchanged a look with his grandfather. Killan looked at him with
an all-knowing smile on his face. Neroon bowed slightly to the ancient Dream
weaver and watched how Tarabas uncovered a cloak from the bag he had been
carrying.
" We decided that Delenn would have her
ceremony first. You will not attend that inauguration. Once her proclamation is
official, she'll disappear into the crowd. There is no need to expose the both
of you to danger at the same time. There'll be some hundred Dream weavers on
the station who have come to pledge their alliance to you. They'll speak for
the thousands of other Dream weavers out there. The ceremony itself is fairly
uncomplicated. I'll speak the words that will proclaim you as my successor and
you will accept. It's the end of the ceremony, which will be hard on you. To
prove that you're the Chosen One, you'll be put to sleep. All Dream weavers
will join you in your dream domain. Only then, will they accept you as their
leader. Do you understand?"
Marcus swallowed hard. He had to do what? " I
don't know if I can do that...Can I?"
Killan saw the self-doubt in Marcus' eyes. This
young one had so much to learn. " Marcus, you have only just begun to
discover the true extent of your powers. To you, it will be child's play.
Believe me."
It was hard for Marcus to accept Killan's words as
the truth. Marcus didn't have the same confidence in his ability that Killan,
or Valen for that matter, had. Tarabas held up the deep green cloak. It bore a
great similarity to the Ranger One cloak, only the color differed. Marcus got
to his feet and managed to slip in to the cloak with Tarabas' help. The
Shaidakin immediately straightened out the garment.
"It fits perfectly, like it was made for
me." Wondering about the material, Marcus' fingers examined the fabric.
The pin was already attached to the cloak.
"It was made for you, Marcus. A thousand years
ago, Valen ordered two cloaks made. One was for the Entil' Zha of the Rangers.
The other garment had to wait for 1000 years to find its owner, the Azharani.
"
As Marcus sat down again, he watched Killan open the
vial. He peeked inside and saw a strange green substance. Killan dipped his
long finger in the substance and approached him.
" Close your eyes, Azharani."
Reluctantly, Marcus did as he was asked. He trusted
Killan, but wished he knew what was going on. He didn't expect to feel Killan's
finger at his temple. The ancient priest moved over his eyes and Marcus felt the
warm substance on his face.
" You can open your eyes now, Marcus."
Wondering about what Killan had done, he accepted
the small mirror, Tarabas handed him. The green substance started at one of his
temples, covered his eyes and nose and ended at the other side of his face.
" The sign of the Azharani." It was
Tarabas, who offered the explanation.
Marcus felt strange. The green substance tingled
where it touched his face. He was so lost in thought that he didn't notice the
nod of approval Killan gave him.
" He's ready. The hypnotics will claim him
quickly, we must move now. Delenn's ceremony has almost come to an end."
Neroon and Tarabas moved to steady Marcus, who had
started to sway on his feet. Neroon knew that the green ointment contained
strange chemicals, only used by the Dream weavers to put their Chosen Ones into
a trance. The stare in Marcus' eyes was directed inward.
" Congratulations, Delenn." Susan hugged
the Minbari warmly and smiled as she saw the pride in Delenn's eyes. Delenn had
been afraid that Neroon or another Minbari of the Warrior Caste would try to
stop her from becoming Ranger One. But the ceremony had taken place without
disturbance. Delenn felt strange, wearing the ancient cloak. Her small fingers
briefly caressed the Ranger pin.
" Thank you, Susan. I hope you and Marcus will
be happy once all this is over. To have such a threat hanging over your
head...." It was obvious that Delenn cared for her two friends and Susan
appreciated it.
" I feel confident that everything will work
out just fine. Delenn, do you know what will happen during the Dream weaver’s
ceremony? I have no idea what to expect." Waiting for Delenn to answer her
question, she straightened out her uniform jacket. A few strands of her hair
slipped in front of her eyes and she tucked them away behind her ears. She knew
Marcus loved to see her with her hair down. She hadn't seen him since yesterday
in Medlab and she desperately needed to know that he was fine. She missed him
so badly. She had tossed for hours, missing his warm and firm body next to hers
in bed holding her.
" The ceremony? If I remember correctly, master
Killan will do most of the talking. Only near the end, Marcus will take over.
I'm afraid I don't know too much, Susan. It has been 1000 years since this
ritual was performed for the last time."
Susan watched her friends gather around the two of
them. John was smiling, proud of his love. Stephen was looking tired and
worried. Zack and Garibaldi were in charge of security and always close. There
was an unholy smile on Michael's face and Susan still had trouble believing
that Valen was on the station, looking out for Marcus. Michael had been so
serious when he told her of Jeff's little visit to his quarters. Susan sighed.
Somehow, she felt comforted by the idea that Sinclair was here and on their
side.
" Susan, look!" Stephen poked her gently
in her side to get her attention.
Wondering what he was talking about, she followed
the direction of his stare and nearly doubled over when she saw Marcus being
led into the room by Killan, Tarabas and Neroon. The green paint around his
eyes intensified the expression in his spellbound eyes. His green orbs seemed
to be burning. " Marcus? What?" Forcing her way through the small
crowd, she was stopped by Killan before she could get to Marcus. Killan's smile
was kind, but serious.
" Don't worry, my child. Marcus is fine, but
under the influence of mild hallucinogenic substances which will wear off after
the ceremony. It's a temporary state. It's necessary for the ritual."
" He will not recognize me now?"
"No, his subconscious is on a different plane,
but I'm sure Valen is keeping an eye on him. You have to put your trust in
Jeffrey Sinclair."
Momentarily stunned, Susan realized that Killan knew
everything there was to know about Sinclair.
Marcus heard strange voices, severely disrupted
voices. He didn't recognise any of the faces he saw and everything around him
seemed to move in slow motion. Something was happening to him, but what and
why? How to fight it, did he have to fight it? Closing his eyes allowed him to
focus on a more subconscious level. There were pictures swirling around in his
mind of thousands of Dream weavers. Each one of them approached him
respectfully, bowed and pledged him allegiance. Then another one stepped forward
to promise the same thing. Somehow Marcus knew that this wasn't just a dream,
this was something else, something much more profound.
//Azharani? It is time.//
Recognizing Tarabas' voice in his mind, he didn't
resist as Tarabas and Neroon walked him to the small stage in the next room.
Susan watched him with pain in her heart. Practicality won her over and she
checked for her PPG. All officers carried their guns today, in case someone
would attack Marcus Cole.
Killan observed the small crowd and noticed the
security guards present. Susan was standing near the Chief of security. The old
Minbari could tell that Delenn was nervous, hanging on to the Captain's arm.
Everyone felt the tension in the room, but Killan sensed something else as
well. He was surprised that Neroon seemed to pick up on it as well, staring
into the same direction. // Old friend, you're here as well? To see the
fulfilment of your prophecy?// Killan knew that Valen was present and relaxed
slightly. With so many people who were ready to defend Marcus, he started to
feel safe. But was he safe? Was that feeling not just an illusion?
// You knew I would be here, Killan.// The message
was short and Valen could only send it to Killan because the Dream weaver and
telepath helped him.
The old priest gathered his strength and looked at
Marcus. The human was standing on his own, his eyes closed. He whispered softly
in Minbari. Killan listened and realized that the Dream weavers had started to
bond with their new leader and were gathering in the dream domain for the final
ritual. Everything was in place for the confrontation with the Shadows. Killan
spoke softly, his voice steady and firm. He knew what lay ahead of them. "
My friends, we have gathered here to pay our respects to the Azharani, who has
come to us after a thousands years of waiting. His name is Marcus Cole and he's
human. Dream weavers derive their strength from within their heart and Marcus
thought of his heart as dead. But it has come to life again. He will lead the
Dream weavers and their brethren, the rangers, together with Entil' Zha Delenn.
A new era will begin. The Shadows will be driven back and peace will descend
over this universe for a thousand years."
Tarabas moved forward and slowly drew the hood over
Marcus' head. His green eyes lit like candles in the darkness. Susan watched
how one Dream weaver moved forward to pledge his allegiance, followed by a
Ranger. A line started to form and the oaths echoed in the large room. Only
now, Susan started to realize the importance of the Azharani to these two
factions. He was going to unite them.
Marcus was beginning to register what was going on
around him. The voices of the rangers and Dream weavers in front of him, sounded
strangely real in comparison to the voices in his subconscious. It took him
some time, but he managed to make out some faces near him. Neroon, Killan,
Tarabas....In the crowd, he saw Susan and locked eyes with her. She seemed
relieved when he recognized her. All his friends were here; Michael, Delenn,
Lennier, the Captain and even G'kar was hiding in the back. It made him feel
warm inside to know that he had this many friends. He had to turn his attention
inward again as he heard thousands of voices in his subconscious, calling out
for him to join them in the dream domain. This must be what Killan had meant,
by accepting him as their leader once they were all in his dream domain.
Susan was immensely relieved when he looked at her.
She could tell that he recognised her and some of her fear started to
disappear. She had to put her trust in him, but it was hard. She was so afraid
that she was going to lose him. Suddenly her latent telepathic powers kicked in
and she saw the same alarmed expression on Tarabas and Killan's faces. The
Shadows were moving in!
There was a commotion at the entrance and it wasn't
hard to tell what was causing it. From his position on the slightly higher
stage, Neroon saw the Shadows enter the room. The ceremony was nearly completed
and he saw how Killan joined Marcus in the dream domain. He moaned softly,
knowing that he now had two Dream weavers to protect from getting hurt.
He looked at Tarabas and was glad that they had set
up a strategy, should something like this happen. Neroon was momentarily
distracted when he realised that there were also humans alongside the Shadows,
firing PPGs at Marcus. Rage, filled the Minbari warrior. He knew that he
couldn't stop the Shadows, but he could take care of the human attackers.
Nodding to Tarabas, he pulled Marcus from his feet. He carried the Dream
weaver, who was still in a trance towards the Chief of security.
Garibaldi saw the movement and understood. He took
Marcus from Neroon's hands and sat him down on the floor. Security moved to
form a living defensive shield against the Shadows and Morden. Killan was still
conscious enough to comprehend what was happening and followed Neroon into
safety. In his mind, he heard the sacred chant all of the Dream weavers started
to celebrate the coming of their new leader. He had to pull away from the dream
domain and focus on the Shadows. Killan counted 10 of those abominations.
Tarabas moved to stand beside him and they succeeded in distracting the Shadows
from the primary target, Marcus.
William, who had been standing amongst the rangers
saw everything happen. He leaped forward and managed to disarm one of the human
assassins. Zack Allen joined him and together they took out two more attackers.
Only Morden and one other human were still firing at the human wall surrounding
Marcus. William tried to get to Morden, but the Shadows shielded their agent
and William saw how one of the Shadows raised one of their spidery arms to try
to pin his body to the floor. William managed to roll away mere seconds before
the arm fell and the Shadow was enraged when his prey escaped. A husky voice
breathed in to his ear as William tried to get his breath back.
" Morden is mine."
Looking up, he saw the contorted face of Neroon.
William had seen some of the best Minbari warriors in action and he knew Neroon
was considered one of their finest. He nodded. It wasn't a good idea to argue
with Neroon about who would take care of Morden.
" Protect your brother and leave Morden to
me."
William hurried to get to his feet and ran towards
Marcus. Neroon witnessed from the corner of his eyes how ' the Star killer '
shot down the last human assassin and was pleased. He knew he couldn't stop the
Shadows, but perhaps they would retreat, when Morden was gone. Moving like a
panther, he sneaked up to Morden whose concentration was completely focused on
Marcus. The human was a fool to ignore him. Neroon moved quickly and Morden
never had a chance. Using all his force, Neroon struck the PPG from Morden's
hand and his hands clasped around Morden's throat. Neroon's fingers were like
an iron grip and Morden struggled against the warrior. There was terror on
Morden's face when he realized who was choking him. Neroon slid the human up
against the wall, intensifying his grip and he watched the color change on
Morden's face.
" Neroon, don't kill him. You're not like him.
Let him stand trial for this. You know what his punishment will be for this
attempt to kill the Azharani."
The soft words broke the spell of violence and
Neroon groaned. He knocked Morden out cold and faced the man who had stopped
him. The hood was up, but there was no mistaking the man in front of him as he
turned around.
" Valen...." Neroon wanted to address
Valen, but was distracted when he saw that the human wall around Marcus was
showing gaps, where men had been shot down. The claws of the Shadows moved
quickly. Neroon heard the screams, filled with anguish when the sharp claws
pierced the human flesh. The warrior saw that Garibaldi was holding his ground.
Commander Ivanova was stopped in her attempts to get to Marcus when Doctor
Franklin pulled her back. ** A wise move, she would only endanger herself in
going to the Azharani. This way, we can focus on Marcus.** Running towards his
grandfather, Neroon was just in time to catch the old Minbari as his legs
stopped supporting him. Killan was exhausted. The Shadows continued their
attack. Tarabas was also showing signs of fatigue and the Shadows moved closer.
Realizing that their situation was quickly growing worse, Neroon pulled Killan
into safety. They needed to find a weapon to battle the Shadows. At this point,
the only barriers between Marcus and the Shadows, were Garibaldi and Tarabas.
Neroon had to admit that their chances of getting out of here alive were bad.
" Let me go, Stephen. I have to help him!"
She tried to free herself of Stephen's hold, but the doctor didn't give in.
" There is nothing you can do, Susan." It
pained him to restrain her like this. Hell, he wanted to run out there and help
to defend Marcus, but he knew that it would be a useless attempt. Master Killan
pulled Neroon's head down to his face and whispered the words into Neroon's
ear.
" Marcus.. can defeat them... Get him to his
feet and... tell him to wake up... He'll know what to do."
Not wasting a second, Neroon jumped to his feet and
made his way to Marcus. Garibaldi was trying hard to avoid getting stabbed by
the spider like claws and had to take a step back. That allowed another Shadow
to start an assault on Marcus. Picking up a PPG from the floor, Neroon fired at
the Shadow's head and was pleased to hear the scream of agony, coming from the
Shadow. He fired again at the same spot and a second later, the Shadow seemed
to crumble to the floor and stopped moving. Neroon was proud to have taken one
of the Shadows out personally. He gently took hold of Marcus who was still
whispering words in Minbari. Neroon realized that the Dream weaver was still in
a trance and wondered how he could get through to Marcus. At that moment,
Tarabas fell to the floor blood dripping form his side where one of the Shadows
had pierced the human flesh. " Marcus, you have to wake up. Do you hear
me? WAKE UP!"
Still in trance, Marcus registered the words at
last. Thousands of Dream weavers heard them also. Marcus felt a strength in him
like he had never known before. Raw power seemed to gather in his body. Opening
his eyes, he saw the mayhem in front of him. ** Bugger, why did they have to
sedate me?** Someone was helping him to get to his feet.
Sweeping the room with his eyes, he was relieved to
see that Susan was in no danger. Stephen was holding her, trying to calm her.
What he did see however was that Garibaldi and Tarabas were in grave danger.
The two men had fallen to the ground and the ominous black shapes, hovering
above them, lowered their claws to end their life. His outrage was mirrored by
the thoughts of thousands of Dream weavers and he acted on instinct as he
mentally lashed out against the Shadows. Marcus felt like time stood still and
everything seemed to freeze before his eyes as he simply willed the Shadows
away.
Valen felt the raw power being released and smiled
in relief. Marcus understood at last. One for one the Shadows screamed in a
high-pitched tone and cringed. Their black forms faded till there was nothing
left. It only took mere seconds before all remaining 9 Shadows were utterly
crushed and destroyed by Marcus. Valen knew that with the passing of time
Marcus' powers would grow and backed up by the other Dream weavers he would be a
major factor in the destruction of the Shadow fleet when that time arrived.
Sensing Susan's anguish, he moved towards her.
She had managed to pull free from Stephen's arms.
Placing a hand on her shoulder, he triggered her reaction. She turned to see
who was now trying to hold her back. She never expected to see Jeffrey
Sinclair. Seeing her old friend like this, transformed and in this place,
stopped her from moving.
" Don't worry, Susan. He can take care of
himself."
Valen pointed at Marcus, and Susan witnessed the
downfall of the Shadows. She looked at Marcus and there was a strange
expression in those burning green eyes. She realized that she couldn't help the
man she loved. Her gaze shifted to Valen and there was an unspoken question in
her eyes.
" Yes, Susan, it is I. But you know I can't
stay. Zathras and I have to return to our time. I know the two of you will be
happy."
Susan was utterly surprised as Valen placed a gentle
kiss on her brow. Then he turned and disappeared from sight.
Garibaldi stared in disbelief at the Shadows as they
faded away, a threat no longer. Marcus and Neroon were standing close to him
and he caught the look in Marcus' eyes as the last Shadow was destroyed.
Seconds later, Marcus' strength left him and he would have fallen if it hadn't
been for Neroon who caught Marcus' body. Garibaldi looked at the wounded
security guards and saw how Stephen started assessing the damage. Zack joined
him and they contacted Medlab to get some Med teams in here. Garibaldi moved to
check on Tarabas who was unconscious by now. They had fought well together and
the Shaidakin had won Garibaldi's respect during these last hectic minutes.
Now that there was no one holding her back any
longer, Susan ran to Marcus. Neroon was carrying the Azharani in his arms and
as the three of them reached a secluded room, he lowered Marcus on to a couch.
Taking a few steps back, Neroon watched Susan cradle Marcus' in her arms and he
knew Marcus was in good hands. He wanted to make sure that Killan was all
right. It wasn't hard to find the old priest. He was using his staff to support
him.
" Are you alright?" Neroon was concerned.
He knew the old priest was fragile and having already lost his wife and parents
made him want to hold on to his grandfather.
" I'm fine, Neroon. How is Marcus doing?"
" He's unharmed."
Zathras and Valen left the room unnoticed. Their
work was done, their goal achieved. Marcus was Azharani and the Shadow attack
had been unsuccessful. As Zathras activated the time-travel device, Valen felt
melancholy. He wished he could stay with his friends, but realized that his
destiny lay somewhere else.
" Zathras ready, we can leave."
" Set the device, my friend and let's go
home." Although he hated to leave Marcus and his friends behind, he was
looking
forward to return to the past. He longed for
Catherine to take him in his arms again. Because of all what had been going on,
he had no time or opportunity to tell Marcus that he had found Catherine and
had taken her with him, when he assumed his place as Valen.** Catherine, I'm
coming home.**
“ Damn, my head hurts,” Marcus moaned.
" Marcus? Are you in pain?" Susan watched
Stephen scanning Marcus. Stephen had insisted that Marcus should be taken to
Medlab, when he found his friend in Susan's arms, unconscious. It had been
chaotic in Medlab, but his staff had pulled through. Running a scanner over
Marcus, told him that his friend was exhausted and suffered from a severe
attack of migraine.
" Feels like some one used my head as ... an
anvil..." The pounding in his head was making him sick. But he managed to
recognize Stephen's voice.
" Here, take these."
He only opened his eyes for a fraction to see what
he was being handed. Grabbing the glass and the painkillers, he swallowed them
quickly. Stephen and Susan remained quiet for some moments, anxious to see if
the medication helped.
Feeling the pain grow less, his eyes flashed open.
The pain was now bearable. He tried to get up from the exam bed, but his
bruised ribs protested. " What happened? It's all fuzzy and..."
" You defeated the Shadows. Morden will be
taken to Minbar to stand trial for this assassination attempt. Killan and
Tarabas are all right. Tarabas lost some blood due to a wound inflicted by the
Shadows, but he'll back on his feet in no time. The others are all fine."
Susan brought him quickly up to date. She hoped that
this nightmare had come to an end now. " And you're officially the new
leader of the Dream weavers." Not able to resist any longer, she sought
out his lips, claiming his mouth slowly. Marcus gave in and answered her kiss
in the same sensual way. Stephen cleared his throat, but that didn't stop the
couple. Susan deepened the kiss and oblivious to the growing embarrassment of
the good doctor, climbed into Marcus' bed to run her hands over his chest.
Stephen decided that the time had arrived to leave
med lab 2. He sneaked out of the room, giving them some privacy. The last thing
he heard was Marcus whimper, as her hands moved to a more private area.
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PART 33 OF 33
Stephen had been whining and refused to release him
before morning, so Marcus had no other choice than to stay in Medlab overnight.
He decided to take one quick shower before going to bed to get some decent
sleep. Sighing, he turned off the warm water spray. He was quickly getting used
to taking real water showers and he had never enjoyed them more, even if it
meant taking them in med lab. Looking at his reflection in the mirror, told him
that some of the green paint was still attached to his face. The green stripe
across his eyes was still visible. While he slipped into the sweats Susan had
brought him, he wondered how he could get the stuff off his face.
" You can't. It's the sign of the Azharani.
"
Marcus spun around, but sucked in his breath when he
felt how his still mending ribs ached from the unexpected movement. Killan was
standing in the doorway, accompanied by Neroon. " How did you get in here?
Stephen is very precise, when it comes to visiting hours."
" He doesn't know we're here. We waited until
the staff was busy and entered then."
Neroon helped Killan to sit down in one of the
chairs and remained standing behind him.
Marcus made his way over to the bed and rested his
back against the headboard. He knew that Stephen would want to renew the
bandages around his chest. His ribs were brittle and Stephen had told him to
take it easy the next couple of weeks. " So, why are you here?"
Pulling the blankets over his cold body, he studied Killan. It almost seemed like
a gigantic burden had been taken off the Minbari's shoulders.
" To say our good-byes. Neroon and I will leave
for Minbar in one hour. I need to rest and Neroon...well, his little daughter
is waiting for him."
Marcus looked up, hearing this news. Neroon smiled
and Marcus knew that the warrior had changed.
"Are you serious about that bloody paint? Do I
really have to run around with the remnants of that...stuff on my face?"
" Yes, Marcus." Killan grinned. This young
one didn't know yet, how sacred he had become to the Dream weavers.
" Great, that's just great. I hope Susan
doesn't mind me looking like this." Mumbling to no one in particular,
Marcus shook his head. " And you could have warned me about sedating me,
when you put the paint on my face."
" I couldn't. Tradition states that the future
Azharani is forbidden to know about that part of the ritual."
" Bloody great!" Marcus was trying hard to
stay angry with the old Minbari, but couldn't hide the smile on his face.
Killan rose to his feet and walked over to Marcus, followed by Neroon.
"Tarabas will stay as your bodyguard. You're
now in charge of the Dream weavers, use that power well. Should you need me,
you know how to contact me." Killan bowed slowly and his fingers briefly
touched Marcus' brow, softly whispering an ancient blessing. Neroon bowed and
helped Killan making his way out of Medlab.
Left alone, Marcus quickly drifted off to sleep.
A bit concerned, Stephen decided to check on Marcus,
before turning into bed himself. The door slid open and Stephen was relieved to
see that Marcus was soundly asleep. He reached for the blankets and made sure
that his patient
wasn't cold. He was about to leave, when he looked
one more time at Marcus. A greenish glow shone from the area where the paint
had been. Stephen dimmed the lights and was desperate to get some rest himself.
His first appointment tomorrow was with Susan, who had asked for a physical
exam. She had refused to tell him why...
Breakfast was served in bed. Marcus smiled, when he
smelled the bacon and eggs and wondered where the hell Stephen had gotten them.
The answer to his question entered the room, accompanying the doctor coming to
see his patient.
" Willie? You managed to get bacon and
eggs?"
" Only the best is good enough for my big
brother."
Marcus recognized the look of mischief in William's
eyes and wondered what William had done this time. " What have you been up
to William? I know that expression in your eyes."
William grinned. "Speaking about eyes, that
shade of green really compliments your eyes."
Marcus was tempted to throw something at his
brother, but the only thing he could get hold of was his breakfast and he was
too hungry to use that. " William?"
Willie sighed. He knew that tone too well. Marcus
wouldn't be satisfied until he had an answer. "Well, I cleaned out your
quarters. I moved your stuff to Susan's. She didn't seem to mind. I need a
place to stay...and actually... it was her idea."
" So, basically you evicted me and moved
in?" Marcus felt a bit relieved, expecting something far worse. " You
could have asked me if I mind moving in with Susan."
Clearing his throat, William grinned. " That
was a bit hard. I tried to wake you, but you were rather soundly asleep.... By
the way, do you know that your face glows in the dark? Must be the bloody
paint."
" I glow?" Shaking his head, Marcus fought
the urge to get some payback. Killan should have told him. His thoughts were
interrupted when Susan entered the sick room.
Standing in the doorway, a tender smile graced her
face as she looked at him. She had heard the last sentences of their
conversation. " You glow, Marcus?"
She saw him grin. He was obviously a bit embarrassed
and she decided not to push the 'glow' remark.
" Apparently."
Susan moved over to the bed and Stephen appeared. He
was checking some readings and looked Marcus in the eye as he spoke to him.
" You'll take it easy, do you understand? No
strenuous workouts, nothing. Susan will take you home and then you'll stay in
bed, until I give you the okay. Your system needs to recover and your ribs need
to heal properly."
** She's going to take me home?** Marcus pulled her
closer and Susan sat down on the bed. William quickly caught the tray, that
otherwise would have fallen on the floor and while retreating he pulled Stephen
with him out of the room.
Staring in to his eyes, Susan leaned in and kissed
Marcus on his lips. She wanted more, but first she had to get him home. They
needed to talk.
" I can't believe the big nag is going to let
me out of here." Marcus moved slowly, his ribs telling him to take it
easy. Susan helped him into the green cape and her fingers traced the remnants
of the green paint. Killan had told her that it would never go away.
" Come, let's get you home."
Marcus was relieved as he sat down on the couch. The walk over to her
quarters had made him realize how exhausted he really was. While Susan was
making tea and coffee, he studied the changes she had made in her quarters. His
books had been placed in the cupboard and the frame with the only picture he
possessed of his parents, stood next to a picture of her own parents. ** Home.
She said she would take me home. For the first time in years I feel like I've
come home.** He accepted the tea she handed him and was content to simply look
at her beautiful face. She began to blush.
" What? Do I have paint on my face as
well?" She wanted to tease him a bit and took the cup of tea from his
hands and placed it on the table. Resting herself back against him, she sighed.
This felt so good. Immediately, Marcus pulled her closer.
" No, no paint, but I'll never get tired of
looking at your beautiful face."
Her face flushed, she turned in the embrace. This
man made her crazy. Yet, she loved him with a passion that she hadn't known she
was capable of.
" Marcus, now that we...are living together, I
would like to discuss some things concerning our relationship."
Noticing the strange tone in her voice, he answered
her seriously. Something was bothering her and he hated to see her troubled.
"Of course, love. Go ahead and ask."
" We're going to stay together....I
mean..."
" Yes, I will never leave you." Marcus'
hand tangled her hair and he tenderly caressed the back of her neck.
" Well, how do you feel about having kids in
the future?" She tried to cover up her nervousness, but failed.
Her eyes avoided his and he felt her tremble
slightly against him. He pulled her even closer, until she rested her head on
his shoulder. Wrapping his arms around her, he considered her question. She
wanted a serious answer. " Susan, I never thought about kids. I was a
virgin until a couple of days ago and... well... I would love to have kids.
" Cupping her face in his hands, he raised her head till their eyes met.
Was he imagining things or was there a tear forming in the corner of her eye?
" A little girl...with your blue eyes and fiery temper. Or a little boy. I
could teach him how to harass the hell out of Stephen. But you must realize
that our firstborn will be a Dream weaver. I don't know if you're comfortable
with that idea. "
" I am." She spoke quickly. The tear in
her eyes evaporated and a bittersweet smile appeared on her face. " So,
you like children?"
" I used to play with the kids in Down Below,
but don't tell anyone. Hell, I sometimes think that I'm still a kid
myself."
Marcus realized that she was asking him these
questions on purpose, but why?
Her hands touched his face and she moved until their
foreheads touched. Staring deep into his eyes, she only saw the love he felt
for her. " Marcus, remember the first time we made love on the
beach?"
" Of course, how could I ever forget?" His
hands slipped beneath the fabric of her shirt. Susan's eyes dilated when she
felt his delicate fingers brush her sensitive nipples.
" I used to get shots to make sure that I
wouldn't get pregnant, but I stopped going to Medlab. There was no more reason
to get them and then.....this mayhem started, we ended up making love on the
beach. We didn't use protection. So now..." Her voice trailed off, scared
to end the sentence.
Marcus finally realized what she was trying to tell
him. His heart started to pound, as he almost crushed her to his chest,
ignoring his aching ribs. "You're pregnant, love?"
" Yes." Susan didn't know if she wanted to
cry or smile. She had to know if he wanted to keep the baby or not. She had
been wrestling with herself, trying to decide whether or not to tell him. This
morning, Stephen had confirmed her suspicion that she was pregnant. She had
missed her period. It had been a shock to learn that she was expecting a baby.
Modern technology had been able to tell her it was a boy. She never thought
about having kids, and now,.......now she needed Marcus, his love, his
strength.
The news surprised him, but he berated himself. He
should have known that this could happen. She was right, they hadn't used any
protection. A baby, a little human, with Susan's and his genes. He could hardly
believe it. Marcus imagined cradling the little baby in his arms and smiled at
Susan. " Did you already choose a name? Do you know if it's going to be a
boy or girl? When will the baby be due?"
" Marcus, shut up!" Feeling intensely
relieved, she returned his smile. He was nervous and babbling. " So, you
want to keep the baby?"
" Yes! Of course, I can't imagine being a daddy
or you a mummy, Commander Ivanova. With your temper, she will be Captain in no
time."
" It's a boy, silly."
" A boy?" Speechless, he kissed her
passionately. She answered the kiss with a strange combination of love and
relief. She was sure he was going to be a great daddy. " You pick the
name, Marcus."
Marcus leaned back, eyed her. He tried to act
seriously, but the sparkle in his eyes gave him away." What about
Jeffrey?"
Susan nodded. " Jeffrey Ivanova-Cole sounds
nice."
Marcus was about the say something, but she
smothered his reply in a deep kiss. She couldn't believe how much he loved her.
She was the happiest woman alive.
THE END AT LAST